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How High Are You? v. Still high from Bob Loblaw's and leftwing's birthday bash!

Been on the fry again.

(Translation for non-New Zealander's: I am on meth)
 
I am not even joking, I am high as fuck right now...on no drugs at all. For some reason, today I woke up feelin good and I'm feelin like a million bucks right now for no apparent reason other than a beautiful, beautiful day after a long, cold winter. First time I've not wanted for sure to get high or drunk or buzzed or fucked up on any day in the past 3 months at least. But I will anyway! :) Bowl time. Take 'er easy, guys and be good to yourselves and eachother.

-Jaguraguguru
 
Just IV'd some morphine so I can come down and actually sleep, using a tourniquet I stole from the hospital on my last visit!
 
not that high at all. i feel good, lil bit of bupe and clonazepam in my bloodstream. its keeping me calm and level.
its a beautiful day out and its calming with the hangover from last night. had quite a few irish brews with a few friends. good times!
 
I'm currently 32,000ft high, thanks to American Airlines in-flight WiFi!

Not high on anything else unfortunately :(, that will come later tonight ;)
 
Had a nice night, just got up and am still quite high. I slept like half the time though. Much of the time I was like almost asleep and incredibly peaceful and comfortable watching visions passing by. Nice nodding.

This morning 35mg hydrocodone, 10mg selegeline, 1.5mg clonidine, 100mg hydroxyzine, an energy drink, and 200mg cimetidine to potentiate the hydrocodone.

Hydroxyzine is a better antihistamine potentiator for opiates than diphenhydramine or others available in the USA as it produces some euphoria on its own which I have not found to be true for any other antihistamine, though I have heard orphenadrine is probably better, I just can't find a cheap source.

I had to drop this semester of college due to mental health issues, I had a stay in the nut house, which was a horrid place, you can read about that experience on the page before this. They provided no mental stimulation for patients other than 2 TVs, 1 checkers board, and a few magazines and books. Essentially it was stare at the wall all day and walk aimlessly around. There was rarely any therapists or social workers to talk to. I could not sleep because a guy in my room snored loud all night and I slept may e 12-15 hours during the 11 days there, no sleep the last 3 days. They were aware of the problem but would not give me a strong enough sedative or move me to a quieter place. They told my sister-in-law I was there and I did not want her knowing. I even signed a paper stating that only my mother was allowed information. Now I can sue them.

I plan to get a job until college starts back in the fall so I'll be taking a break from any drugs that may be tested for. Last time I tried to get a job they did a piss test. I've got my associate of science degree with honors and am a certified computer technician so I should have a chance at landing a job that pays well above minimum wage.

I plan on tripping on a high dose of DOI this weekend unless I get the DOM I have coming first. I've really been wanting to try this rare chemical for ages. The anticipation is killing me! Don't ask where I am getting it from, I won't tell. I don't think they want just anybody knowing and I think it is against bluelight rules anyway.
 
Well I got completely destroyed last night. I'm cut up, bruised. My elbows are fucked from constantly falling down on the street.

Woke up and felt like shiiiiiiiit.

I've had some codeine today but that's it.
 
Fuck I miss having cider around.
Got CWE some codeine. Not really feeling it.
I might have to take something else...grrr
 
Finished the cider, but I don't think it's mixing well with my benzos.

Got my trusty "chuck bucket" beside me just in case. :\
 
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