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Bluelighter
Damnn this absolutely horribly awful delicious heroin taste has my mouth watering. This is some good shit man i love the taste of heroin so much.
been nodding/asleep most the night from the morphine and diazepam i consumed yesterday so thought it was only appropriate to have a 3:20am shot now that i'm awake; 100mg IV morphine nomnoms, early breakfast!
decided to add 15mg diazepam.
will be taking a break from the diaz for a few days now i think. i'm a couple days ahead of what i should be in regards to my script. can;t run out of morphine nor diaz before christmas and new years!
Same boat... Really gotta cut down my Oxy and benzo use if I'm to make it through christmas and new years script-wise. I've gotta go back to the double digit oxy days with triple digit tolerance :/.
Now 4 mg hydromorph waterlined and 20 mgs OC snorted - feel good, like I should.
Yeah man last time (before your exams) you were doing so great with only 40 (sometimes 80)mg/day.. You should really keep it down like that!! I saw how much higher your doses became overtime but didn't say anything about it every time (since I don't like to nag). I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but you have little control over your oxy habit man. Where's all that willpower I saw back then gone?
disclaimer: I'm not saying this because I like to bitch and moan at people, it's because I like you and I want to encourage you to cut back. %)