Went through nearly a gram of meth in 24 hours smoking and IV'ing. Ran out about 7-8 hours ago so I just had 8mg of alprazolam(unfortunately I have a tolerance to benzos) and im going to spend the next few hours cruising BL, smoking some pretty darn good pot and relaxing.
I should have around 18 2mg xanax left so im going to get a gram of crystal for NYE, keep 3/4 of it for myself and shout a few bumps here and there then I plan to have my resolution as either quiet meth all together or just cut down and im thinking I just want to cut down because I already have cut down significantly and consciously improved my physical and mental health. Meth is not something I suggest anyone fuck with, but if your going to anyway make sure you keep your fluids right up, eat as though you normaly would(or healthier if you usually eat crap.... C'mon you bought the meth you can afford decent food. Ive noticed my life improve drastically since I started sleeping, eating, excercising and taking vitamins every day. If your going to use any drugs I think you should take care of yourself and know how to minimise risks. No point in taking vitamins that wont start to heal anything the meth hadnt even damaged.
Time for some relaxation time I think. Some GBL(I like it more than GHB), some ketamine, a bit of midazolam and some injectable methadone would be all I could ask for at the moment. Im on the methadone program and no other opiates even touch me, only methadone in high doses unfortunately, not even top grade #4 heroin in the 1000mg+ range. It 100% not safe but I do know my tolerance very well but 180mg methadone IV, 2-4mg xanax and this great pot would also be a lovely combo but the only thing missing is the methadone, though I have had my 100mg MMT dose today and its working great I might add. I think ive used heroin 3-4 times in about 6 months which is unheard of for me. Im quite proud of myself atm now :D
