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How high are YOU? v. winter has come! time to face the white powders, eh.. walkers*

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Still buzzin from my 240mg methadone from last night. I've been expecting letters with a whole load of drugs but JUST 'Now there's supposedly 12 ppl sick at the mail sorting center.

It's a lot of drugs though...
Good weed
Coke 90% flakes
5g meth
Heroin


....so yeah. That sucks I've been harassing them over the phone since Monday lol.

Nice stash, you must be very high right now 8)

OT: 0.2mg of alprazolam, spliffs, white vein and borneo red kratom (3g in total).
 
Ya that’s would suck but there is this deadly flu going around the US sounds like it’s in Belgium also! Well I’m glad I’m going home earlier then expected I get to make sure my methadone is gonna last for sure till I see the doc again! Won’t be switching to buprenorphine subutex until April or so when I have time to go withoutand do the switch since it sucks doing it! Who knows but hen if I can keep my methadone dose down to 40-50 mg a day and start to feel better as in energy and not so much depression I can stay but I don’t see that happening!

today 25 mg methadone 15 oral and 10 snorted trying to stay around 50 mg today wish me luck!!!
 
holy fuck devilsgospel, careful with that fentydope, at least you're snorting it rather than poking it but please, you know as well as the rest of us how dangero that is. i'm sure you're having fun of course, so hopefully the power of positive thinking will protect you from the worst.

SO I WAS ALL GUNG HO ABOUT STAYING SOBER LIKE A DOBER(MAN) THIS MONTH AND I JUST FOUND A BAG OF CRYSTAL METH ON THE SIDEWALK YESTERDAY. Needless to say I didn't leave it there; I didn't sleep at all last night and am at the point where I need to do more to get thru the day, but I don't actually want to (i sorta do want to, but damn it i'm sick of this drug). I took a bunch of flubramazolam to take the edge off before leaving the house, went to a person's memorial gathering - a person I hadn't seen in 9 years and really didn't care much for in the first place, but ya know, it was the RIGHT THING TO DO - then went to the bar. I was having some fun, drinking, loaded on the flub, tweakin' cuz it's been a long time since me and Tina been hanging out together, and I closed the bar on the dance floor with my friends, grooving along to some pretty choice goth-club type vinyl cuts some really adorable DJs were spinning. Every girl looked good enough to squeeze but I was in no shape for game. The rest of my night passed in the usual tweak-hole of smoking weed, writing emails that never got sent, writing a longhand letter to my dead friend (who died from an OD on fenty-dope six months ago), making to do lists, staring at the wall, smoking shards.

UGH GOD I still have enuff of this crap to get me thru today and tomorrow but I don't even want it. Yet how could I have passed up a free bag of tweak? I've found money on the ground more times than I can count, I've found weed, packs of cigs, booze in dumpsters, pills in pharmacy dumpsters, valiums, vicodens, xanies, the like; i've found antique bottles of barbiturates in piles of scavenged stuff in abandoned buildings, whole bottles of pharmies with the seals still on them in piles of trash on moveout days, wallets with money in them, purses on the ground, credit cards on top of gas pumps, you name it, but i have NEVER found good drugs just laying on the ground like this. I used to DREAM of this happening so many times, heard of it happening to countless other people, so of all the times, why now, why not years ago when I practically breathed this stuff? I swore that I was through with all uppers, they control my life worse than anything on earth. Why couldn't I have found ketamine on the ground, or DMT, or anabolic steroids, or a winning lottery ticket, anything other than this drug I hate to love and love to hate? I need to do all sorts of things right now and I don't wanna leave my room, don't wanna pick up a fone. Of course the sun is shining today.

I should just flush it. Easy come, easy go, right? Wish me luck lads and lasses. Always keep your vision ahead as you walk along the sidewalk, NEVER let your eyes drop down. You could be next.

Just another day here in Pinned Tweaks.

Speaking of finding drugs. Many years ago, I was pumping gas at a station just outside a large east coast city and voila, a little ziplock bag filled with some unknown white powder. If I remember correctly, this would have been back when coke was king. I carefully tasted it and yes, that's what it was. To boot, it was pretty damn good stuff. Needless to say, I had a pretty wonderful weekend. Never happened since.
 
∆ maybe everyone at the sorting facility is sick bc they found a package full of drugs and partied to hard and called in sick

I think it's pretty funny how those guys who work at the mail are some of the biggest drug mules in the world. I'm sure there are drug users among them and some can probably tell when an envelope contains drugs (if it has bad stealth) yet they have to deliver it regardless. Or they could steal it lol, but that wouldn't be morally right.
 
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Wasn't doing a great job at getting my motivation to work back on track (story of this year so far), and no other plans today so decided to get out the baggie of Deschloroketamine I have yet to sample.

Insufflated 19mg about 25 minutes ago... feeling pretty good I must say. Like the onset of a line of Ketamine... but a little more lucid... feeling a little bit slow and impaired, but no major perceptual changes as of yet. Excited to see how this develops. :)

Hope you are all having a fantastic day, night, evening, or whatever it is in whatever part of the world in which you might reside.
 
bupe, CBD spliffs, coffee. got IPA in the fridge. it's my day off so that means running about town buying shit i didn't have time or energy to grab during the week. hopefully some relaxation later today :) work's been really wearing me down lately.
 
3mg Clonazepam, 500mcg Clonazolam, 125mcg Flunitrazolam, 250mcg Triazolam, 125mg Caffeine, 1.2g Ashwagandha, 25mg Promethazine, 60mg Oxycodone, 12mg Hydromorphone, 25mg Diphenhydramine

Happy Weekend Everyone!!
 
