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Just A Guy said:
:D Very nice! Sounds like a great date, and a nice platform to build upon. Reading this made me feel like a teenager again.
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Eveleivibe said:
That's ace, ab, glad it went well for you. I thought that was sweet that he asked you if he could kiss you cause you don't see many men like that these days. All the best to you both. Is there another date planned?
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I thought it was sweet too :) he's a gentleman. I hope it doesn't change. And no official plans yet but he made it clear he wanted a date #2 =D
 
ad lib said:
Amazing!!

We talked for hours, laughed, joked, and totally connected.

When we were coming out of the pub everything was soo icy and our cars were parked way in a different lot. So I grabbed on to him to make sure I didn't fall (lol). My car was closer so I told him I'd give him a ride to his truck- we got in my car, then I pulled next to his truck. We at first just hugged to say goodnight and he went to get out, but my locks froze or something lol and I was like oh I'm sorry.. I guess we have to wait for then to dethaw.. We started laughing and talked a little more. Then he asked if it would be okay to kiss me, and I said "yes of course" :D And we kissed...then he told me that he had an amazing time, that I'm gorgeous, funny, fun and unique (lol?) and that he wants to do it again soon. Then the locks were magically unfrozen. It was so sweet and I felt like a teenager again =D
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*Smiles ear to ear* thats awsome I so happy for you.. what were you worried about again;)
 
Aww Ad lib thats so awesome. Super happy for you. Made me smile reading that too... Which are hard to come by for me lately. So congrats! Hope it continues to go well for you!!!!! :)
 
caseface99 said:
Aww Ad lib thats so awesome. Super happy for you. Made me smile reading that too... Which are hard to come by for me lately.So congrats! Hope it continues to go well for you!!!!! :)
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Aww case if you wanna talk about it I'm here! <3
 
Thanks ad lib, really appreciate that. Just having a lot of trouble keeping my mind off my ex the last few days. I mean its only been a week - but I guess the salt on the wound of it is that she isn't living up to what she told me when we broke it off. She said she still loved me and I would always still be her best friend, and that she still wanted to talk to me and hear how I'm doing and what not and be there for me just on a different level. Except she hasn't texted or called me in 4-5 days, ignored my attempts to talk to her yesterday and I found out that she's been in town yesterday and today. We were calling this a break, not a break up - long story. But I'm just not stupid and i know something else is going on here.

Yeah, before people tell me I know i need to "forget about her". Easier said then done, especially since i have a total of zero friends besides her so I can't just hang out with and talk to other people to keep my mind off of it. Going to do everything I can to change this once school starts and be as outgoing as possible, still 11 days to go until that process can even begin though.
 
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Going to say this to myself a few times before I go to sleep. Should be helpful especially since not only am I going through my 9th step, but I just may have some new resentments to work a 4th step on. Night Bluelight.
 
neversickanymore said:
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alright im turning in.. off to the gym tomorrow morning early.. bags already packed.. took the weekend off.
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have a great and fantastic workout! cute doggie too

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Going to say this to myself a few times before I go to sleep. Should be helpful especially since not only am I going through my 9th step, but I just may have some new resentments to work a 4th step on. Night Bluelight.
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I hope you had a great sleep :) I would usually get only 6 hours for weekdays but tend to sleep longer on weekends but that's what weekends are for right?
 
I love that forgiveness prayer--especially recognizing that very few people actually harm each other maliciously--it is usually their own confusions! That is what I call an open door way of looking at something rather than a door locked up tight. Resentment harms the person that feels it and everyone else around them to some degree. America is the land of resentment. You hear it in every political discourse, on the radio, in the papers, at work, in neighborhoods and on and on down to our families--everything is someone else' fault and we are conditioned to accept anger as an acceptable place to stay rather than a natural phase in a progressive range of feelings that should ultimately lead away from anger!
 
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