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How Old Are you, and Do you still Crave MDMA?

I'm almost 24 and I craved it until my last roll which was this weekend.

Before this weekend it had been over a year since I had a clean roll and all I could think about was how bad I wanted to roll again on somthing nice. The rolls I had this weekend were great and the experience really kicked my ass. but I know that once I feel better I will want to roll again. Me and my friends are planing to all roll in 2 weeks and I am looking forward to it. but not craving it.
 
And How Old are You Right now?

25

Are you Still Taking MDMA or XTC?

maybe 4 times a year



Did the rave thing in my late teens/early twenties.

Abused my fair share of X.

Never really 'craved' for it. And still dont today.

Guess coke was always my Achilles heel......
 
but yes everyday I crave getting high. And will for the rest of my life, unless I get alzheimer's or amnesia. Regardless of age, just like I crave pussy and will always or anything I feel is enjoyable.

Couldn't have said it better myself. Whether it is drug induced or a natural high, people are always looking for a way to feel great. When do you ever wake up & say "Man, I sure hope I don't feel too good today". Just my 2 cents =D
 
25 and its not the pill I crave... The though of taking some at a party or at home seems a waste... its the ability to dance for hours and still feel great that I crave...I would do it every night if there was no ill conscequence.
 
20. I dont crave E but i havnt done it that much, only in the past 6 months. However what i do crave is GOOD pills haha, honestly most pills ive had recently (in melbourne) have been very bad and so im craving to actually get my moneys worth instead of the actual substance lol.

I would say that im almost completely bored by E just because ive gotten so many shit/fake/weak pills recently. Maybe you crave it more when you just start out because thats when the feeling usually is great?
 
ControlFreak said:
I Just trying to see Who in Here still Craves MDMA, or XTC?


And How Old are You Right now?

Are you Still Taking MDMA or XTC?


Reason I Ask is that I'm 28, and I still Love the Musik Trance and All the Dance Vibes and what MDMA does for my Senses.


I Believe that God as Giving us Senses to Use them , to discover new Vibes , New Feelings, But with Moderation of course.

Peace
Dance4Life


yeah mate.....29 this year...and the bug is still there as is the music craving...just cant beat it....i had a major 5 year stint on the biks and the doof/rave/gig scene and it was sick, i got some pretty mad memories from it, and then i guess for another 3 years i kept clear of it all but now i think every 2nd or 3rd weekend i seem to like the excitement of knowing that come friday night its time to roll and have a sick time with my friends...i dont know if you call that using in moderation but i dont give a shit anyway...whatever makes you happy right????

p.s cant beat those phat rollin beatz...
 
I`m 39 and I`v never craved it. Stopped using it 12 yrs ago. I tried it again one year ago and I have diifferent feelings compared to when I was 20 plus.

I enjoyed the feelin still the same, esp. within a good crowd.
However, I also found that feelin when I took mdma on my own, to experience that feelin I can only describe as being one with our world.

When there was no one else present , the spirit connects with nature.
Outdoors, trees and plants, the sun, the moon , the wind and the rain, temperature, night and day.
Sometimes I even felt the others on x, from around the world.

So , ControlFreak, yes I still love all the music and the vibes. I have done and I always will.

Peace, 2u2...take care... ;) %)
 
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For about a week or so afterward? Hell yeah, then it sort of fades down, and I only get "the giggles" when I am listening to the right kind of music, in a proper environment (my bedroom is downstairs, no windows, dark, blacklights as the main lighting, fun neon paintings everywhere on the walls, we call it "The Rave Cave" though no one's ever actually used it for anything beyond smoking. But no, while it might be a powerful urge, I know that if I DON'T space it out I'll start burning out neurons faster than my brain can grow new ones, so I stick to 3 times a year. It's hard as hell in the month leading up to it too, especially as by then I generally have it on hand, because waiting 'til the last minute means molly will have already left town, but that's just how it has to be. Discipline, or I risk losing it forever.
At the same time, I can get pretty close the same mindstate, almost blowing up sober if the conditions and mindset are just right. Definitely a psychosomatic response, but still awesome.
 
I am 19, and I no longer crave it because I had a few bad experiences with the stuff in a row, South Florida has dirty pills. Plus I have depression and my down time from rolling is pretty long. I think everyone outgrows it after they have done it for awhile..though it takes some longer than others.
 
I'm 28. Don't CRAVE as most people say, but definitely wish I had access to dose once a month or every other month. i find i'm happier overall when i can take a pill or two every so often. its more of a mental thing for me where after a while i just WANT that feeling and experience.
 
32, crave it now but no way to satisfy said craving in the forseeable future.
 
I'm 19 and if I haven't had one for about three weeks I will just forget about it and not crave it. (Unless I hear a good song)

But after I have one, the next day I will have another and so on.

So three weeks 'clean' and I am in the clear. :)
 
ControlFreak said:
I Just trying to see Who in Here still Craves MDMA, or XTC?


And How Old are You Right now?

Are you Still Taking MDMA or XTC?


Reason I Ask is that I'm 28, and I still Love the Musik Trance and All the Dance Vibes and what MDMA does for my Senses.


I Believe that God as Giving us Senses to Use them , to discover new Vibes , New Feelings, But with Moderation of course.

Peace
Dance4Life

24 years old

Haven't dropped in over 7 months...my longest dry stretch since I started taking it mid 2003

To tell you the truth, the pills around here have gotten so shitty, that I think I woulnd't even consider it anymore. I've never even seen molly, and if I did, I'd want to try it.

I love the feeling of closeness with my friends, girlfriend, etc. I'd consider myself not a very emotional person w/out drugs. I wish I was not this way, and drugs seem to be the only way to escape this undesired personality trait.

I've also felt like my anxiety/depression has worsened after using/abusing drugs. Booze, blow, X, and painkillers are all included in that reguard. I get nervous/anxious just walking across the street in front of strangers. Guess mky point, is that I'm trying to put down all drugs in general, especially MDMA
 
Im 22 and have never done XTC in my life. However, my older brother has. Hes 25 years old, and when he was 18, the xtc club/rave scene was in. I never see any raves going on or people popping E anymore. Is that whole "xtc/rave/club scene" over today?
 
Oh its still around.. probably not as much as before, most of the shit that goes on near me is pretty underground.

Im 19, i usually crave it if i've been off it for 2months+ but i can manage.. its not the only drug i take regularly.. but ill usually seek it out for events :)
 
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