Spiritus
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 6, 2003
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- 78
I have never used an opiate yet in my life. I mainly stuck with hallucinogens, marijuana, benzos, speedy shit, and some other stuff like salvia.
My only physical dependance was benzos, because I used them as prescribed from my shrink.
Recently I've become exposed to a variety of opiates that are in my reach. I would like to try them out.
But I don't want to use them every day. I don't want to become addicted. It's not part of my life plan.
If I have the willpower (I do) to schedual when I take the drug... spacing it out over say 7 days... Should I be okay?
I realise they are very addictive and magnetic. But I refuse to let them interfer with my life goals.
So if I stick to a schedual, and flush the drugs if I can't fight the urge... in my mind, I can use these saftley.
If I make it an occasional thing where I try to indulge in it and have the perfect settings etc... what's stopping me from being a healthly user who can follow his goals, etc?
I have no idea what these drugs feel like. That's why I am inquiring here. Do you think I could stick to this if I have the willpower?
My only physical dependance was benzos, because I used them as prescribed from my shrink.
Recently I've become exposed to a variety of opiates that are in my reach. I would like to try them out.
But I don't want to use them every day. I don't want to become addicted. It's not part of my life plan.
If I have the willpower (I do) to schedual when I take the drug... spacing it out over say 7 days... Should I be okay?
I realise they are very addictive and magnetic. But I refuse to let them interfer with my life goals.
So if I stick to a schedual, and flush the drugs if I can't fight the urge... in my mind, I can use these saftley.
If I make it an occasional thing where I try to indulge in it and have the perfect settings etc... what's stopping me from being a healthly user who can follow his goals, etc?
I have no idea what these drugs feel like. That's why I am inquiring here. Do you think I could stick to this if I have the willpower?
