I am completely losing interest in life

[emkee_reinvented]

I read something today by someone... who said... evil is becoming popular. I actually agree with that.

It's in pop culture and everything. Dark imagery, violence and really low vibes.

Ever heard that Billy Eilish song 'all the good girls go to hell' seems evil but its not the song.
Its the picture she creates of USA thats portaits something sinister and dark. Like her a lot.
Her cover of MJ 'Bad' was astonishing, a message in a bottle so to say.

And it basicly the samehere, only the Dutch do it sneaky, not unnoticeably!

 

[Foreigner]

Ever heard that Billy Eilish song 'all the good girls go to hell' seems evil but its not the song.
Its the picture she creates of USA thats portaits something sinister and dark. Like her a lot.
Her cover of MJ 'Bad' was astonishing, a message in a bottle so to say.

And it basicly the samehere, only the Dutch do it sneaky, not unnoticeably!

It's really the whole western world right now, which is unfortunate. I've traveled to many countries all over the world. Evil has always been rife everywhere, especially in countries where they don't have the cultural development or infrastructure to really balance it. The west always seemed relatively safe. We had our problems but on the whole I agree that, in recent centuries, we have been the seat of civilization. Now all that is changing, and I don't know where to go. I believe in equality in terms of general humanity, but there really are cultures that are inferior and those that are superior. I'm trying to think of where I can go that supports and enforces human rights, has relative freedom, the crime rate is low, I can support myself, there is health care (even if I have to pay), and the culture isn't totally stagnant.

It's really sad that the western world has sold out and is in a state of decay. I don't want to be here much longer. It is about to fall to tyranny. The writing is on the wall. I've got zero interest in the brave new world they think they are creating with technofascism and climate alarmism. I think in the long-term there will be revolution here or some kind of major calamity, and then it will return to its senses... but I don't want to be here while people learn the hard way. I've been granted insight so I have no intention of being one of the lemmings who walks off the cliff here.

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

It's really the whole western world right now, which is unfortunate. I've traveled to many countries all over the world. Evil has always been rife everywhere, especially in countries where they don't have the cultural development or infrastructure to really balance it. The west always seemed relatively safe. We had our problems but on the whole I agree that, in recent centuries, we have been the seat of civilization. Now all that is changing, and I don't know where to go. I believe in equality in terms of general humanity, but there really are cultures that are inferior and those that are superior. I'm trying to think of where I can go that supports and enforces human rights, has relative freedom, the crime rate is low, I can support myself, there is health care (even if I have to pay), and the culture isn't totally stagnant.

It's really sad that the western world has sold out and is in a state of decay. I don't want to be here much longer. It is about to fall to tyranny. The writing is on the wall. I've got zero interest in the brave new world they think they are creating with technofascism and climate alarmism. I think in the long-term there will be revolution here or some kind of major calamity, and then it will return to its senses... but I don't want to be here while people learn the hard way. I've been granted insight so I have no intention of being one of the lemmings who walks off the cliff here.

have heard you say this for years - you have no idea at all where would be more ameniable for you to live yet? No inkling whatsoever?

If it's about to fall and quickly, I imagine you'll be wanting to move away soon

 

[emkee_reinvented]

It's really the whole western world right now, which is unfortunate. I've traveled to many countries all over the world. Evil has always been rife everywhere, especially in countries where they don't have the cultural development or infrastructure to really balance it. The west always seemed relatively safe. We had our problems but on the whole I agree that, in recent centuries, we have been the seat of civilization. Now all that is changing, and I don't know where to go. I believe in equality in terms of general humanity, but there really are cultures that are inferior and those that are superior. I'm trying to think of where I can go that supports and enforces human rights, has relative freedom, the crime rate is low, I can support myself, there is health care (even if I have to pay), and the culture isn't totally stagnant.

It's really sad that the western world has sold out and is in a state of decay. I don't want to be here much longer. It is about to fall to tyranny. The writing is on the wall. I've got zero interest in the brave new world they think they are creating with technofascism and climate alarmism. I think in the long-term there will be revolution here or some kind of major calamity, and then it will return to its senses... but I don't want to be here while people learn the hard way. I've been granted insight so I have no intention of being one of the lemmings who walks off the cliff here.

Any chance that you like me instead of proud are ashamed of your country , western culture and anything that came from it was basicly dentrimental to the earth.

