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caseface99 said:
^^I just have have to much free time right now and school hasn't really changed that at all because I finish all my classes by 10am or noon depending on the day, and no class on friday, saturday, sunday. I've been going to meetings everyday and working out everyday bit still feel like I have 4-5 hours at least with nothing to do and I don't enjoy video games or netflixing anymore.

Maybe it will even out once I start to get more homework this coming week. Time will tell.

It's funny, when I was using I would bitch and procrastinate things like going to the grocery store for 30 minutes because it took too much time out of sitting on the couch doing nothing. Now sitting doing nothing is the bane of my existence haha.
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Good luck. Nsa n maya had some good ideas. And as you say once you get a car it will be easier for you. Finding experience at your uni also sounds an ace idea especially if it's in line with your course / what you'd like to do for a career/job.

Maya said:
My schedule in the following months will be hella crazy!! Work then night school on top of it then workout sessions weekends might not even be free anymore so if there is anything I am dying for right now it is free time! But then again I easily get bored so I like the busy schedule, keeps you away from temptations for the most part.
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I think you're right it's so easy to be tempted when you have spare time on your hands. I'm not just talk drugs/alcohol either. I'm talking food. I have these Herbalife snack bars which are meant for weight management/ loss n I've been eating 5-6 per day. Once I've finished my childhood obesity assignment (I'm a distance learner so do it at home but go to uni for 3 days per module) I'll be making sure I'm out of the house a lot more.
I didn't know you during your addiction but by the sounds of things you've really turned things around with a good job n workouts you should be really proud of yourself (sorry, hope that doesn't sound patronising).

dwamn said:
i'm so sick of being stuck in bed all day from pain the meds barely help at all
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Sorry to hear that you're in so much pain. Have you told the dOctor that your meds aint working? Do you still have the infection? Would you be able to see a chiropractor/osteopath about your back? They sometimes can help but if you still have the infection I'm not sure best ask your doctor. Are they still considering surgery or is that a last resort? I know that here in the UK the won't do back surgery until every avenue has been exercised especially with disk herniation.

Hows your son (mrflowers) doing? Haven't seen him posting in awhile hope he's doing ok.

Hope I've done this? I clicked multi quote so lets see lol

Evey xxxx
 
Today I had to call 911 for someone at the SLE again, 4th time since I moved in 8 months ago.

Today was for this kid who had a psychotic episode or something. He's on anti psych meds, apparently he just recently switched to haldol and for some reason, from what we could get out of him anyway we think he took 4 times as many as he is supposed to. Was totally out of it, like awake but not there - saying weird random shit, every few minutes would respond to something we asked him but then go right back to being totally not present. He got up and stripped naked and started walking around staring at the ceiling and walls and shit with no clothes on - ran out the front door and i had to stop him from running into the street naked and get him back into the house. Managed to calm him down until the police/ambulance showed up. He was refusing to put his clothes back on and after wrapping him in a blanket he appeared to start masturbating - his dad called to try and talk to him and on the phone with his dad he said "i think I'm fucking myself". The only thing he said to me the whole time, whispering quietly into my ear "steve tell me what to say and I'll say it". Fucking weird. It's such a trip dealing with someone who has quite literally lost their mind... He was gone.

anyway, stressful night. I guess it's not as bad as the time my roommate collapsed and I subsequently found 6 shots of meth ready to go and dozens of used needles in our room.

/SLEdrama
 
my tooth hurting right now
wish i had money id just get a new filling or something
 
^^ I need to see a dentist so bad. I haven't been to one in 5-6 years. I know i have cavities, none of them hurt however. And Somehow I just don't believe in fixing a hole in my tooth by using a drill... just doesn't sound right... don't really trust traditional dentists, so I don't know what to do - other than cutting most of the sugar out of my diet. When you pay a ton of money to get something fixed that ends up not being fixed and you have to keep going back and spending a ton of money again - yeah, Im not stupid. When I had an orthodontist as a kid, they always told me "great job wearing your retainer! It's working perfectly!!

I never wore the retainer. Not once. /scam
 
caseface99 said:
^^ I need to see a dentist so bad. I haven't been to one in 5-6 years. I know i have cavities, none of them hurt however. And Somehow I just don't believe in fixing a hole in my tooth by using a drill... just doesn't sound right... don't really trust traditional dentists, so I don't know what to do - other than cutting most of the sugar out of my diet. When you pay a ton of money to get something fixed that ends up not being fixed and you have to keep going back and spending a ton of money again - yeah, Im not stupid. When I had an orthodontist as a kid, they always told me "great job wearing your retainer! It's working perfectly!!

I never wore the retainer. Not once. /scam
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I think I read somewhere that dentists make your fillings last 3-4 years tops, and it seems correct as the filling in one of my teeth is fucking up I had it done like 4 years ago now I don't really know what to do, just been avoiding biting down on the left side of my mouth for like 2 months now.
 
^^ Whatever they are filled with, from what i know, wears away over time and the same procedure must be done again at some point. Unless you get like a gold filling or something similar. I'm pretty sure the standard material is essentially some sort of plaster type shit basically. They fix your teeth like a piece of dry wall - drill the hole into an easier, bigger, shape to deal with - and then fill it with crap. Consider eating like a little kid smacking the drywall, eventually you gotta replug the hole.

Think about brushing your teeth, too - sure, the toothbrush and act of brushing gets rid of plaque and visible food buildup, true. But picture a table covered in bacteria.. Now take a tooth brush, and brush back and forth in the same spot for 60 seconds.

Did you get rid of the bacteria? No. You spread the bacteria around, and got it on your toothbrush. Might be worth pointing out that gum disease and tooth decay are caused/worsened by this bacteria.
 
HOly fuckihng hell its 7pm i just woke up I need mental and physical help :X
 
Eveleivibe said:
Ughhhhhh you Mean I have plaster in my mouth??? Ugh that's disGUSTING!!!!!!
And yeah you're kinda right. I had three fillings a few months back.
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I seriously doubt it's the same thing as actual plaster for drywall - but it's the same concept. And whatever it is, if you aren't paying for some sort of metal caps then don't expect it to last forever. :/
 
I never got black fillings done but that's what they used to do, you never seen that done?
I think those had mercury in them, fucking disgusting.

I'd rather keep getting temporary white fillings that wear out after 2 weeks than get a black one.
 
^^ That's what it'd be for me without exaggerating. I grind the fuck out of my teeth sometimes while sleep, allegedly. (I don't ever notice it.. females do apparently lol.)

I need to get a mouth guard for fucking sure :p Haven't found one that isn't annoying as fuck to try and sleep with though. I need something as small as those invisalign things. A regular mouth guard is too much i practically choke on them...
 
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