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Them Witches said:
My comment saying the "US is a shithole.." is completely valid. I have paid an ass ton of taxes for the past 32 years. I can call the US whatever I want to. Everyone thinks the USA is grand and sweet. One bombing or attack on US soil this place will locked down in Martial Law. Before the Martial Law happens there will be a significant and devastating period of time. Just imagine how the large cities all the way down to small town do not have food, medicine, and toilet paper... The grand sweet ring of freedom will extend on deaf ears and visually watching all the fathers in the neighborhood are killing for sport to feed crying kids & wife. Just imagine how a disorganized society and half are dependent on the government fold on themselves.

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Here is some info on Northern India where I am interested traveling to :

Life in northern Indian rural villages is characterized by a strong community spirit, traditional living, and organic farming practices rooted in nature's rhythms. Communities are close-knit, celebrating collective festivals and sharing resources. Many villages are transitioning to or embracing organic farming, with areas like Sikkim being a pioneer in this approach, fostering a sustainable lifestyle that reflects their deep-seated local traditions and heritage.

Life and culture
  • Community and social life: Life revolves around a strong sense of community, cooperation, and mutual support. Festivals are celebrated together, often featuring traditional music, dance, and communal feasts.
  • Traditional lifestyle: Houses are often built with local materials like stone or wood, reflecting the region's architectural heritage.
  • Hospitality: Villagers are known for being warm and hospitable, welcoming visitors openly.
  • Festivals: Festivals and rituals are deeply integrated into village life and tied to local traditions.

Organic farming
  • Pioneering regions: Sikkim is an example of a region that has gone fully organic, becoming the world's first organic state.
  • Growth and importance: Organic farming is a growing sector in India, supported by government initiatives and driven by the goal of sustainable agriculture and rural development.
  • Economic impact: Organic farming directly benefits farming families by increasing income, which can lead to reduced poverty and improved living standards.
  • Traditional roots: The move toward organic farming often involves returning to traditional, time-honored farming methods that are in harmony with the natural environment.
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Most houses are built out of stone or wood it tends to be a natural resource the world over .unless your one of the three pigs and you use straw
 
lost weekend said:
Most houses are built out of stone or wood it tends to be a natural resource the world over .unless your one of the three pigs and you use straw
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This reminds me of the junk you get in pamphlets about elephant sanctuarys in thailand and how their the most sustainable in the whole of Thailand, you turn up and there chained to a post and then your asked if you want to feed them ,pet them etc
 
Them Witches said:
My comment saying the "US is a shithole.." is completely valid. I have paid an ass ton of taxes for the past 32 years. I can call the US whatever I want to. Everyone thinks the USA is grand and sweet. One bombing or attack on US soil this place will locked down in Martial Law. Before the Martial Law happens there will be a significant and devastating period of time. Just imagine how the large cities all the way down to small town do not have food, medicine, and toilet paper... The grand sweet ring of freedom will extend on deaf ears and visually watching all the fathers in the neighborhood are killing for sport to feed crying kids & wife. Just imagine how a disorganized society and half are dependent on the government fold on themselves.

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Here is some info on Northern India where I am interested traveling to :

Life in northern Indian rural villages is characterized by a strong community spirit, traditional living, and organic farming practices rooted in nature's rhythms. Communities are close-knit, celebrating collective festivals and sharing resources. Many villages are transitioning to or embracing organic farming, with areas like Sikkim being a pioneer in this approach, fostering a sustainable lifestyle that reflects their deep-seated local traditions and heritage.

Life and culture
  • Community and social life: Life revolves around a strong sense of community, cooperation, and mutual support. Festivals are celebrated together, often featuring traditional music, dance, and communal feasts.
  • Traditional lifestyle: Houses are often built with local materials like stone or wood, reflecting the region's architectural heritage.
  • Hospitality: Villagers are known for being warm and hospitable, welcoming visitors openly.
  • Festivals: Festivals and rituals are deeply integrated into village life and tied to local traditions.

