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2g Maeng Da Thai Kratom
3mg Clonazepam
250mcg Triazolam IN
300mg Pregabalin
1.2g Ashwagandha
25mg Diphenhydramine
8mg Hydromorphone IN
that must be all... for now... :D

/edit: 50mcg 1P-LSD, because yea... why not?! :D -> /edit2: no halluz of course, way too low dose and way too much benzos, but great physical and mental state. focus and subtle euphoria, slight stimulation.
 
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@bamos: how does triazolam nasally compare to oral? Do you snort the pills?

Morning regimen of:
600 mg codeine to stave off WD and get some of that opioid warmth
80 mg 2-FMA to wake up and have the energy to face the hardest work day of the week (after that it's Friday, which is easy)
0.25 mg flubromazolam to take some of the stim edge off

I'm a good boy today. Didn't even take any 3-HO-PCP before work.
 
had a long nap, some ribeye for dinner, and now for the last spliff of the day. i don't know if i'm gonna go back to sleep tonight or not. if i am still wide awake by 5am might as well just start drinking coffee.
 
^ I've read that benzos have really high (>80-90%) oral BA, but not all of them do, I guess. I'm enjoying flubromazolam as my benzo of choice atm, plugged in VG/PG. Doesn't hit immediately, but by 5-7 minutes I already start feeling it. How quick is nasal?

OT:
90 mg 2-FMA a few hours ago
13 mg 3-HO-PCP and 1 mg flubromazolam in one shot. Feels gud. The benzo mellows the PCP out a lot that 13 mg feels like a mellow 5-7 mg, with the antidepressant effect still there.

At some point if I'm feeling adventurous, I'll plug 25 mg 3-HO-PCP and 1 mg flubromazolam in one shot to see where that leads. I must warn, however, anybody reading this: 25 mg of any PCP derivative/analogue is an extremely high dose that is probably not directly harmful/lethal, but could result in a psychotic episode and such; the one time I did 20 mg 3-HO-PCP I got wrecked beyond belief; and also 1 mg flubromazolam is a knock-out dose for someone not tolerant to benzos. Bottom line: the combo I want to try soon can be extremely dangerous to the inexperienced so don't do it!
 
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^ I've read that benzos have really high (>80-90%) oral BA, but not all of them do, I guess. I'm enjoying flubromazolam as my benzo of choice atm, plugged in VG/PG. Doesn't hit immediately, but by 5-7 minutes I already start feeling it. How quick is nasal?

IN onset is in probably one minute or less. I've never experienced such a benzo before. :) Of course I use saline nasal spray, because of all the fillers (crap).

OT:
10mg Hydromorphone IN
25mg DXM
200mcg Flunitrazolam
5mg Zolpidem IN
150mg Caffeine
 
^Kratom? Just parachute it in toilet paper and u don't have to taste it. I've come to enjoy the flavor of the tea with a lot of lime and honey added.

^
and such; the one time I did 20 mg 3-HO-PCP I got wrecked beyond belief; and also 1 mg !

How do you like 3 OH PCP vs 3meopcp?]





OT: 200 mg of tapentadol plugged...zero opioid tolerance ATM so should be a good nod
 
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^Kratom? Just parachute it in toilet paper and u don't have to taste it. I've come to enjoy the flavor of the tea with a lot of lime and honey added.



How do you like 3 OH PCP vs 3meopcp?]





OT: 200 mg of tapentadol plugged...zero opioid tolerance ATM so should be a good nod

I ain't no BITCH

But for real I don't see how people do that with Kratom it's just too much powder. Maybe I'm just doing it wrong.

Ahh tapentadol, the weird nod that makes you wake up and think you're somewhere else every 2 minutes. Good shit. Am I the only one who hallucinated stained glass on everything or does that happen to you too?
 
Dexedrine not sure the amount but I've only slept about 12hrs in the last 4days(?) I've honestly lost track, the days seem to run together. Also 450mg Lyrica and A LOT of nicotine (went through over 8ml of e-liquid in less than an hour while dipping).

