Unfortunately ive done it with 3 different people, I felt pretty bad afterward but so far 2 of them have been extremely responsible which is great. I did the other person because im almost sure he'd end up killing himself if he did it himself, so at least I showed him the correct way coz im sure this guy would have done it anyway and probly screwed up.
I will never do it again though, its plays on my conscience too much. If someone asks me again ill show them through the procedure but im not doing it for them. Im just really happy the two other friends I helped are intelligent enough to either not do it by themselves or at least do it while im present so I can let them know the do's and donts.
Theres 2 big reasons why I dont like doing it, firstly if they became full on junkies I know it wouldnt neccessarily be my fault but id feel like I played a part in their downfall, also if one of them happened to OD, im pretty sure I could get done for manslaughter if they died, not just OD's either, like if I hit an artery or they got an abcess or something, im sure they dont need that in their life and I certainly dont.
As I said, if people need help im happy to help them do it themselves, but I will not do another person anymore or ever again. I figured it out all by myself when I was 16-17 and so far have never hit arteries or got an abcess though I have OD'd, so if I can do it and others really want to learn they can do it themselves, its not like its rocket science.
