Hello, I'm a 18 year old boy from Spain who hasn't got any heart problem and in fact any health problem at all in the past.
I've been using drugs for about two years, I did everything (except injecting anything , either IM or IV, never used the needle, i except doing it one day, i'm not gonna say never, because you know, when you say ''never touch it'', it will happen
) ranging from alcohol , tobacco, LSD, smoked and snorted crystal meth, smoked fentanyl patches, heroin, 3-meo-PCP, 5-MeO-DMT, marijuana, , ecstasy, ketamine, hash, cocaine, crack , speed (amphetamine sulfate..) oxycodone, etc etc..
I've been doing drugs non-stop, first only few times at very good parties , then at saturdays on every party, then fridays and saturdays , then some days a week, and then almost every day (stopping maybe one or two months)
I had mild daily addictions to some drugs (not to mention weekly addictions, i had that constant), this is my ''addiction'' history: first started my binges with of course cannabis, but i didn't really like it and actually don't also so now i never smoke weed or hash (and in my country it's the cheapest and best lol) , my head was idiot and i did a small cycle of 1 month with steroids (anavar 25mg (oxandrolone) and clenbuterol max 1,4mg a day and used tamoxifen 50mg to recover my hormones , hopefully my development didn't get damaged
, sadly at the end i was as skinny as the start haha) ,then used ritalin (aka rubifén 10mg IR or medikinet 30mg ER crushed), during 10 days in , 10 days off, for some months for study and that shit, then when my real addiction to the high feeling started did this along with sporadic experiences with other drugs although not doing them every day (like MDMA or LSD), aprox. 20 days snorted and then smoked 3-fluoroamphetamine (3-FA) , 1,5 month smoked methamphetamine, 1 month to fentanyl patches (chewed and smoked), snorted medium-quality coke, 2 month HQ crystal methamphetamine smoked, 1 month oxycodone and morphine, 2 month smoked brown nº3 heroin, 1 month smoked freebase cocaine + brown heroin on foil, 3 month smoked Nº3 Heroin and 2 month bad quality smoked powdery meth plus 15 days crack smoked on pipe (choreboy and tube shit). Also did and do occasional smoked, snorted or oral crystal or poor quality meth, street speed, coke, amphetamien sulfate , freebase, crack or whatever stimulant around to study (mantain me awake), i was on allergic rhinitis drugs but i discontinued it almost one year ago ( daily nasonex 100ug / 0,1mg intranasal (0,05mg/ 50ug each nostril) (mometasone furoate) and Aerius 5mg desloratadine IR pills for 2 years daily, and 500mcg / 0,5mg accuhaler system flixotide 500ug / 0,5mg (fluticasone (aspirated)) for 1 month , and in asthma crisis used terbasmin turbuhaler (terbutaline sulfate 500mcg/0,5mg inhalated) , all discontinued the same day becaused they caused me a severe anxiety and panic attack my worst bad experience with drugs, and not caused by illegal psychoactive ones
actually only use the terbasmin in high crisis sporadically and homeopathyc treatment that i belive it's a shit but, who knows, let's try it).
I had in my history of drug use three or four routine blood tests and four or five piss test. Always all OK except one time a very little high uric acid.
The thing is on stimulants i always get cold hands and feet, not in arms and legs, only feet and hands and i even get chills , and i don't tolerate cold, it's something that i can't control, cold it's like a death for me, and i live in the north of Spain , the coldest part.
I eat healthy now , but on addiction times, specially meth, i didn't sleep and eat almost every day, before that and after i eat everything 3 times a day minimum and sleep bad, but sleep at least 6,5-7 hours at week, 11-12 at weekends.
My question is what problems I could have done to my organism? Specially my heart. For doing that.
And my main question and the title is , IT EXIST ANY FORM TO DO A SPEEDBALL WITHOUT PUTTING TOO MUCH STRESS ON YOUR HEART (harm-reducting , beeing safe)? I use in the moment crack (direct choreboy pipe) and methadone (eated or snorted) , but also interested in cocaine/crack+heroin or simply any other ''speedball'' meth/speed/amph sulph./4-fa/crack/freebase + heroin/oxycodone/morphine/opium/fentanyl etc..
