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How high are YOU? v. winter has come! time to face the white powders, eh.. walkers*

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Mmengel89 said:
125Mg methadone
Three cups coffee
Smoked a joint on my way to the clinic this morning
Nicotine via American spirit cigarettes
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A fellow Spirit smoker, what kind you usually get? I buy blacks, love those mfers.

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3 lines of this insanely fent-saturated dope (seriously this shit is so hot I don't even need to do a whole bag)
Nicotine via loose Parliaments that my friend left in my car :D
 
holy fuck devilsgospel, careful with that fentydope, at least you're snorting it rather than poking it but please, you know as well as the rest of us how dangero that is. i'm sure you're having fun of course, so hopefully the power of positive thinking will protect you from the worst.

SO I WAS ALL GUNG HO ABOUT STAYING SOBER LIKE A DOBER(MAN) THIS MONTH AND I JUST FOUND A BAG OF CRYSTAL METH ON THE SIDEWALK YESTERDAY. Needless to say I didn't leave it there; I didn't sleep at all last night and am at the point where I need to do more to get thru the day, but I don't actually want to (i sorta do want to, but damn it i'm sick of this drug). I took a bunch of flubramazolam to take the edge off before leaving the house, went to a person's memorial gathering - a person I hadn't seen in 9 years and really didn't care much for in the first place, but ya know, it was the RIGHT THING TO DO - then went to the bar. I was having some fun, drinking, loaded on the flub, tweakin' cuz it's been a long time since me and Tina been hanging out together, and I closed the bar on the dance floor with my friends, grooving along to some pretty choice goth-club type vinyl cuts some really adorable DJs were spinning. Every girl looked good enough to squeeze but I was in no shape for game. The rest of my night passed in the usual tweak-hole of smoking weed, writing emails that never got sent, writing a longhand letter to my dead friend (who died from an OD on fenty-dope six months ago), making to do lists, staring at the wall, smoking shards.

UGH GOD I still have enuff of this crap to get me thru today and tomorrow but I don't even want it. Yet how could I have passed up a free bag of tweak? I've found money on the ground more times than I can count, I've found weed, packs of cigs, booze in dumpsters, pills in pharmacy dumpsters, valiums, vicodens, xanies, the like; i've found antique bottles of barbiturates in piles of scavenged stuff in abandoned buildings, whole bottles of pharmies with the seals still on them in piles of trash on moveout days, wallets with money in them, purses on the ground, credit cards on top of gas pumps, you name it, but i have NEVER found good drugs just laying on the ground like this. I used to DREAM of this happening so many times, heard of it happening to countless other people, so of all the times, why now, why not years ago when I practically breathed this stuff? I swore that I was through with all uppers, they control my life worse than anything on earth. Why couldn't I have found ketamine on the ground, or DMT, or anabolic steroids, or a winning lottery ticket, anything other than this drug I hate to love and love to hate? I need to do all sorts of things right now and I don't wanna leave my room, don't wanna pick up a fone. Of course the sun is shining today.

I should just flush it. Easy come, easy go, right? Wish me luck lads and lasses. Always keep your vision ahead as you walk along the sidewalk, NEVER let your eyes drop down. You could be next.

Just another day here in Pinned Tweaks.
 
I'm jealous as fuck. Never tried dihydrocodeine but would like too plus some diazepam and stims? Looks like a good time. Btw your crack looks like Meth
 
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holy fuck devilsgospel, careful with that fentydope, at least you're snorting it rather than poking it but please, you know as well as the rest of us how dangero that is. i'm sure you're having fun of course, so hopefully the power of positive thinking will protect you from the worst.

SO I WAS ALL GUNG HO ABOUT STAYING SOBER LIKE A DOBER(MAN) THIS MONTH AND I JUST FOUND A BAG OF CRYSTAL METH ON THE SIDEWALK YESTERDAY
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Yeah this shit is no joke, I'm snorting like 2 lines at a time. Good thing I always do a tester line no matter how I'm using it. About that meth lol, if you believe in a 'higher power' they want you to get high hahaha.

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Few lines of superdope
50mg hydroxyzine
Good weed
 
Well again been a while since I posted I was low then out of keyboards stuck in the Arctic Ocean but least I had gabapentin and kratom and Valium. They are in my suitcase at all times just Incase and it happened again up here. So I’m really trying to convince myself that my methadone medication from a private doc for my back pain is really not going as planned and it’s making my life worse then it was when I was clean from everything being on subutex for two years I had money in the bank and I was buying toys and now seems like I’m buying more and more methadone and oxycodone too. I think it’s time to say the pros and cons of this are starting to out weigh one more then the other and we are talking cons to pros here. But I hate subutex I didn’t sleep well on it at all :( so I will have to take ambien everyday which I only take every now and then now when I don’t sleep well for two days it’s mostly due to back pain and waking up. But on subs I wake up every hour in a 6 hour period so 6 times a night sometimes is common!

As of now I’ve enjoyed about 180mg oxycodone 30mgs snorted and then 70 mg methadone oral and snorted combined! Should be nodding here soon ok wahoo time to relax on my lunch break!
 
