75mg hydrocodone, 30mg temazepam, 3.5mg alprazolam, 4mg clonazepam, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 150mg picamilon (like an extra strong version of phenibut), 400mg Lyrica, 600mg Seroquel, 150mg trazodone, 25mg amitriptyline, 50mg diphenhydramine, 25mg doxylamine succinate, and 600mg cimetidine as a potentiator.
Drinking a Samuel Adams Winter Lager followed by a Samuel Adams Cherry Chocolate Bock. I really love the Samuel Adams winter beer and the Blue Moon winter beer. Had a couple of the Blue Moon varieties earlier today. Not sure which I like best. I know the Cherry Chocolate Bock is really good and one of the Blue Moon beers with gingerbread flavor or something like that was really good. They are all really good but those are probably the best ones.
Also smoking an e-cig with some supplements and powders like caffeine, l-theanine, l-dopa, and vinpocetine. Wish I had some better drugs to put in it. I am going to get a really good filter so I can make a smokable benzo+hydrocodone+misc. other drug mixture that won't clog up the cotton tube in the center. Put about 6 RX meds and maybe just as many research chemicals in that mother fucker - see what happens then.
My damned hand will probably never be normal again. It feels like the side of my hand is being stabbed every few seconds and the same thing in that pinky - all because I fell asleep with my head on top of my bent elbow while using my computer and not waking up for about 12 hours. Lyrica is the only thing that makes it stop. The nerve damage is in the elbow but the damaged nerve provides sensation and signal transmission to the left part of my left hand. My elbow is starting to swell up again. I hope it is not infection. I don't know if the infection ever completely cleared up.
Oh well, time to have my fun tonight (or very early this morning, if you prefer to call 2:00 AM morning).