whiteroom67
Bluelighter
The last few postings are beautiful... and so truthful. I would add more but I feel there is really nothing more to add lol
What if I am dead now?
interesting.
what if all of this thing we call "life" is only an illusion and the real deal comes after?
IMHO, it's quite possible.
What makes you so certain?I'm going to die this month - I can't see anything past it.
I know the feeling. I mostly enjoy the oblivion between sleep and awakeness and am somewhat disappointed when I wake up. Its actually seemingly feeble things that keep me motivated to continue this "life".. the constant growth progression of my beard, DMT, and reuniting with my foreign lovers in the future.. Life in this society can be pretty monotonous and tricky. Have to discover what keeps you going through all the shit that society's robots and the media shoves in your face. After undergoing personal experiences and research (particularly selfless acts of monks), I am indifferent to suicide. Its your life, you have your reasons, and no one should be entitled to it, despite what these fuck govts think. Find your drive or make that leap into the unknown; both require a substantial amount of courage & dedication. With life, we're stuck in between the two.Woke up in an unusual mood today.
Not depressed or agitated, just indifferent and bored of the idea of living any longer in this world.
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I know the feeling. I mostly enjoy the oblivion between sleep and awakeness and am somewhat disappointed when I wake up. Its actually seemingly feeble things that keep me motivated to continue this "life".. the constant growth progression of my beard, DMT, and reuniting with my foreign lovers in the future.. Life in this society can be pretty monotonous and tricky. Have to discover what keeps you going through all the shit that society's robots and the media shoves in your face. After undergoing personal experiences and research (particularly selfless acts of monks), I am indifferent to suicide. Its your life, you have your reasons, and no one should be entitled to it, despite what these fuck govts think. Find your drive or make that leap into the unknown; both require a substantial amount of courage & dedication. With life, we're stuck in between the two.