@Joe Bean : Good to hear you've been doing pretty good overall! Even though mine is doing way better certain things will still definitely trigger mine, for you it was changing spark plugs, for me the worst thing I've noticed for mine was riding an ATV (although it's probably because I was high on dexies at the time which added to the adrenaline already pumping had me numb so I was going through somewhat rough terrain on two wheels like a bat outa hell and didn't feel it until that night. I definitely paid for it the next three days I could barely move.) It's good that you think you're going to be able to be able to stop taking methadone (I wish you the best of luck) , just don't push yourself too hard or it could end with a relapse, although I'm sure you already know that. I've used kratom several times in the past, every time dosing high enough for the opiate like effects rather than stimulant. I think it varies a lot from person to person but for me in both terms of pain relief and buzz it felt about the same as a NORCO 7.5mg (without any tolerance), so idk if it'll be enough for your pain by itself but it's worth trying for yourself. Maybe if it's not enough on it's own you could see if you could get a prescription for something a little stronger to take as needed. Sucks to hear you can't use the Marinol trick, I think people will come around on weed sooner or later especially medical. As for the H, I wanted more really bad as soon as it had worn off which I knew was a very bad sign so I flushed the rest which was honestly pretty difficult. I thought about it the entire day but today I haven't really thought that much about it, although I know that would be a different story if I had any left to tempt me. Honestly my amphetamine use is getting to a point it could be a problem (although think that every binge then after I get some sleep I'm fine and stop l at least until my tolerance is pretty much gone), I've been eating Dexedrine and Dextrostat like candy and also snorting some, like I said above I've had so little sleep I can't remember when I even started. I wanna say I started 4-5 days ago, the heroin got me about an hour of sleep I think, idk the days seem the same and the short periods of sleep I get make me think it's been an entire day.[/QUOTE

Honestly I love this site for this exact reason being able to chat with other people who have the same problems or life as me! I don’t wish chronic back pain onmmy worst enemy but I’m glad I have friends here tochat with and talk about what we use to help our days seem better. I’m scared to jump off methadone but I want to try it out and see how I do. I know I could get anything g prescribed I wish for pretty much the rest my life. But I just want to smoke weed and I can’t sue to my career. So it’s making good money and take opiates or stay home barely make it in life but able to just smoke qeed they both have its pros and cons! Ya any bending or sitting down in a chair like the plane seats has my back screaming and yes I’m sore also after rising anything but not sore for three days more like two as of now but later on in life I’m sure it might end up being longer and worsen! Lastly be careful on the drums they will make your back ache terribly as you may know the come down and being wide awake and doing shit you wouldn’t normally notice until it wears off you could end up really fucking shit up for your back! Just be careful ok brother! I can’t do them anymore it’s been a long time for me like ten years I might do some blow every now and then even then my back is pissed at me lol so I stay away plus I don’t like being up for days fuck that ! I love my sleep!! Speaking of sleep time for a quick nap before work peace out cousin!!!

Finally got some sleep and slowed down on the stims (having a script for Dexedrine as well as Dextrostat, not to mention benzodiazepines for comedowns can be problematic because it's so damn tempting). I need to go pick up some more grass asap to help cravings for other stuff. I can definitely understand where you're coming from about it being nice to have other people to talk to who can relate to similar problems (but definitely also wouldn't wish chronic pain on anyone). I'm going to have to make this post kinda short because the DXM I took is kicking in which makes typing difficult, sorry bout that. I did wanna mention quitting methadone while still in pain is definitely pretty damn brave. I've been shot (just a .22short to the forearm but it stuck in the bone. Long story ), stabbed (stepped on something metal which almost went through my foot), cut bad enough I had to give myself stitches (because I didn't wanna deal with a hospital, I shot it full of lidocaine or maybe benzocaine and treated it with antibiotics, I may or may not have a small amount of formal education in pharmacology lol) and been burned (butane torches and firecrackers both while drunk as fuck) and honestly I think the nerve damage is the worst pain of it all.

I also thought I should mention that you probably need to make sure it's safe to mix with kratom because both are CNS depressants but Kava Kava seems to be somewhat helpful with opiate withdrawal.

