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How High Are You? v. Who Am I And What Is High?

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Benz like Mercedes? Fuck that noise is their lobbying is why the import scene is dead in america, well that and the chicken tax but fuck history


Get an Audi bro MB is for geezers!!!!
 
It seems withdraw is over. Same state of mind though.
Tired and confused.
 
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Hahahaha, Audi R8 but I ain't got it like that.. Yet. This bitch quick as fuck 1-60 less than 3 fer ser, you know I'ma be wildin' per usual.
 
You're lucky broj. If I got sober for a month my parents would say good job, here's a coke (acola).

Shit my current whip does 0-60 in 7 and that's if I thrash her. No displacement or forced induction up in this bitch, I can only work with what I've got :( so I just go with handling mods. Plus living in the salt belt makes cheap junkyard builds impossible
 
My boy hooked it up again, I talked to him about ATIVAN and he said he has a bunch of ampoules and pills. I took back the bottle of 2mg Xanax bars and got 2mg Ativan's instead. Woohoo. I still got over 20 2mg bars, and don't use them as often anymore. I took 2mg of Ativan on top of my cocktail and damn, it really does feel good. First time with Ativan pills, ive had Ativan only twice before today and both times were at the hospital IV'd. He also gave me an ampoule of Ativan, 2mg/1ml, total of 50ml. So that's 100 2mg pills, and 50 2mg doses of IV. I'm def. putting the ampoule in a frame ;) hahahah.

I'm just too happy today, got hooked up. Biggest hook up of my life. People would KILL for this ampoule. they're crazy expensive. (no price discussion). I can get anything for this shit. But im gonna keep it. If I end up at the hospital one day and need an IV, ill have my own if they don't give it to me. heheh

But overall today has been great, ive taken--

80mg methadone
120mg oxycodone
2mg clonazepam
2mg Lorazepam
6mg alprazolam
80mg diazepam
125mg hydroxyzine
100mg promethazine


chillen like a villen.
 
Not now, obviously, but my boy is bringing me a buncha Diazepam vials when he visits, along with whatever else BZD wise he has obtained free.. I want to IV it oh so bad, but I'm doing my best to kick the needle, which is as hard as the drugs themselves.. Goddamn, drinking sealed diaz vials, Hahahahaha. IM'ing it should do me well, though if I did that, why not pull the plunger back ya know? Been doing well not poking myself, not sure exactly how long it's been, but it's getting up there to a month (I think). Ugh, cannot wait to get my goddamn Ativan tomorrow. Rockets got fucking destroyed by the Jazz, I have no anxiety medication, and I'm not drinking myself into a stupor.. I feel completely off, yet, good that I'm attempting to kick my horrible habits. No dope, Alpraz, or booze. Probably sound a straight bitch but I need to get right, like YG..
Anyone want to chime in; Triazo is pretty overrated unless you go hard (IMHO), yet, veryyy rare.. I've shot, snerted, ate, SL'ed, and plugged, the fuck is the best way to take it?
 
Good luck yk, I already know that when my weekend starts in 7 hours I'm gonna go thru hell restraining myself from drinking myself retarded.
 
got my stuff done and i'm faaaaded now. Another pack and a half, plus rail H, Soma, Klonapin. My mom was suspicious because I was having problems talking - I blamed it on the Klonapin that I took late and that I was nervous about going to a volunteer orentation. But she's not stupid. The soma really kicks in an potentates the H and I took a couple Klonapin. Just have to be more careful. One can only use "I'm just really tired" so many times. But feeling good!
 
okay comedown from the EPD was rough, i havent slept yet. had to wait on RM arriving. so still sleepless and rough. but i did just go get myself and my room mate 60ml of c-liquid. no BZDs until tomorrow though. and that 800mg codeine and ~112.5mg promethazine that i necked about 40mins ago is starting to make me feel more and more content and comfy :)
 
