my MMT sucked. my dose lasted like 16-20hrs tops. every morning i was cold as mf while driving to the clinic and getting my done in me. i started making noise but the doctor just kept upping my dose. finally i just asked hey, have you ever heard of people who metabolize drugs like differently and shit as in some metabolize things very slow and can go 3 days on my methadone while there might be some chinese kid that would be in wd's after only 8hrs from that methadone dose. my point was then and is now - we're all the same, everybody's different.
luckily, the nurse was cool enough that he lets me take like 40mg of my 120mg home with me so i can have it whenever i want and therefore dont have to suffer anything resembling WD anymore and can go pick up my methadone with a smile

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now, on top of that 120mg/day, i sometimes IV 3-4 bags of fentanyl also. thats like 1-2x a week. did it today.
i took all 120mg at once at 8.05am
and then friend IV'd me a 4 dose shot at 11:15PM or so. that rush was pretty wonderful and nice. the weirdest thing? no nodding out, not even once. if i didnt know, i'd say i just got IV'd a bunch of meth or something (we dont even have that here in ths country) but one of my friends smoked some fentanyl (like a half a bag or so, he has super low tolerance) from the exact same batch that my friend took 4 doses and but the powder on the spoon to heat it a little bit and then filter it through a regular cotton. my friend smoked like 3-5 hits off the foil and was completely nodding and drooling for a good hour while i was there rushing like i imagine hydromorphone feels (never felt it and prolly wont either, i live in this sucky European country

), i also feel some pins & needles - everything's great, great shot! the only thing - no nod :/ i mean, after the shot, i started talking MORE than i did before. but inside, the feeling, was really good from the shot esp. the first 20-30min but it lasted 2hrs and after that started fading.
just "hated" watching my friend smoke a half a pack of fent and he's in nodland.
oh, another interesting fact! my friend said 320mg of codeine gave him a better high than 20mg methadone.
he's tolerance is non-existant. whenever he does anything, its once a month or so. opiates maybe once every two weeks.
so how can codeine be 'cooler, warmer' than methadone, something that is
supposedly DEADLY to '
outsiders' (lol) ?