Okay, this isnt a trip report, all this bullshit leads up to my question ...
Friday afternoon: me and a couple of friends went in on an 8-ball, my first time EVER doing coke, i did maybe 4 regular lines about 15 minutes apart, it was nice, i felt fine, great even, and i was with experienced users so i new the shit wasnt trash but we were gonna roll so i knew i shouldnt go into a roll coked up so i stopped.
4 hours later probably 12a.m.: i ate 3 rolls (2 x-tremes and 1 pickachu) i usually eat 2, i rolled my ass off and smoked ALOT of bud, i had a shit load of fun.
4 the next afternoon (Saturday): woke up and went back to my boy's house and split about a gram and a half of the coke with my b/f, again regular lines about 15 minutes apart, finished off the coke.
2 hours after the coke wore off: i ate 2 totem poles, not at the same time but might as well have been. dont remember much after that.
about 2 hours later :my dumb ass eats another damn roll at like 4 in the morning so i can chill with one of my girls who was rolling. lets just say i dont remember anything but crashing in my bed at 11a.m.
OKAY now here's the deal, last nite (Sunday) i didnt do anythng but smoke some bud, i went to bed pretty late (around 4a.m.)i had to drive home from a friends house. at home i was dozing off to sleep I THINK and i had this terrible paralyzing feeling come over me, it was like i was asleep but i could see everything around me (i could even read the time on my clock, and see my screensaver on my pc) but it was kinda blurry, i could move my fingers and my and my eyes but NOTHING else, not even my toes. i even had a little trouble breathing, i kept trying to make myself get up and i couldnt,you know like when you are having a bad dream and you try to make yourself wake up and you cant. i was crying i was trying to get my b/f's attention that was sleeping beside me, i couldnt move much less wake him up, i would freak out until i could finally sit straight up and move, i jumped up and walked around the house a little bit,i tried to go back to sleep and the same fucking shit happened, this happened maybe 5 times!, and it WAS NOT A DREAM! i am positive it wasnt a dream.i have never been so scared in my damn life i was totally paralyzed for minutes at a time. well i told myself i wouldnt go back to sleep i was too scared but i finally did and woke up really sore this morning. does ANYONE know what the fuck happened, and do not tell me it was a dream, I KNOW IT WASNT A DREAM, you would just have to have been there, i could read my clock and watch the minutes go by. i know i did alot of bullshit this weekend but not enough to fuck me up that bad, right? i just neeed to know if this shit has ever happened to anyone else and what the hell was wrong with me, i am thinking it might have been just pure exhaustion and i was just literally asleep while i was awake (if that makes sense), so if anyone has any advice, please dont flame me, i was crying like a baby this morning, help a girl out. oh, and i dont usually do much beside rolls and bud, and it WAS the first time i did coke. just wanna know it is safe to fucking sleep. thanks
[This message has been edited by Ree~sha (edited 18 June 2001).]
Friday afternoon: me and a couple of friends went in on an 8-ball, my first time EVER doing coke, i did maybe 4 regular lines about 15 minutes apart, it was nice, i felt fine, great even, and i was with experienced users so i new the shit wasnt trash but we were gonna roll so i knew i shouldnt go into a roll coked up so i stopped.
4 hours later probably 12a.m.: i ate 3 rolls (2 x-tremes and 1 pickachu) i usually eat 2, i rolled my ass off and smoked ALOT of bud, i had a shit load of fun.
4 the next afternoon (Saturday): woke up and went back to my boy's house and split about a gram and a half of the coke with my b/f, again regular lines about 15 minutes apart, finished off the coke.
2 hours after the coke wore off: i ate 2 totem poles, not at the same time but might as well have been. dont remember much after that.
about 2 hours later :my dumb ass eats another damn roll at like 4 in the morning so i can chill with one of my girls who was rolling. lets just say i dont remember anything but crashing in my bed at 11a.m.
OKAY now here's the deal, last nite (Sunday) i didnt do anythng but smoke some bud, i went to bed pretty late (around 4a.m.)i had to drive home from a friends house. at home i was dozing off to sleep I THINK and i had this terrible paralyzing feeling come over me, it was like i was asleep but i could see everything around me (i could even read the time on my clock, and see my screensaver on my pc) but it was kinda blurry, i could move my fingers and my and my eyes but NOTHING else, not even my toes. i even had a little trouble breathing, i kept trying to make myself get up and i couldnt,you know like when you are having a bad dream and you try to make yourself wake up and you cant. i was crying i was trying to get my b/f's attention that was sleeping beside me, i couldnt move much less wake him up, i would freak out until i could finally sit straight up and move, i jumped up and walked around the house a little bit,i tried to go back to sleep and the same fucking shit happened, this happened maybe 5 times!, and it WAS NOT A DREAM! i am positive it wasnt a dream.i have never been so scared in my damn life i was totally paralyzed for minutes at a time. well i told myself i wouldnt go back to sleep i was too scared but i finally did and woke up really sore this morning. does ANYONE know what the fuck happened, and do not tell me it was a dream, I KNOW IT WASNT A DREAM, you would just have to have been there, i could read my clock and watch the minutes go by. i know i did alot of bullshit this weekend but not enough to fuck me up that bad, right? i just neeed to know if this shit has ever happened to anyone else and what the hell was wrong with me, i am thinking it might have been just pure exhaustion and i was just literally asleep while i was awake (if that makes sense), so if anyone has any advice, please dont flame me, i was crying like a baby this morning, help a girl out. oh, and i dont usually do much beside rolls and bud, and it WAS the first time i did coke. just wanna know it is safe to fucking sleep. thanks
[This message has been edited by Ree~sha (edited 18 June 2001).]