I am Completely Alienated, Downtrodden and Have No-one -- I Think the End is Near

[Sexfiend]

You sir, are an idiot

I'd rather you attacked the reasoning that a violent attack which can easily cause death immediately or shortly after is essentially attempted murder.

Or the reasoning that perhaps the victim of such an attack might not be entirely in his right mind for some time after the attack.

But I suppose it's easier to just call names instead.

Generally when someone attacks you personally rather than your argument, your on the right track.

Unprovoked violent physical assaults fill me with revulsion, but on here everyone seems to be telling the OP that it wasn't anything huge perpetrated against him, when it was.

Victims of deadly violent attacks should be able to respond with as much deadly force as needed to put down their attacker.

 

[morpher001]

I'd rather you attacked the reasoning that a violent attack which can easily cause death immediately or shortly after is essentially attempted murder.

Or the reasoning that perhaps the victim of such an attack might not be entirely in his right mind for some time after the attack.

But I suppose it's easier to just call names instead.

Generally when someone attacks you personally rather than your argument, your on the right track.

Unprovoked violent physical assaults fill me with revulsion, but on here everyone seems to be telling the OP that it wasn't anything huge perpetrated against him, when it was.

Victims of deadly violent attacks should be able to respond with as much deadly force as needed to put down their attacker.

The OP seems to have an issue with paranoia. He's mentioned some instances where due to his illness, he has acted entirely inappropriately.

What we know if someone beat the shit out of him (we don't know why) and he responded by leaving the scene and shooting his assailant not once but six times.

We know that this was subject to court appearance and he was jailed for his actions.

A Judge, i.e. a guy smarter than me or you, equip with all the relevant information, concluded that his behavior was of the opinion that the OPs reaction was not appropriate. So how can you presume to know better?


This thread is becoming ridiculous. The focus needs to be giving support to the OP and helping him find appropriate treatment, so he can have some quality of life. I'm sick of reading peoples naive opinions about what could/would/should have happened. He came here hat in hand looking for guidance, so if you have something helpful to say which may benefit him please do. Otherwise, your views are not required.

 

[Sexfiend]

This thread is becoming ridiculous. The focus needs to be giving support to the OP and helping him find appropriate treatment, so he can have some quality of life. I'm sick of reading peoples naive opinions about what could/would/should have happened. He came here hat in hand looking for guidance, so if you have something helpful to say which may benefit him please do. Otherwise, your views are not required.

Who the hell do you think you are to tell me my views are not required.

If you don't like others "naive" views on this thread, then don't read them, no ones forcing you.

I can and will give the OP a little sympathy and be on his side, maybe that's all he wants from us, we can't solve his problems, only he can do that, but we/I can support him and give him the help he had reached out for on here, as limited a medium as this is.

The OP wants social contact, non judgemental, I can truthfully tell him what he wants to hear, that he was justified in his initial 'crime', because I believe that to be true.

He clearly needs professional help with his mental problems, but instead of blaming him for these problems I've pointed out that perhaps they were actually caused by his attacker, not himself, so he needn't feel guilty.


Also no one on here knows the full circumstances of the OPs case, but many on here seem to discount the initial attack as nothing too bad, not a serious violation on the OPs person, assaults ok.
Such a wrong view of assault can only stem from never having experienced such violence against oneself. Girls often don't understand violent assault and it's true damage against the victim, then complain men don't understand rape. The other type of person who makes claims that assault is not so bad, are assaulters themselves, bully's.

 

[rollingstoned!]

You sir, are an idiot

You

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you


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dumb


by what

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declare. But I won't explain. At all. Because. I. Am. Right. I do declare. Sir.

I will assume you assume to know what I mean when I declare you a person of idiotism. My definition of idiotism is one all should assume to know. And therefor I am right. I will not explain anymore because it is extremely obvious that

you
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Quote Originally Posted by Powerup View Post
What? DeadLife wasn't raped, he shot someone who beat his ass. The question of whether I would shoot someone who was raping me is fucking moronic and totally unrelated to the subject.

It's totally relevant. Would you shoot someone who was raping you? Yes or no? You said, and i quote here, "But I would never shoot someone who only attacked me with his body." Raping is attacking with your body. So you wouldn't shoot me if I handed you a loaded gun and then proceeded to beat the shit out of you and subsequently rape you?

Will anyone answer the question?