Organic farming
  • Pioneering regions: Sikkim is an example of a region that has gone fully organic, becoming the world's first organic state.
  • Growth and importance: Organic farming is a growing sector in India, supported by government initiatives and driven by the goal of sustainable agriculture and rural development.
  • Economic impact: Organic farming directly benefits farming families by increasing income, which can lead to reduced poverty and improved living standards.
  • Traditional roots: The move toward organic farming often involves returning to traditional, time-honored farming methods that are in harmony with the natural environment.
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Sorry I don't mean to dismiss you I hope you do go and make the best of it .I wish you all the luck
 
lost weekend said:
Ha h
Ha ha you don't actually believe that garbage.the first thing they will do is befriend you and take you for all you've got .there's more plastic in India than most countries and pollution is through the roof ,have you seen there public transport ,there's passengers hanging off the edge of a moving train [hanging room only lol] festivals may be celebrated together provided you belong to the same religion. Your in for a big shock .I dare say it's great for a holiday if you can survive the dheli belly but I would reconsider.india is a third world country the people live on less than a dollar a day ,how many sweat factories have collapsed in the past ten years leaving hundreds dead .your average Indian dosnt give a fu@# and there government is corrupt from the ground up .you would be better thinking about Thailand, leat there not always out to Rob you .Hard truths
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Two separate trips, I spent 2 weeks in Thailand total. I spent 3 weeks total in Hong Kong. 1 week in Singapore.

You are talking a lot of doom and gloom. You should see the the "no trespassing signs" in Singapore on public streets next to everything . Next to Taco Bell level. Next to the gas station.

The signs read and show "the cross-hares" of a rifle scope in plain sight. Will be shot on sight. Get caught with weed, the death plenty no going to court get a lawyer shit.

No just imagine how Philly's "tranq-dope plague" would look. No making "reels" in Singapore.

Get into a fist fight. 6 months in jail. Vandalize a car. Get "caned' 6 times back to back. One hit the victim passes out. Immediately forced to wake. One after another.

Crimes against children, women... Wood-chipper pay-per-view feet first slow in Singapore. Kids are safe there.

Spit bubble gum on the street $500 dollar fine. Piss in an elevator $5,000 dollar fine.

Hong Kong when it was still under the control of the British, someone from the US gets asked to buy a "Kopy-Watch... RollWreck-Z.." on every street corner. It is a blast. Anything a person wants is every where at anytime for anyone. The crime bosses do not want the locals to mess-up the money coming in from tourists. You know just like "dope-block" when Yo is asking for some "boy". The locals offer protection for those coming to cop. .


Yeah man. I hope you have a great day. Nice ranting with you.
 
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In 1994, an American teenager named Michael Fay was sentenced to six strokes of caning in Singapore for vandalism, a case that caused a temporary strain in U.S.-Singapore relations. The vandalism charges were related to violating the country's Vandalism Act.
  • Who: Michael Fay, an American teenager.
  • When: 1994.
  • Where: Singapore.
  • What: Sentenced to six strokes of caning for vandalism. They were reduced to four strokes by Bill Clinton's efforts. 4 months in jail.
  • Consequence: The incident caused a temporary strain in relations between the United States and Singapore.
Look it up. I was there in the summer of 1994 at the Omni Hotel across the street from the jail he was in at the time.
 