So mainly what amount of oral or snorted methadone and smoked crack (and freebase coke + heroin) to don't explode your heart , i mean getting like a little homeostasis? Don't say 'never do it', simply tell me a harmreduction method if younow, it's time to use drugs responsibly for me again, i don't wanna kill me that fast, in fact, there are people using opiates with stimulants medically, i need some way
I just smoked like 20mg of pure freebase cocaine in a glass tube pipe with copper scrubbing choreboy pad in one hit, while high on 25 mg methadone (actually i have very to no-tolerance of opiates), it's just one of the best combo of my whole life,8) it's that very stressfull to my cardiovascular system and stroke/heartattack risk to me? what are really the cardiovascular risks involved in speedballing? if you can help me with trusted info..
I must say I did a bloodtest with hormonal test and urine test today to check my organism after my out-of-my-hands uses, i wanna use drugs as when i started, responsible. I will start in the gym again this month or the next, without any substance.
What paranoids me if i have got any cardiovascular problem due to my cold hands and feet and chills on stimulants always but my heart rate and oxygen flow is absolutelly right when sober, perfect, zero hyper or hypotension . I must say I'm a fucking hypochondriac but the cold hand and feet (and annoying chills) it's very real.
Regards and thank you for your valuable time!
I've been using drugs for about two years, I did everything (except injecting anything , either IM or IV, never used the needle, i except doing it one day, i'm not gonna say never, because you know, when you say ''never touch it'', it will happen

I've been doing drugs non-stop, first only few times at very good parties , then at saturdays on every party, then fridays and saturdays , then some days a week, and then almost every day (stopping maybe one or two months)
I had mild daily addictions to some drugs (not to mention weekly addictions, i had that constant), this is my ''addiction'' history: first started my binges with of course cannabis, but i didn't really like it and actually don't also so now i never smoke weed or hash (and in my country it's the cheapest and best lol) , my head was idiot and i did a small cycle of 1 month with steroids (anavar 25mg (oxandrolone) and clenbuterol max 1,4mg a day and used tamoxifen 50mg to recover my hormones , hopefully my development didn't get damaged


I had in my history of drug use three or four routine blood tests and four or five piss test. Always all OK except one time a very little high uric acid.
The thing is on stimulants i always get cold hands and feet, not in arms and legs, only feet and hands and i even get chills , and i don't tolerate cold, it's something that i can't control, cold it's like a death for me, and i live in the north of Spain , the coldest part.
I eat healthy now , but on addiction times, specially meth, i didn't sleep and eat almost every day, before that and after i eat everything 3 times a day minimum and sleep bad, but sleep at least 6,5-7 hours at week, 11-12 at weekends.
My question is what problems I could have done to my organism? Specially my heart. For doing that.
And my main question and the title is , IT EXIST ANY FORM TO DO A SPEEDBALL WITHOUT PUTTING TOO MUCH STRESS ON YOUR HEART (harm-reducting , beeing safe)? I use in the moment crack (direct choreboy pipe) and methadone (eated or snorted) , but also interested in cocaine/crack+heroin or simply any other ''speedball'' meth/speed/amph sulph./4-fa/crack/freebase + heroin/oxycodone/morphine/opium/fentanyl etc..
So mainly what amount of oral or snorted methadone and smoked crack (and freebase coke + heroin) to don't explode your heart , i mean getting like a little homeostasis? Don't say 'never do it', simply tell me a harmreduction method if younow, it's time to use drugs responsibly for me again, i don't wanna kill me that fast, in fact, there are people using opiates with stimulants medically, i need some way
I just smoked like 20mg of pure freebase cocaine in a glass tube pipe with copper scrubbing choreboy pad in one hit, while high on 25 mg methadone (actually i have very to no-tolerance of opiates), it's just one of the best combo of my whole life,8) it's that very stressfull to my cardiovascular system and stroke/heartattack risk to me? what are really the cardiovascular risks involved in speedballing? if you can help me with trusted info..
I must say I did a bloodtest with hormonal test and urine test today to check my organism after my out-of-my-hands uses, i wanna use drugs as when i started, responsible. I will start in the gym again this month or the next, without any substance.
What paranoids me if i have got any cardiovascular problem due to my cold hands and feet and chills on stimulants always but my heart rate and oxygen flow is absolutelly right when sober, perfect, zero hyper or hypotension . I must say I'm a fucking hypochondriac but the cold hand and feet (and annoying chills) it's very real.
Regards and thank you for your valuable time!