 

[doesitreallymatter]

James.... you are a very bright articulate individual and have no reason to be down on yourself. I constantly pray that God will make this day, my last. And that's because I don't have the balls to take care of it
myself. I'm trying very hard to see the positives in life and keep asking: why have I been taken so far only to be abandoned. the world is so cruel and yes, I can clearly recall all of the mistakes that I've made in
my life and it is very easy to blame myself for being in the condition that I'm in today (I'm 57 years old). I have nothing , NOTHING to look forward to. Your story made me feel lucky and I wouldn't want anyone to hurt theirself. Give me the pain so that another can live. I'm just fed up.

James, life will change for the better for you.... I can feel it. I just hope and pray that God really does hear our prayers and that there is a purpose to all of this madness. Take care, my friend

 

[supermarket]

Sorry, but I my opinions have changed greatly from reading the Original post, to reading what he has written in response to everyone. GREATLY.

1) I don't buy that everyone is out to get him.

2) I don't buy that it is ALL about his looks, or the way he talks. Some of it? Sure. Who hasn't been made fun of in life? Terribly? Most people I know have, and it DOES scar people. But, if you have certain mental issues, you can take it WAYYYYY out of hand, and then it becomes a bigger, self-inflicted wound.

3) Nearly everyone, EVERYONE on this thread has offered solice to him. They've tried to be nice, helpful, and point him in the right direction. None of that has seemed to registered with the original poster, it is as if he either came here looking for re-assurance of something and he isn't getting that, or he doesn't want to accept what is being told to him.

4) I have seen him several times, in this thread alone, take offense at what others have said. I have seen him admit to shooting someone six times for beating his ass (I don't hold that against him, he paid his dues), I've seen him admit to stalking a women in his car RECENTLY, I've also seen him admit he has anger inside of him, and has been worried on multiple occasions that he might commit another violent crime. Coming from someone who has already been convicted of attempted murder, I WOULD TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY.


How long is it going to be, before he chases the wrong person in a car, someone gets out and attacks him, and he kills the person?

How long is it going to be, before someone in the mall or parking lot he so frequently attends, is going to do something to upset him,and he is going to cause perm. damage because of his paranoia and self-created fears?



Of course, this is going to sound harsh, to some degree. Why? First, he doesn't know me. If he did, he would know I'm one person on here who truly has read every post in this thread, and has been very careful to sit down and think about it, before I even decided to make a post about it.

However, he is 28 now. He is not a child. He is not a teenager. His days of just needing someone to walk him through the rules of engagement, and show him love, and care for him, are over. He already did 6 in prison.

By now, the only one who might be able to immediately help him is a psychiatrist. Besides that, he HAS to start releasing his anger, STOP the paranoia, start doing things HE loves....and forget about others for a while. Easier said than done, right? Hence the mention of a psychiatrist.


To the OP - i truly do wish you the best. I'm going to be completely honest with you, and admit, I can't help ya bud. I have my own problems that I can't even solve. Thats about as genuine and honest of a response as youll ever get But I can honestly tell ya, Hang in there.

 

[axl blaze]

Then what about earlier tonight, for instance: I was driving around in a parking lot and there was one 30-year-old walking by herself towards her car (I assume). I looked at her, and she looked at me. Then her mouth became twisted in an unmistakenly contemptuous way and she mouthed 3 words to me. Pissed off, I hit the breaks and slammed my car in reverse and followed her for a distance. She started walking a hell of a lot faster and entered her car with great haste. I think she realized that I knew she was running me down, hence why she became startled when I followed her a short distance.

I didn't hear what she said, but since her mouth was contorted contemptuously, it's safe to assume it was something negative. As I wrote, there was nobody else with her, so the words were directed at me.

Anyway, this shit it getting too weird. I've had enough of it. I'll see the psychologist next year and hear what he or she thinks about all this business.

Thanks for the replies, everyone.

this post genuinely frightens me

please get some help, man

 

[cire113]

I just read this whole thread and it was longggg

OP get professional medical help from a psychiatrist or therapist.. Immediately if you care about your life getting better...

YOU can get better with help from professionals... You do not have to keep living like this....

DO NOT ask people on the internet for advice or suggestions... a lot of ppl on Internet lack something called empathy; because they can just remain anonymmous; kinda like a bathroom stall wall full of comments

its sad that so many of you JUDGE someone who is being dead honest and seeking help....

I hope you and everyone else in this thread gets help they need