cyberius
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Hi so
90 days ago I had a life/sanity threatening dose of crystal meth. Since then I've improved my health and recovered a lot. My question is, will I have consequences if I use crystal meth again tonight? I have a gram sitting next to me and I'm ready to use again. I did DXM and I drink occasionally and my mind seems resilient enough to handle minor drug use, would 500mg of meth kill me?
My main concerns are that I may have a kindling type affliction for seizures, adregenic storms, serotonin, and schitzophrenia, as the overdose was NOT pretty and I had incredibly real hallucinations occuring in all my senses for a day after the overdose. I mean granted I took a gram in a half in a single dose after being awake 3 days on a bendor, but still. My liver was in the bottom 1% when I had my health tested days after the overdose. I've been told if I continue using anything I'll get cirrhosis of the liver and face certain death, but I've been drinking and I've yet to have any symptoms and exercising heavily to where I'm in pre drug use physical shape.
Sadly to say, if there's a reaction and I don't reply, move this thread and post to bluelight shrine.
90 days ago I had a life/sanity threatening dose of crystal meth. Since then I've improved my health and recovered a lot. My question is, will I have consequences if I use crystal meth again tonight? I have a gram sitting next to me and I'm ready to use again. I did DXM and I drink occasionally and my mind seems resilient enough to handle minor drug use, would 500mg of meth kill me?
My main concerns are that I may have a kindling type affliction for seizures, adregenic storms, serotonin, and schitzophrenia, as the overdose was NOT pretty and I had incredibly real hallucinations occuring in all my senses for a day after the overdose. I mean granted I took a gram in a half in a single dose after being awake 3 days on a bendor, but still. My liver was in the bottom 1% when I had my health tested days after the overdose. I've been told if I continue using anything I'll get cirrhosis of the liver and face certain death, but I've been drinking and I've yet to have any symptoms and exercising heavily to where I'm in pre drug use physical shape.
Sadly to say, if there's a reaction and I don't reply, move this thread and post to bluelight shrine.