I don't remember if I posted anything about my recent deteriorating medical problems here or not and how the doctors at the ER will not even check the affected body parts, do any tests, or allow me to describe my symptoms. The discharge papers the time before the very early hours of this morning when I went yet again said that if I had the symptoms I was complaining about I should seek emergency help or call 911 and they just sent me home. This time they just said it was a skin infection, cellulitus - completely ignoring the nerve damage (tendonitis, ulnar neuropathy, ulnar tunnel syndrome, parasthesia, and cubital tunnel syndrome) like it never even happened.
Here is the message I typed out for this thread (and a different post I made to Google circles not about the drugs) including all the meds, supplements, vitamins, and minerals I am using in an attempt to keep this from getting too bad before somebody will actually do something or I can get to another town where maybe the medical staff and proffessionals have at least a very small amount of compassion/lack the black evil hearts and greed of the ones here or at least have a little fear of lawsuits or criminal charges for letting someone die or require amputations, emergency surgery, and/or emergency critical life-saving care in an intensive care unit to keep that person alive just to cover their useless cold-hearted asses. I do hope to come very near death but pull through with little or no permanent loss of function so that I may get a massive amount of money in a lawsuit. This is not because I am greedy and want lots of money for myself. The reasons I want to sue their asses and potentially get millions of dollars are explained in the following message:
The docs took urine and discharged me five minutes later without testing it. They gave me a single dose of an antibiotic and told me I needed to be on antibiotics for a while - without giving an RX or a referral (keep in mind no doctor will see me until after christmas). My blood pressure is still quite elevated - 171/92, pulse 104. I have been pissing profuse clear urine but drinking no more than usual. Now my chest hurts some but I also have heartburn. I have taken little that would make me feel high yet. Not being able to feel my elbow, I hit it in the bathroom and made it bleed. I did not notice until after I had blood in the floor, on my face, on my feet, on my lips, and on my dick. I was alerted by shards of glass in four of my toes on my left foot. I hit the tip of my dick with my fingernail. It stung a bit but now I was busy cleaning blood. I looked down and it appeared that bllod was driping out of my dick hole. I freaked the fuck out for a few seconds until I wiped it and saw it was bareley bleeding from skin just below the hole. Now my dick head could become infected, along with my feet. I quickly washed out my mouth with mouth wash and then hot water and scrubbed parts of my body with disinfectant. I think my mouth is fairly safe.
I am pretty much alone in trying to control infection, inflamation, pain, nerve damage, blood pressure spikes, high heart rate, and anything else that might be going wrong because I only look a little worse on the elbow and my vitals are not much different.
The cocktail of drugs and supplements could be very dangerous but I have to do something and just a few meds is not going to be enough so now I have to take big risks. I just don't know what else I can do. The medical community has absolutely no compassion, heart, or soul unless you mean the dark heart of evil and rampant corruption from the most vile greed you can imagine.
My blood pressure right before posting is 171/99, pulse 68
maybe five hours ago my body temp was 96.5 and bottomed out at 95.8. It is now back up to 99.7.
Down goes all the meds, vitsamins, minerals, and supplements that I am trying to combat my problem with. Most of them won't do a lot as far as intoxicating goes and that is just a secondary goal. I won't mention any more about meds for The Dark Side as I feel I may have already gone over the line, but this is a serious situation and I don't think it is a violation but I am not thinking as clearly as usual. Not because of drugs - I have not had anything of significance in about 20 hours. My mind is affected by the medical state I am in.
Here is what I posted on google circles earlier after I got back from the ER:
"I have had major problems with my left arm since I fell asleep on it for 12 hours 3 nights ago.. No doctor at the ER will look at it or let me describe my symptoms. It appeared to be getting gangrene last night and I was sent home saying it is cellulitis though my BP was going up and down a lot.
Now my BP is swinging wildly, my life is in danger.
I hope I come very near death and pull through with no permanent damage, win a massive law suit and give most of the money to Animals Asia to free moon bears.
Then I say Goodbye Cruel World to all these incompassionate assholes, bastards, and SOBS. Just hang out with the small number of compassionate freaks like me in isolated spots around the world and buy a lot of dope to get fucked on for as long as I live.
Then I want us good guys to be safe somewhere while The Walking Dead rise up to munch on and convert the bad guys while we laugh our asses off in relative safety in various places.
Fuck all you assholes and rot in Hell."
I really hope much of Bluelight survives the apocolypse so we can take control over the Earth with the compassionate fragments of society and create a more utopian and peaceful, pleasant world.
Here are all the fucking drugs, vitamins, minerals, and supplements I am using to combat this fucked up situation and make things pleasant at the same time (and some to really blow my mind when I choose to use it in the form of a special e-cig fluid blend I made and will later list the ingredients of - probably won't use today so I won't test positive for PCP if/when I finally get bad enough that the hospital can't turn me away):
Painkillers
Hydrocodone 90mg, 37.5mg diphenoxylate, aspirin, acetominophen(from hydrocodone pills)
Anti Inflammatories
1g ibuprofen, 1g naproxen
Steroids
Methylprednisone 8mg, prednisone 60mg
Antibiotics
Bactirim 1 tab, cipro 1 tab, Bentyl 40mg, amoxicillin 1 tab, dicyclomine 1 tab
Dietary supplements
Raspberry ketones 3 caps, melatonin 3mg, Ultra green tea 2 caps, calcium 600mg, fat burner 2 tabs, 400mg SAM-e, 400ug chromium picolinate, 300mg DHEA, 60mg ginkgo biloba extract, 4 acai berry tabs, 2g evening primrose oil, 2,000IU vitamin D3, 3 maximum greens food tabs, 1,600IU Vitamin E, 1g flush free niacin, 12mg noopept, 3 panax ginseng tabs, 1 multivitamin, 2 lipozene caps, 20g inositol, 300mg L-DOPA, 1g DMAE bitartrate, 400mg l-theanine, 30mg huperzine A, 250mg vinpocetine, 100mg schizandrol A, 1g sulbutiamine, 5g choline bitartrate, 150mg picamilon, 3g cissus quadrangularus,
Stimulants
Provigil 200mg, caffeine 150mg, 10mg phenylephrine, 60mg pseudoephedrine
My usual prescriptions not in other categories
Lamictal 200mg, Seroquel 400mg, Trilipix 135mg, Buspirone 30mg, Topiramate 50mg, 75mg trazodone
Things to fuck me up not otherwise listed:
1 beer, 2mg alprazolam, 3mg clonazepam (soon to add weed, 3-meo-pcp, and various other shit I dissolved or extracted in this killer e-cig fluid I must find a name for - it is some dope ass shit, man. Maybe I will call it Walking Dead Resurrection fluid or something like that.)
Potentiators:
Diphenhydramine 50mg, Doxylamine succinate 25mg, 800mg cimetidine
Things for nerve pain:
Lyrica 400mg and gabapentin 2.4g
Other shit:
Amitriptyline 50mg,, Pantoprazole 20mg, Nexium 1 cap, Ondansetron 4mg, 2mg Dexbrompheniramine, 150mg benzonatate, 10mg strattera, 30mg tianeptine, 100mg zoloft, 6mg loperamide, omeprazole, several laxatives to counteract constipators
A lot of these should lower my blood pressure. Some raise blood pressure but those that lower it should outweigh the raisers. Some should help fever. Many inflamation and infection. Others, who knows what the hell they'll do. Most probably not a lot. `
gonna start the pot smoking in around an hour, once i have my coffee.
) Then again... that probably will never happen... it would be a good idea though.
I had to fly, across country, so taking Ron with me just wasnt an option.
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
