Well work just got interesting going from 14 hour days to 16 hour days for the rest my time here (next Thursday the 10th) gonna be tired and not happy when I get home I'm worried my connect ripped me off for the oxycodone 15mg and also ordered some methadone 10mg also not good. Haven't heard anything since Thursday the 3rd its now Saturday morning. I hate working out of town sometimes and depending on people if I was there this wouldn't have happened. Love and Learn who knows maybe I'm just trippin lol
25 mg methadone oral
10 mg methadone snorted
150 mg gabapentin (will take 150mg every two hours throughout the day)
Trying to cut back on my methadone intake which sucks I was depending on the stuff I thought was coming to me so I could make it till my next script!
These14-16 hr days I tend to take more then my normal 12 hour shifts plus I've been super hungry, thirsty and wanting to take more and more methadone since I started gabapentin! Is this normal side effects of this drug? Anyone have some insite on that! Thanks and stay high and blessed this weekend everyone
first cup of coffee today, gotta run a couple errands in a bit, then i'll be home all day to chill, blaze, etc. got a very very rare 2 days off in a row so i feel like a million bucks.
edit: +2mg diazepam, up to an extreme amount of coffee by normal standards now. so much sun outside and so much time for activities :D
Damn it's been awhile since I've posted. I just got a different source for weed who introduced me to a entirety new level of product. Apparently he's growing the newest (most potent) strains, that aren't common in my area. What I got from him that he just considered mid is at least twice as strong as the "dank/loud" from my old source. This stuff leaves me almost ompletely incapacitated for the rest of the day (probably from mixing it with all my other stuff) and the first few times I smoked it the high became extremely strange and psychedelic by the just the third hit off the bong.
Well heard from the connect sounds like everything is set that was a scary two days or I would have had like 4 or 5 days of withdrawal to deal with. Not sure the details but least I heard from em. Find out everything today. I know they have em just not sure when I get them either the day I go home or maybe Monday not sure. I do t care as long as I get it lol these 16 hour days at work are starting to get to me. I ache all over in the morning and I'm burning thru my methadone like crazy ! I need to get break through meds prescribed badly but. It sure I wanna go down that road again. Time will tell and also my pocket of i keep buying oxy on the side I might as well get ot prescribed right!
40 mg oral methadone
5 mg methadone snorted
150 mg Gabapentin every two hours till I reach 900-1200 mg
nyc diesel and the last of a growler i got last night - strong Belgian ale. hard to believe i stopped daily drinking over seven weeks ago. doing that shit cost a penny.
Spent the last 3 days at the beach, had a wonderful time and also met a girl there. I feel weird to be honest, I feel truly happy for the first time in a couple of years, at least...
Just had 2tsp of kratom, I'll probably smoke a final spliff and call it a night early since I'm super tired.
my new 75% mech keyboard is coming in the mail this week, i'm slamming my car on friday, and game of thrones is getting more and more hype (i love me some motherfucking Bronn).
Good ol' tapering and w/d. And crippling depression, don't forget crippling depression.
My POS psychopathic, meth addicted, almost brother-in-law (god forbid) made a half-assed suicide attempt right before his hearing to delay it a second time, bringing him BACK TO MY FUCKING HOUSE REGARDLESS OF WHAT I SAY. HE STEALS. HE LIES. HE'S LIKE 30 AND I SUPPORT HIM YET BEING AN ADDICT MYSELF.
I'm seriously considering walking out on this place and going to rehab because I don't want to ever end up like that.