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I've been thinking the issue last night (your trip to India as it seems to be the first time you go there).
Will it be a culture shock? 100%
Will it be a trip to remember? 100%
Is it worth going there? 100%
Staying is another question. I personally know it only as a tourist and I don't know how your friend has prepared you for it. I hope you will be picked up and not expected to travel on your own. If it's the latter, beware of the Rickshaw drivers. They like to drive you round after round and then charge you way more than fair. If you refuse, within 10 Minutes you're surrounded by a dozen of them (it happened to me). The taxis from the airport with traceable numbers are worth it! Incredible India is worth the title. Amazing. Impressive. Beautiful. Also with dark sides ofc.
What impressed me the most was how little some people need to live. They can take showers under a water tap not even one meter above the ground, sleep on cement floors without blanket, one set of clothing total. And at least the women still look pretty and wear golden earrings... A lesson in simplicity. And humbling.
If you happen to like it, the structures of society are much more different than you may grasp at first. If you marry there, it can bite you in the ass badly, though I suspect as a man it will be thousand times easier for you. Still then. Money counts. Much more than is ever spoken. Trust me. I'm married to one of those third world guys who claimed to not be into money at all. Now I'm under pressure to help out anyone in his family. It's not like he's gambling or anything. For him it's just being a good son. For me it means I have red numbers on my account rn at the beginning of the month and my purse for the kids and me till next payday. Don't become like me. And no, I never believed this could ever happen to me. 😒 First it always comes differently, second than you think. The lesson of my life
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
I've been thinking the issue last night (your trip to India as it seems to be the first time you go there).
Will it be a culture shock? 100%
Will it be a trip to remember? 100%
Is it worth going there? 100%
Staying is another question. I personally know it only as a tourist and I don't know how your friend has prepared you for it. I hope you will be picked up and not expected to travel on your own. If it's the latter, beware of the Rickshaw drivers. They like to drive you round after round and then charge you way more than fair. If you refuse, within 10 Minutes you're surrounded by a dozen of them (it happened to me). The taxis from the airport with traceable numbers are worth it! Incredible India is worth the title. Amazing. Impressive. Beautiful. Also with dark sides ofc.
What impressed me the most was how little some people need to live. They can take showers under a water tap not even one meter above the ground, sleep on cement floors without blanket, one set of clothing total. And at least the women still look pretty and wear golden earrings... A lesson in simplicity. And humbling.
If you happen to like it, the structures of society are much more different than you may grasp at first. If you marry there, it can bite you in the ass badly, though I suspect as a man it will be thousand times easier for you. Still then. Money counts. Much more than is ever spoken. Trust me. I'm married to one of those third world guys who claimed to not be into money at all. Now I'm under pressure to help out anyone in his family. It's not like he's gambling or anything. For him it's just being a good son. For me it means I have red numbers on my account rn at the beginning of the month and my purse for the kids and me till next payday. Don't become like me. And no, I never believed this could ever happen to me. 😒 First it always comes differently, second than you think. The lesson of my life
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Ahbi's brother has a car that will be my transport. The area I want to visit is rural and far away the city. It is in a house in a village. I will be washing dishes and cleaning these people's house while I stay there. Ahbi's brother will the one to take me around the country-side to farms, poppy fields, dairy, plant protein rich food. I am not planning on going into a major city at all. Far Far removed from that crazy stuff everyone is worried about or warning me about. Which I am thankful you guys care enough to express your thoughts on something otherwise scary and low-key dangerous.
 
Them Witches said:
Ahbi's brother has a car that will be my transport. The area I want to visit is rural and far away the city. It is in a house in a village. I will be washing dishes and cleaning these people's house while I stay there. Ahbi's brother will the one to take me around the country-side to farms, poppy fields, dairy, plant protein rich food. I am not planning on going into a major city at all. Far Far removed from that crazy stuff everyone is worried about or warning me about. Which I am thankful you guys care enough to express your thoughts on something otherwise scary and low-key dangerous.
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That sounds good. I won't ask about your business model, but once again I wish you luck 🤞 🤞 🤞

As for the continued rant the near OD jacked up my tolerance to pre-taper levels 🙁... I hate swallowing a bunch of pills and not feel anything. Can't have that.. So back to H it is... .

Edit: I promised myself it's gonna be the last time I buy any... Last time's taper was damn troublesome so I plan on trying that miraculous SR-17018....
 
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Mushoku_Sensei said:
That sounds good. I won't ask about your business model, but once again I wish you luck 🤞 🤞 🤞

As for the continued rant the near OD jacked up my tolerance to pre-taper levels 🙁... I hate swallowing a bunch of pills and not feel anything. Can't have that.. So back to H it is... .

Edit: I promised myself it's gonna be the last time I buy any... Last time's taper was damn troublesome so I plan on trying that miraculous SR-17018....
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H has doubled in cost if it ever be found in the US. it is all cheap quality fentanyl
 
Them Witches said:
In 1994, an American teenager named Michael Fay was sentenced to six strokes of caning in Singapore for vandalism, a case that caused a temporary strain in U.S.-Singapore relations. The vandalism charges were related to violating the country's Vandalism Act.
  • Who: Michael Fay, an American teenager.
  • When: 1994.
  • Where: Singapore.
  • What: Sentenced to six strokes of caning for vandalism. They were reduced to four strokes by Bill Clinton's efforts. 4 months in jail.
  • Consequence: The incident caused a temporary strain in relations between the United States and Singapore.
Look it up. I was there in the summer of 1994 at the Omni Hotel across the street from the jail he was in at the time.
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It's still the first thing I think of when I hear or read about Singapore. No desire to visit, even though the kid did fuck up. It's barbaric and the US government should have leaned on them harder with everything short of war to stop it.
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Welcome!! I also just learned how to smoke it - in a pipe LoL 😂. Not bad at all! :cheers:
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I have a few friends in Germany that race cars. They have Lotus Elise with high-power Honda engine in them. Markus used to work for Mercedez Benz as an engineer. They are no into H like us though. If I can get to Germany, I will travel heavy. I keep people out of pain, anxiety, and loss of sleep.

