The first illegal substance I tried was weed when I was 14. No idea what to expect, didn't know anything about it. Smoked it out of curiosity, and perhaps because of a lil peer pressure.
Also when I was 14, I remember someone giving me some anti-depressants and anti-psychotics to take. I didn't (and still don't) know what they were, or what they were supposed to do. It was a fairly stupid thing to do I guess.
When I was 15, I got a job, and the majority of the staff were older than me, and most were frequent drug users. So I got told a lot of stories about their drug use and things of that nature. This made me want to try other drugz even more, so one of my workmates decided to take me out just after I turned 16, and he gave me G (well, I now know that it was actually 1,4 B). I didn't know anything about it, except that it was supposed to be kinda like ecstasy, and that you shouldn't drink alcohol with it. I was so damn naive.
At the end of Year 10, I started to get interested in dance music, and the rave scene and culture, and I collected posters, read up on events and wore heaps of kandi, but I didn't actually go raving til year 12.
So in year 12, my friends and I were all really keen to try ecstasy, speed and other drugz. The first thing I had was ritalin, which my friend had been prescribed. My friends and I would snort it before going to parties, where everyone else was blind drunk. I didn't know anything about it at all.
Then, at my Year 12 formal, we graduated to real speed and did lines in the toilets. Again, i didn't know anything about it. And at the afterparty, I had half a pill (green honda), without knowing what to expect, what was supposed to happen to my body, the risks involved. I was clueless.
This became an almost fortnightly activity, and I'd go to 18th's, house parties, or clubs (using a fake id) and take pills, all the while having no idea what I was actually ingesting.
It was after I started seeing some fcuked up shit happen to other people whilst out clubbing that lead me to seek out info on what I was actually taking, and that's how I found pill reports, and eventually bluelight.
Sorry bout the essay length response... kinda nice to reminisce about my stupidity.