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I had a really bad scare last nite....

Ree~sha

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Okay, this isnt a trip report, all this bullshit leads up to my question ...
Friday afternoon: me and a couple of friends went in on an 8-ball, my first time EVER doing coke, i did maybe 4 regular lines about 15 minutes apart, it was nice, i felt fine, great even, and i was with experienced users so i new the shit wasnt trash but we were gonna roll so i knew i shouldnt go into a roll coked up so i stopped.
4 hours later probably 12a.m.: i ate 3 rolls (2 x-tremes and 1 pickachu) i usually eat 2, i rolled my ass off and smoked ALOT of bud, i had a shit load of fun.
4 the next afternoon (Saturday): woke up and went back to my boy's house and split about a gram and a half of the coke with my b/f, again regular lines about 15 minutes apart, finished off the coke.
2 hours after the coke wore off: i ate 2 totem poles, not at the same time but might as well have been. dont remember much after that.
about 2 hours later :my dumb ass eats another damn roll at like 4 in the morning so i can chill with one of my girls who was rolling. lets just say i dont remember anything but crashing in my bed at 11a.m.
OKAY now here's the deal, last nite (Sunday) i didnt do anythng but smoke some bud, i went to bed pretty late (around 4a.m.)i had to drive home from a friends house. at home i was dozing off to sleep I THINK and i had this terrible paralyzing feeling come over me, it was like i was asleep but i could see everything around me (i could even read the time on my clock, and see my screensaver on my pc) but it was kinda blurry, i could move my fingers and my and my eyes but NOTHING else, not even my toes. i even had a little trouble breathing, i kept trying to make myself get up and i couldnt,you know like when you are having a bad dream and you try to make yourself wake up and you cant. i was crying i was trying to get my b/f's attention that was sleeping beside me, i couldnt move much less wake him up, i would freak out until i could finally sit straight up and move, i jumped up and walked around the house a little bit,i tried to go back to sleep and the same fucking shit happened, this happened maybe 5 times!, and it WAS NOT A DREAM! i am positive it wasnt a dream.i have never been so scared in my damn life i was totally paralyzed for minutes at a time. well i told myself i wouldnt go back to sleep i was too scared but i finally did and woke up really sore this morning. does ANYONE know what the fuck happened, and do not tell me it was a dream, I KNOW IT WASNT A DREAM, you would just have to have been there, i could read my clock and watch the minutes go by. i know i did alot of bullshit this weekend but not enough to fuck me up that bad, right? i just neeed to know if this shit has ever happened to anyone else and what the hell was wrong with me, i am thinking it might have been just pure exhaustion and i was just literally asleep while i was awake (if that makes sense), so if anyone has any advice, please dont flame me, i was crying like a baby this morning, help a girl out. oh, and i dont usually do much beside rolls and bud, and it WAS the first time i did coke. just wanna know it is safe to fucking sleep. thanks
[This message has been edited by Ree~sha (edited 18 June 2001).]
 
This should be in Medical Q&A... u would get more replies
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I will let Sebastian answer this one.. have fun, the over-use of the term "my boy" makes me want to bash someones face with a jug of cement..
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Where in the nursery rhyme does it say Humpty Dumpty was an egg?
 
Phreex, if you are talking about me then-- go count how many times i used "my boy" and get back to me, I USED IT ONCE. damn.all i wanted was help, geez
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you guys cant miss an opportunity to make someone feel bad.
ill post it in Medical Q&A
[This message has been edited by Ree~sha (edited 18 June 2001).]
 
this is a fairly common phenomenon known as sleep paralysis...go to yer favorite search engine and type in a search for sleep paralysis - youll find plenty of info there...
 
actually, in that paralyzing phenomenom, you were probably in a delerious sleep. It happens to some people after taking a lot of ecstasy...i speak from experience.....don't let it bother you too much. in fact, that same thing happened to me the other night...i just shut my eyes and went to sleep....was fine the next morning.
 
Reesha...
You had sleep paralysis. It's "fairly" common, and seems to occur to alot of people after rolling. In fact, that's what most "alien abductions" are, cases of sleep paralysis, but alot of times people also sense a "presence" in the room with them. Actually, you're pretty lucky, I wish I'd have sleep paralysis...it sounds like a neat experience. Don't worry, it wasn't the coke.
Oh...and if someone gives you a hard time for asking a legitimate question, then they're a dumbass, don't sweat it.
 
Sleep paralysis.
Happens to me occasionally(maybe 15-20 times). Esspecially after a big weekend.
At first i found it scary but now i find it fun. It's used by some people as a stepping stone for out of body experiences. I actually really enjoy it when it happens to me now
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If it ever happens again just remember that your totally safe and have some fun with it.
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You have to run as fast as you can just to stay where you are.
If you want to get anywhere you'll have to run much faster.
--Lewis Carroll
 
okay, i looked up sleep paralysis and that is EXACTLY what happened to me, its crazy. and now that i know it isnt something that will hurt me i wont be scared if it happens again
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oh, and you guys are the bomb, thanks soo much for the info, it was a big help, i thought i was crazy or something, but apparently it happens to alot of people.
thanks again.
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i used to get it all the time. my drug seems to have gotten rid of the problem though...
it's scary the first couple o times, but you learn to bare it.
cheers
puta
 
this happens to me occasionally....its kinda cool though
the first time i was asleep on the floor and my eyes were functioning but i couldnt move....i was on my side and kept seeing my mother walking by but i couldnt speak to get her attention to wake me up.....its kinda scary at first, but the only thing i could do was let myself fall back asleep and just wake up another time...believe me its not the easiest thing in the world, you're scared because you cant move or speak and theres nothing you can do to wake yourself up
it still happenes every now and again for me...i have found that when this happens, i am fully "conscious" but my eyes keep rolling around and trying to close (like when you watch someone who is trying to stay awake but keeps nodding off in class) as i assume i am on the brink of sleep.....i can wiggle my fingers a tiny bit, so i keep doing that as much as i can and it progressively moves more and more...then sometimes i'll wake.....the only other way i have found that works is to kinda "scare" yourself....its like a full body muscle jerk, like what happens to you when you "fall off a cliff" in a dream and wake yourself up.....its also a bit scary because its tough to do and you have to fight to say awake while you try to do it....
who knows, its kinda difficult to explain, but maybe you get the idea.....none of the time it happened to me was i on drugs or coming off drugs.....possibly just alcohol, but im not certain
by the way, the worst one was when i was asleep on my stomach with my hands folded up in an X on my chest like a straight jacket.....i was almost fully "aware" but couldnt move AT ALL....scary
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"life moves pretty fast...if you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it."
"we're all pretty bizarre, some of us are just better at hiding it thats all"
[This message has been edited by JimmyPop (edited 22 June 2001).]
 
There is nothing scary about OBE's...
What happens is your astral body separating from your physical body.
to learn more, search for:
out of body experience or astral projection or astral travel
[This message has been edited by TheTruth (edited 23 June 2001).]
 
Notice how it is suggested that cocaine is responsible for this problem... it can't possibly be the 6 pills you ate - MDMA IS OUR FRIEND!
 
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if you would notice i already got the info i needed. i usually dont do that many pills,i had a little binge and i wont do it again, and i NEVER blamed the coke, i have never done coke and thought it could have been a mixture of the e and coke, so, thanks for the additional info to those who were helpful and thanks for the additional criticism to those who were less than helpful
 
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