Including the human population, atm i think its done, game over tune out. Sad as i produced to youngsters, which was not intended.
Greatest experience ever lovely kids, but what world i offered them is were it gets psychological internal trouble.
Being seperated from them by that collapsed system, DUI with my kids.
I have no drive licence, no car and no evidence. Neither was it ever brought to court wit a judge, as should according to the law.

Childerns Rights of the UN, in the bin. They the main victim s. Solid proof evil moves.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

have heard you say this for years - you have no idea at all where would be more ameniable for you to live yet? No inkling whatsoever?

If it's about to fall and quickly, I imagine you'll be wanting to move away soon

Who has been in places where if you walk, country roads cars stop, the human in it ask where you headin. Ok jump in.

If you try to hitch here, forget it no one will stop. Picking some stranger up spontanious. Not gonna happen here,
did happen on the country roads of France. So French and the Dutch.

 

[washingtonbound]

It's really the whole western world right now, which is unfortunate. I've traveled to many countries all over the world. Evil has always been rife everywhere, especially in countries where they don't have the cultural development or infrastructure to really balance it. The west always seemed relatively safe. We had our problems but on the whole I agree that, in recent centuries, we have been the seat of civilization. Now all that is changing, and I don't know where to go. I believe in equality in terms of general humanity, but there really are cultures that are inferior and those that are superior. I'm trying to think of where I can go that supports and enforces human rights, has relative freedom, the crime rate is low, I can support myself, there is health care (even if I have to pay), and the culture isn't totally stagnant.

It's really sad that the western world has sold out and is in a state of decay. I don't want to be here much longer. It is about to fall to tyranny. The writing is on the wall. I've got zero interest in the brave new world they think they are creating with technofascism and climate alarmism. I think in the long-term there will be revolution here or some kind of major calamity, and then it will return to its senses... but I don't want to be here while people learn the hard way. I've been granted insight so I have no intention of being one of the lemmings who walks off the cliff here.

I would recommend smaller towns in Colombia as a good escape from the US. The dangerous aspects and drug related violent crap is mainly limited to the cities. The Santander department comes to mind first. There's a reason a lot of people are starting to choose to retire to Colombia from the US. Another recommendation is Mendoza, Argentina.

 

[jasperkent]

Who has been in places where if you walk, country roads cars stop, the human in it ask where you headin. Ok jump in.

If you try to hitch here, forget it no one will stop. Picking some stranger up spontanious. Not gonna happen here,
did happen on the country roads of France. So French and the Dutch.

It still happens in the American South. Not as often as it used to, but it happens.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Its not something rural @jasperkent , as i am rural bible belt same time. And it sucks, Rotterdam is compared a cozy and safer place.

France is basickly Westen society so how come they didn t loose human hospitaly. Couldn t ask em as my French is worthless.
I totally rely on Bluelight and street encounters for humanity.

 

[jasperkent]

It still happens in the American South. Not as often as it used to, but it happens.

Its not something rural @jasperkent

I don't mean exclusively in rural areas (although it's more common in the country), I mean in the South generally.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

I don't mean exclusively in rural areas (although it's more common in the country), I mean in the South generally.

Confusing. South-America or the South of North-America

 

[jasperkent]

Confusing. South-America or the South of North-America

Sorry. I mean the Southeastern states of the USA-- AL, GA, TN, SC, etc.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Sorry. I mean the Southeastern states of the USA-- AL, GA, TN, SC, etc.

Good news not all western world parts lost hospitablity [like it used to be in Farance, not been there for awhile] , it was in pour conutry s,
but when your not even have rights or food for your kids, medical care, schooling, loosing some frindlyness and aiming for money is not something i can blame on the people, its their Gouvernement, politcal system, instituonalized religion. all fucks ups under disguise.

Sad to see the slave mill, at work.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

Over the last ten years, I've had a pretty disgusting existence and can barely look at myself in the mirror. I've been in the psych ward about 30 times for psychosis since my first break at 19, now at 29 I'm unemployed and back living at my mom's place. But it's not just the psychosis that's destroyed my life. I also hate life from a philosophical standpoint that's independent of my circumstance. The whole system we are brought into is a fucking joke. I hate the bullshit concept of money and making a living, I just resent existing in this system in general. Over the last five years I've traveled a lot, which I should feel grateful for, but most of what I've felt was a since of disgust of the excess poverty/inequality everywhere I've been. In Medellin for instance, you have pieces of shit gentrifying the whole city, while a sizeable population lives in houses made out of plastic. No exaggeration. Leave the tourist area in that cesspool and that is what you see. An enormous garbage dump near a river that should be blue but has turned mud brown due to waste, with plastic houses alongside it. Depressing and sickening to see, especially considering that here in the US you have companies paying thousands of dollars to advertise prescription drugs, injury attorneys, etc, and even the worst off here have it a lot better than most of the world.

