SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
a little smoke, a little drink, started Twin Peaks tonight. weird show.
Still buzzin from my 240mg methadone from last night. I've been expecting letters with a whole load of drugs but JUST 'Now there's supposedly 12 ppl sick at the mail sorting center.
It's a lot of drugs though...
Good weed
Coke 90% flakes
5g meth
Heroin
....so yeah. That sucks I've been harassing them over the phone since Monday lol.
holy fuck devilsgospel, careful with that fentydope, at least you're snorting it rather than poking it but please, you know as well as the rest of us how dangero that is. i'm sure you're having fun of course, so hopefully the power of positive thinking will protect you from the worst.
SO I WAS ALL GUNG HO ABOUT STAYING SOBER LIKE A DOBER(MAN) THIS MONTH AND I JUST FOUND A BAG OF CRYSTAL METH ON THE SIDEWALK YESTERDAY. Needless to say I didn't leave it there; I didn't sleep at all last night and am at the point where I need to do more to get thru the day, but I don't actually want to (i sorta do want to, but damn it i'm sick of this drug). I took a bunch of flubramazolam to take the edge off before leaving the house, went to a person's memorial gathering - a person I hadn't seen in 9 years and really didn't care much for in the first place, but ya know, it was the RIGHT THING TO DO - then went to the bar. I was having some fun, drinking, loaded on the flub, tweakin' cuz it's been a long time since me and Tina been hanging out together, and I closed the bar on the dance floor with my friends, grooving along to some pretty choice goth-club type vinyl cuts some really adorable DJs were spinning. Every girl looked good enough to squeeze but I was in no shape for game. The rest of my night passed in the usual tweak-hole of smoking weed, writing emails that never got sent, writing a longhand letter to my dead friend (who died from an OD on fenty-dope six months ago), making to do lists, staring at the wall, smoking shards.
UGH GOD I still have enuff of this crap to get me thru today and tomorrow but I don't even want it. Yet how could I have passed up a free bag of tweak? I've found money on the ground more times than I can count, I've found weed, packs of cigs, booze in dumpsters, pills in pharmacy dumpsters, valiums, vicodens, xanies, the like; i've found antique bottles of barbiturates in piles of scavenged stuff in abandoned buildings, whole bottles of pharmies with the seals still on them in piles of trash on moveout days, wallets with money in them, purses on the ground, credit cards on top of gas pumps, you name it, but i have NEVER found good drugs just laying on the ground like this. I used to DREAM of this happening so many times, heard of it happening to countless other people, so of all the times, why now, why not years ago when I practically breathed this stuff? I swore that I was through with all uppers, they control my life worse than anything on earth. Why couldn't I have found ketamine on the ground, or DMT, or anabolic steroids, or a winning lottery ticket, anything other than this drug I hate to love and love to hate? I need to do all sorts of things right now and I don't wanna leave my room, don't wanna pick up a fone. Of course the sun is shining today.
I should just flush it. Easy come, easy go, right? Wish me luck lads and lasses. Always keep your vision ahead as you walk along the sidewalk, NEVER let your eyes drop down. You could be next.
Just another day here in Pinned Tweaks.
∆ maybe everyone at the sorting facility is sick bc they found a package full of drugs and partied to hard and called in sick
Speaking of finding drugs. Many years ago, I was pumping gas at a station just outside a large east coast city and voila, a little ziplock bag filled with some unknown white powder. If I remember correctly, this would have been back when coke was king. I carefully tasted it and yes, that's what it was. To boot, it was pretty damn good stuff. Needless to say, I had a pretty wonderful weekend. Never happened since.
When did you start doing bupe, STH?
Still haven’t slept (or eaten). But I was like fuck it and chugged a bottle of Robo... Guess I’ll just wait until I start tripping