15mg Dexedrine Spansule + 2.5mg of Dextrostat
120mg DXM
Almost forgot about 150mg oral ketamine
 
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Had a long day woke up with
Yellow speed paste and mdma champagne crystal mixed snorted to get stuff done ~200mg
half cig half kush joints in my mouth


then went to score some ketamine, snorted about half a gram through the night
2 crack pipes ~100mg each


Dropped 100mg morphine sulfate IR and I can't fell it damn
plus the usual seroquel 300mg XR
more weed insane amounts of it actually, many different breeds, hmmm tasty stuff roughly ~4 grams a day


and ffs I feel so damn frustrated I crave a decent high but at the same time I feel like my body is exhausted of this long time abuse. Dark thoughts. Thank god there is no way I can inject that shit (ket) myself. My nose is all clogged up I can't breath properly it feels like it's been like that for years. still alcohol thirsty even that I haven't been touching booze for fucking ages, still fighting this shit all day 24/7


anyway I hope every one on. Bluelight is doing good be safe guys


cheers
 
It's seroquel time, cutting down from 200mg to 100 + 6mg melatonin. Got a decent nod from the Kratom and potentiators, pretty fucking nice when you haven't nodded in like 2 months.
 
It's seroquel time, cutting down from 200mg to 100 + 6mg melatonin. Got a decent nod from the Kratom and potentiators, pretty fucking nice when you haven't nodded in like 2 months.

If it's sedation you're trying to achieve usin Seroquel I personally find doses between 25-50mg to be the most sedating, I've heard the lower the dose the sleepier it'll make you. Also I don't wanna be an asshole or anything but personally I don't think you should take Seroquel unless it's prescribed due to its sometimes dangerous side-effects. If you want to make Kratom more potent there are much safer options, like hydroxyzine, promethazine and diphenhydramine. Good luck with everything and again I don't mean this post in a bad way or anything.
 
If it's sedation you're trying to achieve usin Seroquel I personally find doses between 25-50mg to be the most sedating, I've heard the lower the dose the sleepier it'll make you. Also I don't wanna be an asshole or anything but personally I don't think you should take Seroquel unless it's prescribed due to its sometimes dangerous side-effects. If you want to make Kratom more potent there are much safer options, like hydroxyzine, promethazine and diphenhydramine. Good luck with everything and again I don't mean this post in a bad way or anything.

I'm prescribed for insomnia and major depressive disorder, 200mg a night. I might have to try a lower dose though because I've heard of that somewhere else before so it has to be a thing. Trust me I don't find it's sedation very recreational haha but I appreciate the concern my friend.
 
high CBD weed, got a tallboy of founders all day ipa to sip on if i decide to throw on a show. will probably get disso'd this weekend at some point.
 
Finally got some sleep and slowed down on the stims (having a script for Dexedrine as well as Dextrostat, not to mention benzodiazepines for comedowns can be problematic because it's so damn tempting). I need to go pick up some more grass asap to help cravings for other stuff. I can definitely understand where you're coming from about it being nice to have other people to talk to who can relate to similar problems (but definitely also wouldn't wish chronic pain on anyone). I'm going to have to make this post kinda short because the DXM I took is kicking in which makes typing difficult, sorry bout that. I did wanna mention quitting methadone while still in pain is definitely pretty damn brave. I've been shot (just a .22short to the forearm but it stuck in the bone. Long story ), stabbed (stepped on something metal which almost went through my foot), cut bad enough I had to give myself stitches (because I didn't wanna deal with a hospital, I shot it full of lidocaine or maybe benzocaine and treated it with antibiotics, I may or may not have a small amount of formal education in pharmacology lol) and been burned (butane torches and firecrackers both while drunk as fuck) and honestly I think the nerve damage is the worst pain of it all.

I also thought I should mention that you probably need to make sure it's safe to mix with kratom because both are CNS depressants but Kava Kava seems to be somewhat helpful with opiate withdrawal.

15mg Dexedrine Spansule + 2.5mg of Dextrostat
120mg DXM
Almost forgot about 150mg oral ketamine


ya it’s ok on the reply being short bro we all have lives besides bluelight lol! So lately well the last two days I found out I’m gonna be staying up at work a long time so I’ve been worried about my methadone and running out almost had a lil anxiety attack but I remembered I had some Valium so I took 5 mg to see how it would effect me being on like 70 mg methadone and I was total relaxed and chilling at work felt amazing! Also found out I have some methadone on the way howlfulky it doesn’t take to long. Least I know about it and it’s coming plus I get my next refill right around New Years. So I’ll be good! Dxm is a strange one definitely can’t take to much or I get upset stomach! I don’t plan on mixing kratom and methadone to much or at all because I want to feel the kratom greatness after being off methadone for two weeks. Tanks for the info tho hole you had a great one! Peace
 
Still enjoying the effects from 1 mg flualprazolam. Just added:
1 line of coke
Some yerba mate

Mood = great!

