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How High Are You? v. Who Am I And What Is High?

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Bleghhh... falling back into the fucked up routine. Was barred out on Klonopin for two days straight, been barred the fuck out on Xanax & Ativan today. Using amphetamines like they're candy. Why can't I keep control of my drug use?

To add insult to injury, just dosed 20mg of oxycodone. I'm slowly killing my soul and self-respect. Guess I'm gonna smoke some weed and try to enjoy this purely hedonistic high...

Anyways disregard my negativity... Peace & good tidings to all. :)
 
Lots of booze, xanax, chronic, and mxe in me not to mention the benadryl I took in hopes of falling asleep. More xanax is needed I think so that I can perform at work tomorrow like I do. One to wake up to no doubt. 100 mgs 99.9 percent pure etizolam powder on the way should be here Wednesday. Kill me.
 
Currently very stimulated off some high grade dope. Straight SPUN outta my mind. Writing lyrics as I normally do when I'm high on amphetamines. What about you guys??
 
Wow, great day, feeling awesome. Fucked the shit outta that girl, may have a new fuck buddy.. Settling down to sleep with some dabs, a little oxy, a Soma, and some DPH and RSO
 
Much better day today, don't go anything annoying to do such as grocery shopping or other shit like that, jyst chillaxing on-

80mg Methadone, 2 40mg wafers (found out the last month, the 10mg pills are now DOLOPHINE, I know it's still 'done, but brand name beats the shit out of generics)
4mg Clonazepam, 4 1mg pills
60mg Diazepam, 6 10mg pills
70mg Hydrocodone, 7 10mg Norco pills
2275mg APAP, from Norco pills
100mg Hydroxyzine, 4 25mg capsules
75mg Promethazine, 3 25mg capsules
Caffeine, coffee
Nicotine/Tobacco, Parliament light 100s

Chilling at its finest, opiated, pin pointed, this is the life.

Cheers BL's!
 
Very mellow and floaty. I had a good shot of H, some Somas, Flxerils,.
Passed/nodded out for a while. Had another cup of coffee, cigs and railed some dope. Added more soma and flexeril and I'm so comfy chilling in bed, puffing on my vapor cig, playing with my phone, listening to music, cat snuggled next to me and nodding out here and there. I just feel nice and smoothly buzzed out.
However, some amphetamines for later would be nice - don't have any though.
Whatever.

KC
 
Tryptamino said:
Sex with someone you love is easily the best drug. The best feeling, it's truly amazing
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That's true. But sex for fun isn't bad either. And I can't help but get some of that oxytocin release cause I love to cuddle, even without 'love'

Reasonably sober, just a little bit of my usual mix (oxy/RSO/dabs/flower)
 
SirTophamHat said:
Sober, surprisingly not dissatisfied. This is like a window into the past, lol
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That´s great!! Congratulations, indeed..
I´m hoping to feel like that very soon as I´m am sober too.
Sort of comes and goes..
Keep up SirTophamHat! : )
 
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Papaverium said:
Just did a line of speed, I wanna clean my house. lol

Edit: Man, I'm still super lazy and I don't wanna dip into it too much, it's my roomie's speed lol. >.>

~Verri
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This was my situation exactly about 30 minutes ago. I still haven't started cleaning. Ha.
 
Erikmen said:
That´s great!! Congratulations, indeed..
I´m hoping to feel like that very soon as I´m am sober too.
Sort of comes and goes..
Keep up SirTophamHat! : )
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Heh, I am happy about it but not really proud. With valiums half life I'm pretty much always benzod, and my struggle in life is no less than it was yesterday, for some reason its just weighing a little less for some reason. I'll be having a single drink at the barcade before work tonight since a friend I haven't seen in a while will be there.

Thank you regardless. I know youre fighting the good fight too!
 
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