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I might have long term damges from the use of DXM how do I know?

Wow I had tinitus yesturday again but just on one ear and really short like 20 seconds where it always got quieter in thsoe seconds. Alos I had a really hard dream it was really solid and I thought it was really my own life becasue it seemed so real. I dreamed that I told a person that I took DXM told a nther person and they ganged up on me and stuff... then I was oken by m brother to go to school...
 
DeathDomokun said:
I said syrup, not DXM.
If you abuse anything, it'll abuse you back. People, drugs, food, the gym, anything.
I've had my fair share of experience with DXM, and there are no reports of Olneys anywhere, and sorbitol only affects your stomach/anus/toilet bowl which is what I said.
You might wanna read something twice before replying to it, I didn't say DXM can't cause health problems, I said drinking the syrup (irrespective of DXM) won't affect your mind or do any real damage to your body.
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Oh really? Please show me where you said that. 8)
 
See DExterMeth I can do this with out of help from a docter :D
Its getting better and better from week to week.
I warn anyone about drugs now. I thin kwhat i had was jsut a overreaktion cause Im not use to taking drugs and I never did before and my brain is still develpoing but I have read reports of people who have had the same as me just they were older.
Also my motric has gotten alot better I can think of pictures again maby still not as good as before but I think that will be normal soon again :)
Then my high blood presure has gone down.
My eyesight is still fucked up.
I have tinitus sometimes for 10 seconds.
My dreams are way more intence then normal. I had a drem that was close t a CEV today. I can only say this becasue I have read alot of reports which explain what CEV's are...
 
DexterMeth said:
^You should start posting in ADD as well tbh. You're input would be really valued there, not just here.
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I do post in ADD occaisonally, I usually lurk without adding anything. The mods are great, and there are some great regular posters. If I feel like whatever it is I have to say will improve on my silence, I will do so.
Hippy, I'd appreciate it if you just dropped it. I feel as if you're being belligerent and it's not helping anyone.
I'm glad you're feeling better lars. You shouldn't worry about the tinnitus as it's only 10-20 seconds and quite sporadic, and I don't think you should worry about your dreams until you start having night terrors. Try not to worry and let time do it's thing.
 
DeathDomokun said:
I do post in ADD occaisonally, I usually lurk without adding anything. The mods are great, and there are some great regular posters. If I feel like whatever it is I have to say will improve on my silence, I will do so.
Hippy, I'd appreciate it if you just dropped it. I feel as if you're being belligerent and it's not helping anyone.
I'm glad you're feeling better lars. You shouldn't worry about the tinnitus as it's only 10-20 seconds and quite sporadic, and I don't think you should worry about your dreams until you start having night terrors. Try not to worry and let time do it's thing.
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What can you tell me about my vision. I meen their are like spots when I look at very lite (I know this is not the word im looking for but it ill do the job) lights in my site. Like black spots. I notice it in the dark more then in the light. When I look at a setan place for more than 3 seconds I notice particles tiny little particles swimming across my eye. Its worse when its cold outside and I come in. At one point I even had a tunnel view.
 
Look up "Random firing of neurons"
I'm not entirely sure, if it's still affecting you in a few weeks (or earlier, if you feel like it's lowering the quality of your life and want to see if you can solve it) go to your GP or directly to an optometrist (eye doctor)
 
DeathDomokun said:
I do post in ADD occaisonally, I usually lurk without adding anything. The mods are great, and there are some great regular posters. If I feel like whatever it is I have to say will improve on my silence, I will do so.
Hippy, I'd appreciate it if you just dropped it. I feel as if you're being belligerent and it's not helping anyone.
I'm glad you're feeling better lars. You shouldn't worry about the tinnitus as it's only 10-20 seconds and quite sporadic, and I don't think you should worry about your dreams until you start having night terrors. Try not to worry and let time do it's thing.
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Just read more then. You certainly have contributions to add. I've hung out with ebola a number of times.

Good to
 
DeathDomokun said:
Look up "Random firing of neurons"
I'm not entirely sure, if it's still affecting you in a few weeks (or earlier, if you feel like it's lowering the quality of your life and want to see if you can solve it) go to your GP or directly to an optometrist (eye doctor)
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Do you hold it for possible that I go their and I would jsut tell the docter the symton witzhout telling him that I took DXM? BUt I will defenatly do that!
 