I don't mean to rant but I have just had enough. Money can eat shit, the bankers and politicians can eat shit as well. As I get older, I find that most people are pretty selfish, worthless creatures, who would sell out of their own family for the right price. Everything is about money even if not everyone wants to admit it. There is no reason whatsoever that people should be living the nightmare they do, while most people I come across in the US are unbelievably ungrateful. Walk into a walmart and most people look like they've just crawled out of the sewer. Repulsive. Anyway, I'm just done. Done with this country, done with my own shitty health, done with this trash life. Don't know what I aim to accomplish with this but needed to vent.

You have had 4 invega shots you said in the thread, completely losing interest in life is normal, is just a minor side-effect.

 

[washingtonbound]

You have had 4 invega shots you said in the thread, completely losing interest in life is normal, is just a minor side-effect.

Yes but these 4 shots were spaced out over the course of several years, whenever I would have severe drug induced manic episodes. I haven't had a shot of that crap in 3 years, and think how I'm feeling is more age related. Nearing 30, no career to speak of, people piss me off more in general, etc. I'm not sure but it doesn't seem to be getting better.

 

[Skipperslilbuddy]

Over the last ten years, I've had a pretty disgusting existence and can barely look at myself in the mirror. I've been in the psych ward about 30 times for psychosis since my first break at 19, now at 29 I'm unemployed and back living at my mom's place. But it's not just the psychosis that's destroyed my life. I also hate life from a philosophical standpoint that's independent of my circumstance. The whole system we are brought into is a fucking joke. I hate the bullshit concept of money and making a living, I just resent existing in this system in general. Over the last five years I've traveled a lot, which I should feel grateful for, but most of what I've felt was a since of disgust of the excess poverty/inequality everywhere I've been. In Medellin for instance, you have pieces of shit gentrifying the whole city, while a sizeable population lives in houses made out of plastic. No exaggeration. Leave the tourist area in that cesspool and that is what you see. An enormous garbage dump near a river that should be blue but has turned mud brown due to waste, with plastic houses alongside it. Depressing and sickening to see, especially considering that here in the US you have companies paying thousands of dollars to advertise prescription drugs, injury attorneys, etc, and even the worst off here have it a lot better than most of the world.

I don't mean to rant but I have just had enough. Money can eat shit, the bankers and politicians can eat shit as well. As I get older, I find that most people are pretty selfish, worthless creatures, who would sell out of their own family for the right price. Everything is about money even if not everyone wants to admit it. There is no reason whatsoever that people should be living the nightmare they do, while most people I come across in the US are unbelievably ungrateful. Walk into a walmart and most people look like they've just crawled out of the sewer. Repulsive. Anyway, I'm just done. Done with this country, done with my own shitty health, done with this trash life. Don't know what I aim to accomplish with this but needed to vent.

It's just my person opinion, But what are the alternatives to way away of life you're talking about? I for one am thankful for any society in which I don't have to cut down my own trees to build a home. I'm also thankful for electricity and indoor plumbing. I'm glad I can go to a store and buy clothes instead of making my own. And I'm definitely happy about not having to raise and slaughter my own chickens, Beef and pork so that I can eat every day. Take away everything you just ranted about, And that would be my nightmare. Long story short, It could be worse.

 

[Asclepius]

Im not saying it was a paradise lol. But humans were in peace with nature so with theirselves( thats what I think). We cant say this of todays humanity. Good night!! Have a good rest!!
Love!

"were"?...

People still are. They're just subjected to bs media & worshipers of media that want to destroy them; if they don't join the cult.

There is a paradise; or at least vestiges of it - if people stop believing & feeding on bs propaganda, imho

 

[jasperkent]

People still are.

Absolutely.
As much as I enjoy technology (I'm using it right now, for instance!), I remind myself a couple of times a day to "touch grass."
I am blessed to be living in semi-wooded area wherein I constantly hear birds and see all kinds of wildlife.
I don't go on long hikes as much as I used to, but thanks for the reminder! I may do just that on my upcoming days off.

 

[Asclepius]