naturalFLAVA
Bluelighter
Sorry just browsing and this post caught my attention.yea man, i used to flaunt it also. I regret that alot now. Cause i have yet to find a girl that thinks IV drug use is hot
First off I like this topic... When I first started smokin pot and shit I flaunted it pretty openly especially since my friends around me were doing much more. I mean we were in like 7th grade but once I got arrested when I was 14 I stopped that shit right quick. Learned to keep my mouth shut about drugs, too(cuz i did with njust about anything else ahah).
Now its a whole 'nother ballgame and I need to keep more than the fact that I just blaze to myself and away from everyone else. I have to keep like three lives secret from people all day every day. Can be quite a task, although as people get older and I start branching out from a close group of friend its easier. but now that Ive picked a few lifestyle choices I have scrutiny from everyone everywhere. And my girl just quit her job so I hadta move out and back home! fuckdammit!
~to your last sentence...
And the only reason I IV is because I met the most down to earth beautiful girl ever who had just gotten over a nasty heroin habit due to a few controlled buys. She ended up over two years of being together taking my pharm habit of percs, oxys and roxies thru the roof. then with some of my friends help and being broke I started selling dope. then she wanted to try the amazing product I had found and naturally I did with her. Then one day she had stolen a pin from her work and after like forever of living together and doing shit i decided to give it a go so she did me up and we had sex all afternoon on film. HA so yeah I have my first time bootin up on record haha Its so awkward to watch and see my 30+ pound frame...

But enough personal shit and ranting... this bluelight is like a drug too!8) gotta get out there and feed the masses their glassine doses so no one hasta be sickly!
And to you someday you will stumble upon a girl who can at least understand your habit and tolerate it. A girl who isn't disgusting physically or mentally I promise. they are heroin users of the female kind who are beautiful, actually have values and class and can be wonderful dedicated real life down to earth know how it is girls. I LOVE MINE AND WOULDN'T TRADE HER FOR THE WORLD...I don't like to say it but the fact that were junkies together brings us so close and just cements our relationship in so many ways. WE have all the up and down good time bad times crazy times us times. With the right guy and right girl a junkie couple can be the best thing ever8) sad but true
