Just did 40 mg hydrocodone cos I'm fucking freaking out right now (about something i dont think i can mention on the forum). Waiting for it to hit. Fuck me and fuck my life.
Now at 8mg Ativa
Smoked a good joint of Cali bud
At the bar and found myself alone bc I'm fucked up and keep ordering double shots of Jack. It's gona be one hell of a night once I get home and shoot up some quality crystal
Nvm went to the bars bathroom and smoked a small amount of crystal, no one was around and got away with it. My bartender is looking at me funny lmao this bar is full of bitches
a potent weed lollipop and a couple bowls has me insanely stoned. Love edibles.
Took a piece of a klonopin and drinking lots of Rolling Rock Extra Pale Ale
I never forgot how well-rounded a good edible buzz is.
Tiny shot of tar + 100mg hydroxyzine, waiting for this bitch to get off the phone then I guess i'll lie w her, seeing as she's in my bed. Boring night is boring, might get durnk tomorrow, Idfk
So drunk right now...... been drinking all day.
and I fucked up shit hardcore and this is going to be the longest time of waiting to see how bad I'm fucked.. fml.
Totally doing dope too because idgaf.
Chilled with my friend today and we both copped... then found dope behind his radiator or whatever it's called after we moved his bed (broke from some idiot)
but now he ended up in lockdown at the hospital cause after I left he got so drunk and was being suicidal... and tried to choke his dad...
so gotta visit him in the morning tomorrow even though I'm still going to be fucked up still.
I haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
^i should quit too, especially with the amount of pot i smoke on top of the cigarettes.
and xtsayfadedx, I'm sorry to hear you're going through some shit, and I know perfectly well that it's the last thing you'll want to hear, but drinking as much as you are all day every day, just ain't the way out. Please be safe, bl and the world needs you around
woke up at 4am and came downstairs for like 2 hours cuz i just woke up at random and dont have nothing to do tommorrow so i can just sleep in.
did 2 bags of dope(was still feeling the 6 from last night. got me high as fuck and broke through the subs i took before)
had a few shots of bacardi select
making some garlic alfredo spaghetti (yum lol)
got a hit of weed resin left but thats gonna be for when i wake up and do my last 3 bags