dimensionalz
Greenlighter
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- Feb 19, 2014
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Hello, i'm completely new to bluelight but have been reading alot of harm reduction stuff here for months because i don't want to destroy my body nor my brain. I'm am not a addict and i also live a pretty good life with good grades in school and so on and my future looks really bright nowadays. The thing is... i love to get high and nod sometimes but as i can't get hold of any kratom i still want to get high on some sweet opiate, the thing is that i don't know which one is the most safe to use in terms of heart problems (the heart stops beating) /difficulty breathing etc...
I can begin with that i don't have an addictive personality and have used opiates like tramadol, oxy and subutex once in a while (not much and i don't have "cravings" for it). I can use subutex 1-2 day in one month and then stop easliy and don't think about it for 3 months, not even a single thought about getting high on opiates.. i'm that kind of person who could share my 8mg of subutex with friends without wanting money for it, i'm a "sharer" right... So my question is... what is the safest opiate to use only *ONCE IN A WHILE* (don't want people telling me its addictive, it is but it depends on the person who takes it - since i live a pretty good life and have a lovely caring girlfriend who takes care of me really well i have no potential getting addicted) So back to my point... i like the opiate high more than i like alcohol which only makes me feel TOOO fucked up. I have zero tolerance to opiates so i don't need high dosages, 1mg or less (actually much less) of subutex is enough for me, i don't need more. Other people i know crush all of the 8mg and do it all in one day, i can have 1x 8mg for about 3 weeks or more if i want too because i don't want to be high all time right... i just like being a little high when playing guild wars... so what i'm saying here is that i'm trying to be a "safe-user" and just have a good time... not to escape reality like many other do... I hate stimulants except mdma which i use one time a year for spiritual purposes, i don't really enjoy benzos because i feel sick taking them, xanax is the only benzo i actually enjoyed and one that didn't make me feel sick.
Now to my problem - im extremely afraid of respiratory arrest or cardiac arrest ........ i know that opiods are pretty safe when it comes to toxicity and thats one of the reason why i like them + the effects...
Which opiate is the most safe one to use in my case? Tramadol, no thanks, i don't want to cramp... thats a really scary thought so i rather skip that...
please help me bluelight... :/ excuse me for my horrific writing...
I can begin with that i don't have an addictive personality and have used opiates like tramadol, oxy and subutex once in a while (not much and i don't have "cravings" for it). I can use subutex 1-2 day in one month and then stop easliy and don't think about it for 3 months, not even a single thought about getting high on opiates.. i'm that kind of person who could share my 8mg of subutex with friends without wanting money for it, i'm a "sharer" right... So my question is... what is the safest opiate to use only *ONCE IN A WHILE* (don't want people telling me its addictive, it is but it depends on the person who takes it - since i live a pretty good life and have a lovely caring girlfriend who takes care of me really well i have no potential getting addicted) So back to my point... i like the opiate high more than i like alcohol which only makes me feel TOOO fucked up. I have zero tolerance to opiates so i don't need high dosages, 1mg or less (actually much less) of subutex is enough for me, i don't need more. Other people i know crush all of the 8mg and do it all in one day, i can have 1x 8mg for about 3 weeks or more if i want too because i don't want to be high all time right... i just like being a little high when playing guild wars... so what i'm saying here is that i'm trying to be a "safe-user" and just have a good time... not to escape reality like many other do... I hate stimulants except mdma which i use one time a year for spiritual purposes, i don't really enjoy benzos because i feel sick taking them, xanax is the only benzo i actually enjoyed and one that didn't make me feel sick.
Now to my problem - im extremely afraid of respiratory arrest or cardiac arrest ........ i know that opiods are pretty safe when it comes to toxicity and thats one of the reason why i like them + the effects...
Which opiate is the most safe one to use in my case? Tramadol, no thanks, i don't want to cramp... thats a really scary thought so i rather skip that...
please help me bluelight... :/ excuse me for my horrific writing...