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12g kratom, 1,500mg DXM, 30mg temazepam, 2mg clonazepam (like 6 hours ago), 2.5ml 1,4-butanediol, 400mg glaucine, as much weed as I want.
I took the second 750mg of the DXM just now. I was not planning on a strong DXM trip but I am having really interesting and strange thoughts about the coming of the connection of Earth to the cosmic internet and having thoughts of some horrible thing I can't define that is going to happen in the coming years, like a prophecy and I want to know what this thing is that is supposed to happen.
 
Does juice count?

Ehh fuck it imma take some valium and smoke a cig. Try to figure out what to eat and sit down to TV or a video game.
 
20mg Zolpidem

Feelin weeird but imma go to bed soon

Edit: 30mg because fuck this shit lol
Edit: 40mg because im still awake and kinda remember stuff

updateeey might have popped another 10mg dont remember..shits werid the faces in htep photos q moving but i like this creepy ambien higfh i guess lol
 
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may take some amps and my last 0.25mg of alprazolam but i don't know... My apartment needs some cleaning so if I end up taking the amps I probably won't be able to resist lol
 
Any stimulant will kill anyones appetite, unless you have ADD OR ADHD and have a RX for a stimulant.

Went grocery shopping today after I dosed my methadone, its been 2 1/2 hours since I dosed my 'done, still in the middle of it's peak, I feel the euphoria start to kick in. I'm gonna take it easy on the benzos today, been going crazy on them the last couple weeks.

Heres what I took this morning.

80mg Methadone (1 40mg wafer, 4 10mg pills)
3mg Clonazepam (3 1mg pills)
30mg Morphine (1 30mg pill, crushed, plugged)
40mg Hydrocodone (4 10mg Norco pills)
1300mg APAP (from Norco)
100mg Hydroxyzine (4 25mg capsules)
100mg Promethazine (4 25mg pills)
Caffeine (Coffee)
Nicotine/Tobacco (went back to my Original Parliament light 100s)

Feeling really nice, im getting that nice opiate rush. Feeling good.

Cheers BL's!
 
Fighting the urge to drink, strangely the longer I'm away from pot the less I desire it. 3 weeks with that now. Hopefully its the same with alcohol. Then I'd only have Valium to kick!

I'm soberrrr, cooking bacon, but I want something like a hoagie or Japanese food.
 
SirTophamHat said:
Fighting the urge to drink, strangely the longer I'm away from pot the less I desire it. 3 weeks with that now. Hopefully its the same with alcohol. Then I'd only have Valium to kick!

I'm soberrrr, cooking bacon, but I want something like a hoagie or Japanese food.
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Same here man! I stopped smoking weed exactly 32 days ago!! I was a chronic smoker for nearly 10 years!!!
What help me quit weed were benzos, people underestimate marijuana w/d, esp. if you've smoked for years everyday.

Without benzos...I couldn't eat, sleep, id have insane cravings, nausea/vomiting, don't get me wrong. It's nothing compared to a opiate w/d and benzo w/d....but it's still a tough w/d to beat. I can honestly say, ive tried at least 4-5 times to quit, and relapsed everytime, the furthest I went was 2 days, but with benzos, they bring your apetite back, you can sleep very well on them, and anxiety free, benzos def. were the go to drugs for me to stop smoking. Chronic smokers, who've been smoking for years, like I have, the thc can still be active in your body from 30-90 days, ive been drinking a lot of cranberry juice, because it helps to wash away the thc from the fat cells.
 
cannabis cowboy said:
Heroin (ecp), and high grade Cannabis. (indica dominant hybrid) my usual go to stash. like a blanket of warm dopamine. taking some Methylone and seeing Porter Robinson tonight.
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Feels to me like a dream urging to keep you sleeping or out by all means.
 
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Methacodone said:
Any stimulant will kill anyones appetite, unless you have ADD OR ADHD and have a RX for a stimulant.

Went grocery shopping today after I dosed my methadone, its been 2 1/2 hours since I dosed my 'done, still in the middle of it's peak, I feel the euphoria start to kick in. I'm gonna take it easy on the benzos today, been going crazy on them the last couple weeks.

Heres what I took this morning.

80mg Methadone (1 40mg wafer, 4 10mg pills)
3mg Clonazepam (3 1mg pills)
30mg Morphine (1 30mg pill, crushed, plugged)
40mg Hydrocodone (4 10mg Norco pills)
1300mg APAP (from Norco)
100mg Hydroxyzine (4 25mg capsules)
100mg Promethazine (4 25mg pills)
Caffeine (Coffee)
Nicotine/Tobacco (went back to my Original Parliament light 100s)

Feeling really nice, im getting that nice opiate rush. Feeling good.

Cheers BL's!
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I envy you :)
 
Ate a grapefruit and some alprazolam for the EPH comedown, just smoked a few bowls as well. Feeling pretty good, about to go eat some food.
 
Keep nodding out in weird positions. Two packs of H and soma but I'm so chill. If I could only keep my eyes open. Trying to use my phone is difficult when you keep nodding (especially on my face wearing glasses). I've got that seeing double thing going. Hmmm. Ahhh.
 
Parabolan said:
I envy you :)
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hahahha!

you shouldn't, I mean I don't take the drugs to be 'cool', I take them because I enjoy them, and NEED them ATM due to w/d,.

I have an awesome doctor/phsyciatrist who's helping me wean down benzos. I got RX'd 1mg Clonazepam for benzo w/d. When I Relapse and take Xanax/Ativan/Valium....I stock pile my RX to have enough to wean me down when im 100% ready to give up benzos. Right now, im not kidding, I have a BUNCH of benzos. Here's my list of drugs in my E.R. box-

-Methadone Ampoule for IV, 50mg/1ml, pack of 10.
-Ativan Ampoule for IV, 2mg/1ml, pack of 5.
(I don't IV, so those are just in my box because they're very rare, and VERY expensive)
- 86 1mg Clonazepam
- 93 2mg Lorazepam
- 114 10mg Diazepam
- 34 2mg Alprazolam
- 68 10mg Hydrocodone/APAP 10/325 NORCO
- 22 30mg Oxycodone IR ROXY
- 71 30mg Morphine Sulfate

So, I have plenty of meds to taper off of anything I want. In a couple weeks, on my next appointment with my doctor, im supposed to get either .5mg Clonazepams, 5mg Diazepams, or 1mg of Lorazepam. Because that's the doctor weaning me off of benzos. I'm getting over 120 of them. So those, I will taper off of, until I run very short on my benzos, ill start tapering at the right amount. I will not open my new RX until im ready to taper.

I'm thinking of getting the 1mg ativans, because they're in the middle of the pack of benzos, strength wise and half life wise. They're weaker than Alprazolam and Clonazepam, but a little more potent than Diazepam.

But, I'll take whatever my doctor gives me. I already got everything I need as of RIGHT NOW. So my next RX is just EXTRA, and wont be opened until I start tapering all together.
 
Pretty sober, about to nap before work.

I didn't succeed in staying away from alcohol this weekend but I had about a tenth of what I normally have. So I'm very happy.

Looking forward now,nice to know I have a teensy bit of will left in me.
 
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