3-4 weeks ago my gf broke up giving some lame reason, although I think she broke because I was getting insecure, possessive about her, (although I trust her), always used to say that we will get married and all. So, when she broke(she said she loves me and wants to stay friends) I made the typical mistake I shouldn't have made that is- begging and pleading to her not to end it. 2 days passed after the break up, I didn't contact her, as my cousin told me not to. Then I get her call, she says she just call like that, no reason, I end up asking her will she meet me the next day(as we decieded she would, when we were togther), she said she can't and all. One day passed, I asked her why she was ignoring me, she says she isn't, then I asked her if its over, she said "idk", then I asked does she want it to? and she said "no", 5 minutes later she calls me and says its over. Two days passed, I get her text at night, we talk, I end up asking her is she undergoing depression (I know dumb, right lol) because she said she was pissed off from life, wished she dies (idk if she was serious or not), she says she doesn't know. Next day I ask her to atleast tell her mom about it, she says I shouldn't put my nose in her life. Next day she texts me a "hi", I didn't reply because I was not happy with her behaviour towards me. Next day I asked her if we could meet the day after, becuase I was going to her city (we lived in different cities, 60 km apart). She said she will try, we met for 10 minutes, as I didnt have much time. Same day in the evening she calls me, says she got selected in an interview and was happy and then she ended the call pretty quickly in 5 minutes. Two days passed I didn't get her text or call, so I texted her asking how she was, the convo lasted only for like 5 minutes. Next day I called her in the morning, she doesn't pick up nor did she call back, so I call her again in the evening, still didn't pick up but returned my call after 30 minutes, then I asked her why she was avoiding me, she said she wasn't and then she why don't I get it that it's over, then I had to end the call for some reason. The same night I was at my friends house, told him about it, he told me text her a long message, asking her if its over, I did and she said it is, so I just said goodbye (on 26th december, it is). I didn't contact her, then I get "happy new year!!
" text on new years day in evening, I replied after like an hour. That's it and she hasn't contacted me since. Is there any hope left, what should I do? Please help.
P.S. Sorry for the long read.
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