Chris84
Bluelighter
Hey my fellow bluelighters, long time no see.
I've been away awhile. 3 months in a 12 step based rehab in South Africa, followed by a month in a sober living house back in the UK. Before I say the next part, I wanna say I learnt a lot from this rehab, even if they detoxed me way too quickly when it came to benzodiazepines. Cutting me from the equivalent of 200mg+ Diazepam a day, to 60mg in a day. Then detoxing me off them completely within 20 days. This was on top of them waitiing until I got there to say they couldn't get hold of Methadone in South Africa. So I had to go into Methadone withdrawal before they could put me on Subutex. Which was on top of the Heroin and Oxycontin withdrawals that I would of had to of faced anyway. I was also coming off daily Methoxetamine, Zopiclone and Cannabis usage, So it was a rough first month there detoxing, but I learnt a lot that will stay with me always in the following 2 months.
Anyway, fast forward 2 months from me leaving rehab and I'd relapsed. So not so good. I only use Heroin, Valium and Cannabis now and again.
I've been advised Ibogaine is a good idea when rehabs fail. Although once the mindstate has been changed from it, rehab may work if tried again.
I'm having trouble finding places that will treat me and prescribe benzos whilst they do the Ibogaine treatment, especially as they needed a prescription for the benzos that I get on the street. <snip>
Also any help with Ibogaine treatment centres anywhere in the world, would also be greatly appreciated.
Nice one.
I've been away awhile. 3 months in a 12 step based rehab in South Africa, followed by a month in a sober living house back in the UK. Before I say the next part, I wanna say I learnt a lot from this rehab, even if they detoxed me way too quickly when it came to benzodiazepines. Cutting me from the equivalent of 200mg+ Diazepam a day, to 60mg in a day. Then detoxing me off them completely within 20 days. This was on top of them waitiing until I got there to say they couldn't get hold of Methadone in South Africa. So I had to go into Methadone withdrawal before they could put me on Subutex. Which was on top of the Heroin and Oxycontin withdrawals that I would of had to of faced anyway. I was also coming off daily Methoxetamine, Zopiclone and Cannabis usage, So it was a rough first month there detoxing, but I learnt a lot that will stay with me always in the following 2 months.
Anyway, fast forward 2 months from me leaving rehab and I'd relapsed. So not so good. I only use Heroin, Valium and Cannabis now and again.
I've been advised Ibogaine is a good idea when rehabs fail. Although once the mindstate has been changed from it, rehab may work if tried again.
I'm having trouble finding places that will treat me and prescribe benzos whilst they do the Ibogaine treatment, especially as they needed a prescription for the benzos that I get on the street. <snip>
Also any help with Ibogaine treatment centres anywhere in the world, would also be greatly appreciated.
Nice one.
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