SO what is schizophrenia or depersonalization & derealization disorder. And say if I had it when would it go away.
I fell way better to day not flucterated anymore nore dowsy. Their are jsut 5 things which are anoying me. I dont wnat to say they are long term effeks but who knowes i meen I though I should ask you the poeple who have gone though a lot more than me.
1. Depreshions (caused though the though of long term damages and that I am not like anyone else who would never try the drug. I am stupid)
2. Very bad concentration. Today I was sitting in class and the teacher was talking I dint drift away and think of nothing and enjoy the feeling like I use to but other thoughts went to my head. Anything actually.
3. Thinking. Now I have to say this has improved alot a hell of a lot. I use to not be able to really think of the pictures or the sceens of a memory I can now even though sometimes it is a little hard. My short term memory wher eI watched a cermershial and the next one came and I forgot the last one got better to again. Sometimes I think of something and I know the answer I try to say it to my self so I rember it better but thats when it fails. I cant put it in words and then theirs always this feeling in my stomach which tells me stop this is anoying.
4. Eye site. Well I cant really say this has inproved very much. When its cold outside and I come inside and look at the seeling it looks like it goes further away like its moving backwards without me moving back or forth. And when I look the the floor or seeling then I caqn only concentrate on a smal picture or strucer of it all arount their are things like um Iw ouldnt say moving but blurring like things on top of my eye ball are not together and just moving so I cant see right. Now this is not really a problem its not hard at all to look at stuff its judt really anyoing me.
5. Heart beat. My heart beat is harder than it should be sometimes it keeps me awake when I have my arm laying on my chest because i feel a stong beating in my heart. Its not that stong all the time but jsut sometimes. Like now. This I can say has gotten alot softer.
So my questions to these are. Are thy long term? When will they go away? and What causes them?
It would be helpful if you would even jsut put down your thought to this. It would be nice if you could answer any of these questions.
And thanlkyou to everyone for stying on this threat and helping me as much as you can. I really really aprishiate it