Good to hear that you're in a great mood. Really happy for you!

Though I've got a question regarding Flualprazolam. Never heard of it. Seems to be one of the newer ones isn't it?
How does it compare to the more common benzos e.g. Diazepam, Alprazolam, Clonazepam, etc. or RCs like Clonazolam? Which of the typical benzo-characteristics do you find dominant?

Or short, somwhat of a conclusion... does it somehow stand-out off of the wide benzo range that's already available? :)

OT: Lorazepam, Clonazolam, Pregabalin, Amphs, Oxycodone, Ashwagandha, GFJ
 
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I've only had 100 mg of 3-MeO-PCP ever, and it was in between heavy 3-MeO-PCE abuse, so it's hard to judge for me adequately. Nonetheless:

For one, 3-HO-PCP is shorter in duration, which is one of my main selling points (plugged/snorted/IV 3-4 hours tops with another 2-3 hours pleasant afterglow not at all dissimilar to a mild opi high). On low-moderate doses my head is very clear and it feels very similar to a codeine high. I don't know if you've noticed how strongly dissos enhance vision - making it sharper, increasing contrast etc - that's at medium doses anyway. So, 3-HO-PCP has a very dark-grey-brown tint to it as far as I've done it, which is not at all depressive, but it gives a sort of dark and mysterious vibe to the experience; when on the other hand, 3-MeO-PCP puts more accent on "warm/cheerful" colors, like O-PCE and 3-MeO-PCE do. As far as visual enhancement, I'd choose the PCEs over 3-HO-PCP.

But then come the other parts of the high, and that's where 3-HO-PCP takes the cake. First of all, the body/physical high of 3-HO-PCP is pretty amazing. While other dissos 3MeOPCP included IME just anesthetize me, 3HOPCP also has that "warm" feeling, though different from opioids. Honestly it's difficult to convey the finer points of the dissociative experience, I believe you agree. You can ask Pill2Chill as he has just received his 3-HO-PCP and has been researching it - he has more experience with 3-MeO-PCP to compare to than me. Currently me personally I've gone through around 650 mg 3-HO-PCP and still got 450 mg left to play with.

What I can say in conclusion though: if you like dissos in general, and something like 3-MeO-PCP is right up your alley, give 3-HO-PCP a try. You will not regret it. After having explored it in detail, it is now my favorite disso (I haven't done ketamine or plain PCP).


@johnlesliemackie:
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What RC triazolo benzos do you have in your stash? I'm so jelly. The vendor I get my stuff from only supplies clonazolam, etizolam, and flubromazolam; flubromazolam is my all-time favorite although I'm pretty newbie in the benzo scene. But I'd love to try the gems like flualprazolam, flunitrazolam, fluclotizolam, and also pyrazolam (the triazolo version of bromazepam, one of my favs - or even better, thienopyrazolam). Still undecided whether to try clonazolam and etizolam or not.


OT: 1 mg flubromazolam around an hour ago. The 2-FMA from before has definitely worn off to a major extent. I'd fall asleep right now, but feels wasteful to end a Friday evening by just benzoing out at 8 PM. So I have two (three) options:

1) plug 20-25 mg 4-HO-MET and see where that one leads me. Probably the most difficult option, mentally speaking.
2) plug 20 mg 3-HO-PCP and veg out in a state of pure contentedness.
3) dose 100-120 mg 2-FMA and become so extremely productive that in the end nothing will get done.

Eh, tough choice.

E: well, I did something even more interesting or bizarre, depending on how you look at it. Plugged 8 mg 3-HO-PCP, waited 5 minutes, and plugged 23 mg 4-HO-MET, so that their onsets would coincide. The reason for this dosing schedule is I just want a recreational/fun trip, to take my mind away off the mundane. Family's almost asleep so I have some hours to enjoy a serotonergic part A. 4-HO-MET is pretty forgiving, so I'm not too concerned about losing my faculties.
 
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