NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
Yessir, just upped it with another half milligram. 1.0mg total now, time to wait and see what happens. Usually I'm just taking 0.5 or 1.0mg of lorazepam, not clonazepam. Klons are a treat for me. 

^Yeah I like lorazepam, it just is NOT strong at all.. Last night I took 10ct 0.5mg ativans, as well as smoked some herb and drank damn near all of a 750ml bottle of wine, and was still "fine".
I leave "fine" in quotes cuz, well. ya know.
But 2-3mg of klonopin + soma and I'm done.
20mg Zolpidem
40mg Valium
15mg methadone
40mg morphine (IV)
3mg alprazolam
nothing much but a nice little buzz
maybe adding some more alprazolam and a beer later
^ Damn, I woulda thought you were on speed at the rate in which you are making posts.
Well I got fuckin' kicked outta my house today.. Conveniently on Easter Weekend too.. So I'm at my girlfriend's for the moment but I need to figure something out... quick. So since I no longer have a family, and this Easter Sunday I will probably be eating fucking Shrimp Ramen out of a solo cup by myself, I'm taking this opportunity to take some klonopin, drink some beers, and blow some oxy.
Fuck it. I took the train to my girlfriend's and, if I didn't have her I woulda just kept on going straight to fucking Newark, bought a bundle, and then.. who knows what.
I don't know what to do anymore. Just as I was finally getting happy, doing well with my therapist, looking for a job, got a girlfriend.. Nothing's good enough.
This sucks
Help.