DexterMeth said:
So you would rather go insane? Hrm. Something tells me a few looks and your parents looking at you might be the better option.
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Gosh jsut because you ahd way worse experinces than me with drugs and might be long term damged it long not meens thatg I have to be damged. Listen I made up my mind if their are symtoms in 2 more months I will go to the docter if not their is no reason to. I will never do drugs again since I am pretty much vurnable to losing my mind if I do. I read a report on a guy who pulled twice on a joint and he totally freaked out.
 
I'm not bragging or comparing you to myself. The only thing I'm saying is that you should get some professional help asap. I'm on your side. This is not normal man. You should not be feeling after effects this long after taking DXM at lower doses for such a short time span.
 
this is a common thread on bluelight. not just for DXM, but in general. don't tell your doctor. don't tell your parents. don't monitor your progress. just stop taking drugs, live a healthy lifestyle on a day-to-day basis, and forget all about the few times you have taken DXM. you did not cause significant brain damage through your half a dozen DXM experiences, but if you are not careful you could foster psychosomatic symptoms that could become a real issue. if you really can't get over it, you might have to talk to a counselor or someone to help you realize and accept that you are suffering from an anxiety, not neurological damage. i'm not trying to belittle your situation. i've been in it myself. sorry to hear you have been uncomfortable and so anxious. hope you are able to quickly move past it.
 
Well the only thing that is still their really is the bad site. L ike when the tv is on and its dark all around it will print in my eyes and when I move aroiund theris a black spot in my site for about 5 minutes. the same happens if I look at really bright light. My heart blood presure goes down everytime I o into the sauna or do sports a little more and gets weeker. I almost dont notice it anymore.

dexter and dark really your not helping by telling me to go to the docter becasue I wont! I know your onyl trying to help and I really aprishiate that and I ow you something for life time for that but your forgetting that im only 14. 14 year old have almost no experince with drugs mostly only with alcohol. I get into loits of fight and then into deprsihions because these fights cause problems wiht outher people as well. Though that I get depressed where none of you would even bother thinking about it anymore. What Im trying to say is that im not a pychonot. Its my first drug and it will be my last drug! My brain has not developed yet Im still in the stdium where every 1 to 6 months I feel smarter than I ever did because I am learing and new connections are being built in ym brain. Yeah it might not be normal for a grownup (25 or over) to have symtoms for this long but it is for teens. I have read multiple reports on teens using this drug and consulting in months of this state I had 2 weeks long. They had deprsihons for almost a full year. And thus it is getting better from day to day. I feel human again I only get dpersonalysation about 5 times a day where I know that I still dont feel quit norm,al (this usally happens while wlaking down the stairs moving quickly or standing up while laying down for a long time) but it sure is getting better!
So this is what ill do and i will stick to this. I will just wait 2 months if anyof the symtoms/side effeks are still theri I will alert you and go to the docter okay?

Still thank you to everyone who has taken the time to reply espshially dextermeth you hhave been with me for the last 3 weeks <3

I dont know if that is cosing the problems and I dont really feel it to a big extent but I might be having mood swings because I would usally not get that pissed of about comments.

I will still make daly updates for anyone who cares to see.
 
Sounds like you have HPPD as well as lasting depersonlization. It is not normal for anyone or any age to have those lasting effects. I have mild HPPD, but it doesn't really effect my ability to function, you just have to learn to live with it and not get distracted by it.

I hope you eventually get help. Admitting you need it is the hardest part. It's even worse when it becomes far too late. Good luck man.

-edit: If you really have to wait 2 more months to convince yourself you need to see a doctor, so be it. At least you're finally doing something about it. -pz
 
I don't think he has depersonalization disorder, that's different to just having an off/altered sense of self. HPPD is also usually hallucinations in your peripheral vision as opposed to spots after staring at the same thing for a certain length of time as described. I'm no psychiatrist, though.
 
My heart still beats unregulary I treided eating onion cause its supose to help against high blood pressure but it did nothing. I feel it beating and when I work out it jumps beats. Then my eye site is really freking me out. It no something wht I cant live with but it scares me like whe I look at a bright light it stays üprinted in my eye for 5 to 10 minutes and its green or yellow or red or black. If I loo ka one spot particles on my eye move I notice it and I cant concentrate on this one spot for long until I have to look away. Then I have a little shizpherannie (I think its spellt like that sometimes things feel unreal) Jsut sometimes though. It happens while palying tennis I dont feel normal. I still dont feel the way Im supose to feel yet.

I dont know if that was caused though the drug or not but I feel sick today my nose is stuffed and my thought is filled with snot. I dont know if this has anything todo with iot but my vains are showing like they never have before. All these difrent feelings and klnowing its still not over is causing deprteshons. Any Idea how I can get rit of the anxity FAST?
 
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