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How many ppl have shot somebody up/showed them how for their 1st time? Would you?

I have shot many people up. Most are now dead, in jail or in recovery. Thats what they get for being stupid fucks. Shit, i have been shooting up for a little over 5 years and i have never OD'd or anything like that. I consider myself an expert when it comes to the needle and drugs in general!

It was all their choice, i didn't force anything on anyone, they all came to ME (im the one with the drugs and the knowledge on how to use them properly). I have no remorse for anyone that has fucked up their life because of their own stupidity. I just showed them the ropes of "the game" and they did what they wanted. I totally agree with the statement that drugs not injected are drugs WASTED!
 
After I had my first IV dose of heroin, I promptly went home and gave my man at the time his first one. After that I gave a few others their first shot but they were all already strung out on heroin by sniffing. I don't feel bad about it, matter of fact, the guy who got me my first bag was one of the ones I gave a first shot to.

Almost everyone I knew in those days progressed from sniffing to shooting with or without me. I can only think of one person that did not, and it's a safe bet that one is shooting now if they are still using.

I don't think anyone should feel bad about it, most times people taking their first shot are already well versed in the addiction, have been around folks shooting up. At first , it does allow you to use less to get off E and get high.

For me it was not a question, I felt I had no choice because I needed X amount to get well and only half that was available. I just said I'm gonna have to shoot that , you're gonna have to help me.
 
Back when I IV'd drugs I did this for one person. I'd rather them learn proper technique and responsibility than using some rig they found behind a dumpster and jabbing themselves blindly.
 
I've shot up at least 3 people, 2 of which were for the first time. one is struggling currently although he does have a job (working for his father) and the other I couldn't tell ya I haven't spoken to him for a long time. I hear he's clean though, but you know how that goes.
 
Blah, I stopped counting how many rounds hit the datsun b2200 after my first tour.

oh wait, you ment IV's...done it for a few people for rec, and plently more for non rec, both legit medical aid and for studies in pharma chem in uni.
 
Damn Lace, I could see things how taken a turn with you in a lot of ways when you started shooting a while ago, and not to be negative or anything, but where do you see this going?



I don't know how to shoot on my own, but me and my friend (dope boy) decided to have someone shoot us up for the first time 2? months ago (time is losing all meaning lately). I don't regret it in the fact that I've gotten to experience a few times now and have an idea of what's it like (and how much stronger it is!), but I kind of regret the decision when I look at it from a friend standpoint.

Dope boy already had a worse habit/addiction and has been using longer. He uses more often than me and he knew the people that were shooting us up (I didn't). I could kind of see that it would be a bad idea for him, but he assured me that he'd only do it once in a while (after being on BL so long you think I'd know better, but Junkie Logic was at work).

He only shoots now and although he hasn't spiraled out control yet, he kind of seems like he's on that route (again).
 
I never understood what was so hard about shooting yourself up? You just find a vein, stick it in, pull back the plunger until you see the blood, then carefully push down on the plunger until it's gone. Why do people have so much trouble doing it themselves? I learned on my own the first time trying it after watching someone else do it to themselves.
 
tho, unless the BA is way higher, I dont see the point. smoking hits the brain faster then IV....I only ever use IV for really rare RC's, when you only have like 15mg total. gotta max the BA.
 
I have never given anyone a first and never will, heck i still dont even do it myself, but if i did i still wouldnt give someone their first. Probably because i fucked up for awhile and would hate to see a friend go down that path.
 
Carl Landrover said:
Damn Lace, I could see things how taken a turn with you in a lot of ways when you started shooting a while ago, and not to be negative or anything, but where do you see this going?
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Actually Im doin pretty good homie, thanks for askin. I didnt actually started shooting that short of a while ago. I started bootin up when I was 14 it wasnt dope tho, First time i booted dope when i was 16 and did it a few times after that but i had to stop when my family found out a few mos after my 17th bday. So it aint like i just tried it a little while ago or nothing. But I been shootin up everyday for the most part for the past year now. with spells in between of a few days clean at a time, 5, 6 days maybe, I think 12 was the highest I ever made it and that was on methadone when i was at the clinic.

But anyways, to answer ur question, it might seem like i am doin bad but on the real u would be suprised, I am on probation now with weekly visists, so I been using about 2-3 days a week lately, quit smokin weed, and been goin to NA meetings for probation and my life seems to be alot better lately. :) i was really out there for a while tho...just down n out....i am on the way up tho, With the help of the god that I have found by gettin as low as i did.....
 
