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haha, it's all tolerance bro. Once you start Methadone, your tolerance can't be topped. Methadone makes your tolerance SO high, its unreal.
Before I was on methadone, I would be taking less oxy than you. The most oxy ive done in 1 day was 210mg, in IR form of 30mg each pill.
But once oxy got too expensive for me, I switched to black tar heroin, smoking it for over a year, now this is all after 6 years of Hydrocodone/Oxycodone abuse, I was chasing the dragon with black tar heroin, once I hit rock bottom. The heroin w/d, was WAY to insane for me, I was literally about to commit suicide, without my family, I wouldn't be alive today to be honest. I hit rock bottom, had no money for no more dope, I was in FULL BLOWN opiate w.d. Sweating like I just got out the shower, puking on a empty stomach, yellow like foam that was more bitter than Xanax pills, RLS, insomnia, extreme pain, crying, the whole 9 yards of a opiate w/d. My parents saw how I was, I was literally about to die of dehydration, I couldn't even keep water down in my stomach, I would puke it back out in less than a minute. So I got rushed to the hospital, got seen in less than 30 mins, compared to others its a 6-8 hour waiting list in the ER. They bring in the people who are the sickest or need to be seen before others, they saw how I was, SO pale, dehydrated, everything. They immediately put me on IV, of course they cant dose me any meds until doc sees me first, so my IV was just water to keep my hydrated, but I was crying in pain so the doctor came in less than 15 mins, they know I was there for dope sickness, since it was my first time there for that reason, they were able to help me out for that day, but the doctor told me and my parents this is the first and last time I help you with dope sickness, so they IV me Morphine, Ativan, and Promethazine, I finally calmed down a little, but was still in minor w/d, because I obviously didn't get enough morphine to make all my w/d go away. So the doctor told me and my parents, theres only 2 ways you can save your life, #1 is Rehab, #2 is MMT. We couldn't afford rehab, so we went to MMT. Ever since, I have been fine because of the methadone. So yeah, methadone DEF. saved my life.
Anyways, back on track today, methadone is at its peak, I had a great day yesterday, Friday nights are my fav.
Today im on--
80mg Methadone, 1 40mg wafer, 4 10mg pills
100mg Diazepam, 10 10mg pills
4mg Lorazepam, 2 2mg pills
90mg Morphine Sulfate, 3 30mg pills, crushed, plugged
75mg Promethazine, 3 25mg pills
100mg Hydroxyzine, 4 25mg capsules
550mg Naproxen Sodium, 1 550mg pill (helps with headaches, and inflammation for the stomach)
Caffeine, coffee
Nicotine/Tobacco, Parliament light 100s
LOVE this feeling man, it never gets old to add some nice benzos on top of methadone. Still stock piling my RX of Klonopin/Clonazepam, got other benzos to have fun on
Diazepam is amazingly euphoric on 'done, its like SOMA and Xanax, right in the middle of that pack. This is the highest dose of Diazepam I've ever had, that's why I only added Ativan on top. No Xanax/klonopin/oxycodone. But I added the morphine to enhance my high. and god damn, im feeling SO relaxed, im opiated like a mofo, pin pointed.
Sippin on sweet amazing tasting coffee and smoking cigs, in this foggy cool weather. Ahhh, what a feeling.