You sound like a good travel buddy to India to work on the poppy fields :meowce:
 
Them Witches said:
I have a few friends in Germany that race cars. They have Lotus Elise with high-power Honda engine in them. Markus used to work for Mercedez Benz as an engineer. They are no into H like us though. If I can get to Germany, I will travel heavy. I keep people out of pain, anxiety, and loss of sleep.

You sound like a good travel buddy to India to work on the poppy fields :meowce:
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Whooo! 😲 An immorral offer!!! Count me in!! LoL 😂 😀😶😭😭😭😞...
Feels like I have the freedom of an eagle - in a zoo 😒. I can hardly go anywhere for even a day alone...
Though I appreciate your noble mission...😜
 
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Them Witches said:
Two separate trips, I spent 2 weeks in Thailand total. I spent 3 weeks total in Hong Kong. 1 week in Singapore.

You are talking a lot of doom and gloom. You should see the the "no trespassing signs" in Singapore on public streets next to everything . Next to Taco Bell level. Next to the gas station.

The signs read and show "the cross-hares" of a rifle scope in plain sight. Will be shot on sight. Get caught with weed, the death plenty no going to court get a lawyer shit.

No just imagine how Philly's "tranq-dope plague" would look. No making "reels" in Singapore.

Get into a fist fight. 6 months in jail. Vandalize a car. Get "caned' 6 times back to back. One hit the victim passes out. Immediately forced to wake. One after another.

Crimes against children, women... Wood-chipper pay-per-view feet first slow in Singapore. Kids are safe there.

Spit bubble gum on the street $500 dollar fine. Piss in an elevator $5,000 dollar fine.

Hong Kong when it was still under the control of the British, someone from the US gets asked to buy a "Kopy-Watch... RollWreck-Z.." on every street corner. It is a blast. Anything a person wants is every where at anytime for anyone. The crime bosses do not want the locals to mess-up the money coming in from tourists. You know just like "dope-block" when Yo is asking for some "boy". The locals offer protection for those coming to cop. .


Yeah man. I hope you have a great day. Nice ranting with you.
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It should still be under the control of the British as should many other ex colonies. If we hadn't have had to police our own continent in the 20th century singlehandedly things would be different .ask a current resident of Hong-Kong who they would prefer to be in charge of their foreign policy I doubt they would say China
 
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lost weekend said:
It should still be under the control of the British as should many other ex colonies. If we hadn't have had to police our own continent in the 20th century singlehandedly things would be different .ask a current resident of Hong-Kong who they would prefer to be in charge of their foreign policy I doubt they would say China
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It is not controlled by the British any more. That ended in 1997. I traveled there in 1994 and 1996. I would not travel there again though.

I have been talking about this topic recently comparing the current USA "fentanyl crisis" to the First Opium war 1839-1842. Regarding how Britain paid India to increase their poppy production to be imported/smuggled into China which created approx. 4 million Chinese opium addicts. Then Britain invaded China and took hold Hong Kong and other main Chinese providences.

Many believe that China is getting pay pack and executing the same "war tactic" on the US. I strongly believe there will be severe conflict on US soil and "illicit fentanyl, Nitazine, Xylazine" are being used as a silent weapons to weaken the US's resources of able-body fighting men & women.
 
Might change the title of this to 'MS confessions ' LoL 😂...
Gotta get it out so sorry in advance 🙄..
Once upon a time earlier this year I wrote I wasn't going to shoot up my feet anymore... And I should have stuck to that fr... Two days ago I did it after all, yesterday morning the foot hurt when I put it on the ground and while the spot itself is merely a blue mark now I feel that vein up to my hip still 🤦... OK.
I shall NEVER do that again!!! 💀
And since bad things always attract company I got some bad financial news and embarrassed myself terribly as well... Truly feels like life itself came to give me a beating 😒

Anyway I'm sticking to boofing for now since smoking gave me too much headache and I also broke a part of that pipe 😑... such a pain in the ass...
 
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