Many many times I have shot people up and taught them how to shoot up, I always say never again but when you really want to get high and someone will pay for it if you show them how to do it. It kind of throws any thoughts of doing the right thing the fuck out the window.

Most people learn how to do it on there own by my ex was shooting for almost 2 years and I still had to do it everytime for her.
 
I was taught to IV myself by a Chitown BL'er over AIM. I was doing dope on my own, none of my friends knew about it, so obviously I couldn't ask one of them. After I started rigging up more often, I started to meet some of the local junkies and realized how well I'd been taught. The benefit of learning from someone who knows what they are doing can usually be seen. I'm not sure how I would feel about actually pushing a plunger for someone the first time, but I have given detailed, step by step instructions and watched over someone doing it for the first time. I don't feel any guilt about it, the guy would have done it with or without me regardless. If he didn't try dope with me that day, he'd probably be IVing his OC's today without any filters or precautions.
 
lacey k said:
Last november i had nowhere safe to stay and was livin in my car, hidin from people who was searching for me. I aint tryna talk about it but I will say, It involved a couple G's, a front of product that got confiscated when I got raided, and them wantin their money back as well as a no snitch guarantee, which if they knew me they woulda already knew they had but anyways.

I couldnt go home cuz they knew where i lived at and i didnt want my family to potential get hurt so i was bouncin from place to place, and finally, i called my man, who was my X at the time cuz he was sick of me runnin the streets makin deals and i had been gettin violent and threatenin ppl when shit didnt go right, for a while i turned into a real cold ass bitch the streets got to me and i lost alot of humanity and he didnt want nothing to do with me.

so anyways, i didnt knowo where else i had left to go, so i called him in desperation, i was sick as FUCK, so , so dopesick, on the run, I had just caught a charge that i was certain was gonna land me in state prison for a few years (and it would have if it wasnt for improper obtainin evidence) but thas another story.

He had 2 jobs at the time and lots of dough, I gave him a quick story of wat was going on, that there is these people looking for me, that they took all the money I had, that the cops took my phone, i had nothing but my car and a borowed cell phone with no charger and a half dead battery, and could he please, please let me borrow some money for some dope, I was so sick, I had to get better so i could even THINK about wat was gonna happen to me and wat i was gonna do.

And he said, Ill give it to you, Ill buy you a bundle....

And i thought, Aight, hell yea, thank god jesus joseph and mary.

And then he said,
But only if youll shoot me up too.

And I hate that moment in my life. I feel like it is one of the most selfish decision i ever made. Cuz he didnt want to get on the needle on his own. he told me the reason he did it that night was becuz ME telling him the story of wat I had been thru, got him so depressed and angry, that the girl he once knew and loved more than himself, had turned into this hollow ass shell of a lost soul, that he felt like he just wanted to kill the pain of knowing, so he wanted to join me in sweet oblivion.

I told him i didnt want to boot him up, that i didnt wanna be the one responsible, that i would share with him but could he please just sniff it like he usually did, but he wouldnt budge. he was like, if you were willing to throw everything in your life away for that feeling, I guess i better feel it too and see wat all the fuss is about.

And in that moment of weakness, of bein on like the second day of complete cold turkey withdrawl, with no money , no food, hadnt aten anything in a day or two, i was almost delirious and on top of it, constantly looking over my shoulder, I said OK. I wanted to say no. I wanted to be strong and say fine i will be dope sick, becuz i cant justify giving the worst poison in the world to the one person I love the most. But i didnt. I said yes, and i made him a shot, and i booted him up.

I booted him up and I still remember the look on his face, how he could barely speak, his voice went to a whisper, how the fucking pure bliss of sweet beautiful warm nothing washed over his angry face and made it smooth and smiling, head leaned back already nodding 30 seconds after i pushed down the plunger, and I knew he was fucking doomed just like me.
And I was the one that gave it to him. It was all becuz of me. If he hadnt picked up that phone that day, and just went out, like he said he was gonna, cuz he had been on the way out the door to chill with one of his boys but for some reason he turned back and picked up my call instead, he would probably be a happy, weed smokin, occasional opiate using guy with a nice, good, sweet new, better girlfriend that wasnt a triple-arrested double felon, hood hustling, ghetto azz, trouble making schemin-ass junkie.......
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i have never banged dope and i am dead sober right now...but when i read that bolded part i had this crazy warm tingly rush type of feeling like you where injecting me for te first time...

this happens all the times when i read peoples stories about slammin some dope and im talking good stories that drag you in and actually can feel it...even though like i said i have no idea what it really feels like
 
i've booted up a few friends over the few years ive been injecting. for most, it was curiosity at first and for some it ended up in a downward spiral.
 
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