Speaking of finding drugs. Many years ago, I was pumping gas at a station just outside a large east coast city and voila, a little ziplock bag filled with some unknown white powder. If I remember correctly, this would have been back when coke was king. I carefully tasted it and yes, that's what it was. To boot, it was pretty damn good stuff. Needless to say, I had a pretty wonderful weekend. Never happened since.

The tweakers in my former city of residence used to find drugs all the time at the public waste dump. Lol. They would literally get into dumpsters with a stick and start rummaging around in there. They'd find meth, weed, pills, assorted valuables, all kinds of shit. Sometimes exotic stuff...the one time I tried temazepam (overrated) was from a temazepam blister pack that some tweakers had rummaged up somewhere
 
Well so far it’s been a struggle trying to go down my normal day consists of about 100 mg methadone and when your are prescribed 60 a day it gets spendy especially if you go over that 100 to 120 which has happens not sure why I keep chasing something that isn’t there much. Pisses me off that I let that damn monkey come get me again but I head home Monday for a week which is enough time for a switch to subutex again just need three to four days to make it but problem is I don’t have insurance until March so I pay out my pocket. Gotta check the difference between methadone and subutex cash wise if it’s a crazy amount fuck that I’ll wait till insurance is there! So far today I’m doing good at 25 mg methadone and 300 mg gabapentin seeing how it helps of any.

Everyone have a be a safe weekend!!!
 
When did you start doing bupe, STH?

I first did it back in 2011 or 2012 when my and my buddy couldn't get anything better. The same friend visited me earlier this year and left about 8mg with me, of which I probably have 2-2.5mg left. I only use about a milligram at a time since I have a really low tolerance right now. I actually find it to be recreational, puts me in a good mood, more talkative, synergizes with other drugs, etc. I would rather do almost any other opiate/opioid, however my only one on hand is kratom and I don't have gel-caps to put it in right now (toss and wash No Thank You!). Would much rather try some methadone or get some ECP shipped out here. I have the means to do it, it's just a matter of deciding if I really want to give in to my baser desires.

OT: A few strong beers, 500mg phenibut, CBD spliffs, 2mg valium, and 12.5mg doxylamine succinate because it's bedtime.
 
Dexedrine 15mg XR (eaten) + 15mg IR (eaten) + 15mg snorted
11mg Klonopin zero effect and 2mg is usually fine (and it’s from the pharmacy in date)
150mg Lyrica
60mg codeine
1x crappy spliff
1x chunk of resin the size of a bb (not enough to get me stoned)
cigarettes (chain smoking) and a tiny bit of dip when I’m too lazy to step outside to smoke

Whats wrong with my Klonopin? Shouldn’t be tolerance cause I normally only take 0.5-2mg daily (2-3’mg if I’m doing really bad.) Just the Dexedrine canceling it completely? Felt like shit then I snorted 15mg more dexie and feel great except I didn’t crush the pills good (in a hurry but didn’t wanna lose any) so that was extremely unpleasant lol
 
Still haven’t slept (or eaten). But I was like fuck it and chugged a bottle of Robo... Guess I’ll just wait until I start tripping
 
Still haven’t slept (or eaten). But I was like fuck it and chugged a bottle of Robo... Guess I’ll just wait until I start tripping


Dang bro hope you get some sleep soon!! Happy birthday LucidSdreamr mine is March 2!! Wahoo 36!!

im enjoying this combo of methadone and gabapentin yesterday I did to much gabapentin tho and it made me nod uncontrollably which wasn’t good at work and hard to hid thank god no one caught me until it evened out like two hours later horrible experience for sure lol looked like a bobble head that was broke lol so today low dose of 150 mg and 35 mg methadone and I’m enjoying music and my pupils are small for the first time in a long time ! I feel great!
 
On quite a cocktail of kratom strains taken over the past few hours:

T-0:002tsp Green MD
T-2:002tsp Red MD
T-3:002tsp Private Reserve MD (Red with some White, very potent and euphoric blend)
T-6:002tsp Classic Bali (Mixed veins, mostly green and red)

Feelin just fine.
 
@Joe Bean: Long time (again lol).Thanks! You already switched over to Subutex or about to? How’s your back doing? Good luck with the bupe.

My shoulder/neck is getting worse again and I can barely do anything, doc wants to switch me to something stronger than codeine (it says a lot when a doc tries to convince you that you neeed stronger opiates, these days) which I’d normally love but I’m trying to get my life back on track and stronger opiates have derailed it so many times I’ve lost count. So basically suffer (and most people say I have a high pain tolerance, idk bout that but definitely not low) and just use the pain med (codeine) that makes it tolerable to live but not do anything or switch to oxy or something do great at first but then inevitably abuse it get hooked and also not do anything lol... I might see if I can switch back to bupe, it worked well and had the bonus of getting rid of my opiate cravings quite a bit.

I ended up falling asleep about 1 1/2hrs after I started tripping (tripped hard ). I was a bit disappointed at first but I slept better than I have in forever + an amazing afterglow.

DXM is awesome! Feel like a new person today woooo! Loved DXM since I first tried it... since that trip was cut short I might go get some more, tablets this time tho (higher doses that way). Then not mess with it again for like a month.

120mg codeine (amazing after DXM)
150mg Lyrica
1mg Klonopin
lots of nicotine
 
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