Had some coffee and 2.8g of kratom.
I'm going to run out of kratom in about 2-3days and my order is super super delayed (it hasn't moved since the 7th)... At least I have some benzos just in case, too bad codeine isn't OTC here anymore :/
 
CousinCocaine said:
50-55mg D-amphetamine (30mg XR 20-25mg IR)
1 spliff (decent but not top quality bud) enough to get me pretty stoned but not completely baked normally

I haven?t used this combo in quite awhile (either love the high or hate it) but it?s so unpredictable I only used it rarely. 2-3 good hits in my head started spinning lkke it does when I chug rum and after 1-2 more I almost puked (which is odd for me because I usually don?t even puke after downing between 15-20oz of 22-26% hobo ?wine?) then began profusely sweating. My eyes are blood red and everything but I don?t particularly feel stoned. I think the stim high is still strong enough to block the foggy chilled out feeling of weed which added a very dizzy trippy feeling. Not what I expected (or much like I remember) because I usually smoke enough that the weed high is stronger than the amphetamine high, I could probably get this effect by smoking more but I wanna give this buzz a chance. It feels like a first plat DXM trip in a lot of ways just a little clearer mind. If I decide its not a fun high I can always make it more weed like taking some hits of resin or bud- the tobacco (which might be a good idea but I?m kinda to paranoid to get up(. It actually kinda feels like none of the weed effects are there now so I think I?ll go smoke some more if I can force myself to stop freaking out (not in the normal trippy way weed and anp feel more just like a bad amphetamine high) and move.

If I?m able to force myself to get up and do it I will add an update (that is if I can remember).

UPDATE: Just smoked a one hitter completely filled with bud and a litte resin. Now everything seems different and it?s awesome! ?I Love you sweet leaf!? Is weed not just amazing? Oh man this keyboard looks cool... another quick update: well that turned into an unpleasant from a nice completely baked euphoric bliss to the regular amp + THC feeling of extreme unpleasantness. Wow before I was done writing that an extremely sad song came on which for some reason made me start laughing, now I’m all happy and euphoric again... then Bach to unpleasant... now happy... now trippy and happy again..... all these mood swings am in menopause (even tho I’m a male + I’m way too young anyway?) this will be interesting . Drugs are fun but bizzare btw I still think weed is just awesome and stuff... I think because of my low tolerance thaat strong resin fucked me up and the dex isntn helping.
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Agreed. Sativa euphoria on stimulants is beautiful. Actually experiencing it right now. :)
 
Hiiiigh

Very :-) got my vikes xannies pot and seroquil today! I am doing no pain lol :-) gonna fall asleep o on tho those xannies n seroquil knock me out! ❤
 
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Hey y’all!! Still doing kinda good got enough hopefully till I get home to see the doc. I really don’t like struggling with my methadone it’s the biggest pain in the ass. On subutex I rarely ever ran out I usually would have left overs. I’m thinking hard and praying for a sign to switch but I know they are two different drugs as in highs. Time to write out a pros and cons for both and see what to do. More then likely here soon I’ll be back on subutex. Just gotta wait 3-4 days before I can use it after my last dose of methadone which sucks but if I plan it on a Mexico trip I can definitely get some meds there to help that switch over lol!! Hope all is well fellow bluelighters !

30 mg oxycodone snorted
20mg methadone oral
10 mg methadone snorted

trying to stay here till my lunch break!! In 6 hours
 
Still buzzin from my 240mg methadone from last night. I've been expecting letters with a whole load of drugs but JUST 'Now there's supposedly 12 ppl sick at the mail sorting center.

It's a lot of drugs though...
Good weed
Coke 90% flakes
5g meth
Heroin


....so yeah. That sucks I've been harassing them over the phone since Monday lol.
 
A bowl of resin and dro
then got shitfaced on 120 proof moonshine
2mg Klonopin
300mg codeine (I actually prefer it to Vicodin nowadays)
150mg Lyrica
60mg temazepam
7.5mg Dextrostat (just enough to keep me conscious without running my buzz)

Feel great, opiate itch, relaxation and intense euphoria.

UPDATE; weed started wearing off so I smoked some resin without bud (usually always mix it). It’s a different high, instead of hitting almost instantly like bud it takes awhile to hit (thought something was wrong at first when I didn’t feel anything now it’s gradually kicking in). Semms stronger but doesn’t hit all at once. Is this normal?
 
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a beer between work shifts. this weekend is supposed to be rainy, i almost had gotten used to the sun too. *shakes fist at sky*
 
~50mg fentadope up both my nostrils and ass
50mg hydroxyzine
Few hitters good indica

So I bought 3 bags of dope from my better connect, and I shit you not, that was 4 days ago and I've been getting super high every day. For reference I usually do 3 bags of dope in one night. Not this shit! If I would've shot it instead of snorting and plugging I would be dead the night I got it.

Has to be some obscure, powerful fent analogue. That's certainly what it feels like. The laced part that is heroin also seems to be fairly good quality as well based on taste, small, duration, and over all feeling. Best shit I've found on the streets. Took me forever to type this fuckin post too lol.
 
Hey y’all man really stating to set in I’m making the move to subutex which I don’t enjoy but my life was way better if I remember correctly. I’ve been on methadone again this time for a year and it is out of control again sad to say I thought I could control this demon I have that’s the addict in me I know. With sub I never took anything except sub for two years I had money, and plans now I ain’t got shot except a habit again! Makes me really upset but live and learn with the best of them and continue what I need to do to better myself! I’m trying real hard to keep my dose low and what do I do I take more for hw point I might run out again before I go home from work I still have some kratom left and gabapentin but those are way different and I get bad depression when methadone runs out. Hopefully I keep it low enough to make it last!

So so far today only 15 mg which is good!

Update!!! found out some good news might go home early!!!
 
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