Went to my boys new pad today, and he noticed me yesterday how I wanted the AMPOULE of Methadone, and he fucking gave me a whole pack, its 50mg/1ml, a pack of 10 of them, holy shit, ive never even seen these before. He told me he uses IV methadone the most out of all the drugs he has, he said oral cant compare to IV, he told me to just keep it for ER's. That's exactly what im going to do, but damn do they look sexy. They're called Synastone, brand name for IV methadone ampoule. So theres 10 little bottles, containing 2ml each, so that's 100mg of methadone per bottle. That's a WHOLE gram of IV methadone. I know for a fact this shit is so expensive, but I will not discuss prices because I respect the rules on BL. But all I can say is, im happy as FUCK. I got 2 packs of ampoules, Ativan 2mg/1ml, and Methadone, 50mg/1ml. 10 in each box. Those are going straight to me ER box...im literally thinking of framing them, because I don't IV anyways. And these don't expire fast like the pills, I see the expiration date is in 2025!! that's 10 fucking years LOL, now I can save ALL my RX'd Clonazepams, counted them and still have 81 left. :D

Anyways, after 2 great bonus days, im celebrating today, by getting LOADED.

Here's what ive taken so far today--

80mg Methadone (4 10mg pills, 1 40mg wafer)
6mg Lorazepam (3 2mg pills)
2mg Alprazolam (1 2mg bar)
80mg Diazepam (8 10mg pills)
60mg Hydrocodone (6 10mg pills)
1950mg APAP (from Norco pills)
100mg Hydroxyzine (4 25mg capsules)
75mg Promethazine (3 25mg pills)
Nicotine/Tobacco (Marlboro 100s)
Caffeine (Coffee)

What a week its been, and what a great day today. I'm flying high, Ativan feels better than I thought it would honestly. They feel like a mixture of Valium and Xanax, like right in between. They're super fun and euphoric. Esp. on Methadone, with other benzos and potentiators, I feel like im in heaven right now.

CHEERS BL's!!!
 
0.25mg of alprazolam (only have another 0.25mg left) and 2 shots of Bombay sapphire for now.
I'm gonna get baked soon
 
TheRapperGoneBad said:
Found a xann today I never find drugs!!
So 1mg alp and some bowls to da dome
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I found two 10mg valyums the other week that I had stashed and forgotten, it was like my biggest drug find ever haha.

I took 15mg diazepam this morning to help with booze cravings. They were fierce, not sure how i managed to restrain myself at the market after cashing my check. Gonna be the first weekend without beer (I hope) since I can't remember how long.

Just woke up, still feeling the Benny, gonna smoke a cig and think about what to do tonight. I'm thinking maybe tacos and video games, possibly movie. Sober people stuff :p
 
SirTop-

I don't drink, I don't like alcohol, but Valium/Diazepam is actually RX'd for W/d from Alcohol, so that's an excellent replacement.

I love benzos, even though they're like a 'drunk' high, but to me, its a CLEAN drunk high. Fuck smelling like Beer or Liquor, ew. I can't stand drinking.

I'm a RX user all the way, hate street drugs, and drinking.

With RX drugs, you know what you're exactly taking and how much, the complete opposite of street drugs. I was on Heroin smoking black tar for over a year, after my Hydrocodone/Oxycodone habit got too pricey. With the W/d heroin came with, that's the only w/d I wanted to kill myself on. It's literally poison. I was puking yellow bitter stuff, now tell me that's not fucking poison. I got rushed to the hospital as I was on full blown opiate w/d, Sweating like I just got out the shower, shaking, RLS, puking, diarreah, pain, the whole 9 yards of a full blown opiate W/D. My parents rushed me to the hospital, I got checked in less than half an hour as everyone saw me how sick I was, I didn't lie why I was their either, the doctor/nurses said this is the only time we help you with drug addiction problems, they gave me 3 medications to calm down, IV. Ativan, Morphine, and Promethazine. The doctor said the only things that will save your life are 2 things, REHAB or MMT, my family isn't a rich family who can afford rehab at $15k-$20k a month, so I went to MMT right away, and I can respectfully say, METHADONE saved my life.

I love you methadone, thanks for saving my life. :)
 
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