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How High Are You? v. Still high from Bob Loblaw's and leftwing's birthday bash!

Totally spun. I've just walked through several neighbourhoods (it's now 10.30pm), peering around, watching for those elusive shadow people.
 
vyvanse70mg (my meds)

i want to wake up. i have to pick up my daddio at the airport. i don't want to get lost.. but i'm more exhausted & out of it than i was earlier

(even tho i feel kinda good, i feel shitty too.. evil pills :|)

i must have a fair amount of residual tramadol in my system, which could be interacting with the d-amp :\

i think i should take some diazepam to clear my mind.. probably only 5mg, so i can drive straight

peace
 
Clonazepam 6mg's (prescribed dose - doesn't do shit recreationally)
Diazepam 10mg's (same as the clonazepam - no high)
Half a gram of crystal meth smoked (now THAT'S got me high!)
 
Jesus fucking christ I haven't had internet in like, 5 days roughly. What a pain in the ass.

The world stops when I can't get online.

This week is a dry week for weed.

Doesn't bother me that much. I've been taking codeine throughout the day, so I've definitely taken the edge off.

Right now I've had 3 heinekens (3 x 500ml), and I'm feeling "alright"

A year ago, drinking 2 of those would have me tipsy. God dam this alcohol tolerance I've acquired.

Shit, my dad is/was an illicit drug user (also a previous addict im guessing), and my mom is/was an alcoholic - I'm like a time bomb waiting to go off lmao.
 
morphine, carisoprodol, temazepam, alprazolam - waiting on delivery for sour diesel 8)

sitting here on my floor measuring out doses of 2c-e :D scale, capsules, tweezers, gloves, and a big fat smile
 
I've been sober for a few days, and I've spent today writing a fucking C++ program of all things. I haven't had to use that shitty language since undergrad so I'm really fucking glad to be done. Anyways...

Just took 1mg Clonazepam and 20mg hydroxyzine
Sipping on a cocktail of 100mg Codeine, 17.5mg hydrocodone, and 37.5mg of promethazine (It was in an unmarked container so I'm not 100% sure on the concentration but I think thats what it was if I remember correctly...)
Going to break out a headies blunt once my friends come over. Not too efficient, but its a rare treat haha.

Should put me in a good place I think. But on another note, I am getting a little tired of these drugs. Looking forward to getting back to psychedelics once my primary supplier starts dealing again.
 
Just got out of the mental hospital.
On 50mg codeine, 20mg hydrocodone, 4.2g gabapentin, 1mg alprazolam, and 15mg diazepam and a couple of beers to celebrate my release.

Tomorrow I have my real celebration. I'm going to use a huge dose of DOI and poppies.

Tonight I sleep after getting less than 1-2 hours of sleep per night for 11 nights and none the last 3 nights of the ordeal due to loud snoring all night from two patients in my room.. Things are quite weird right now probably due to severe sleep deprivation. I was suicidal and planned to kill my self with the date set for yesterday because I wanted to die on my birthday. It was triggered when the doctor took me off of my meds. I got really high and out of my head and told my mom what I was going to do and she convinced me to go. That place was hell but I am back on my meds and my depression is pretty mild now.

I just hope I am normal after I get some sleep and not seeing insects all over the place and feeling like someone from the mental hospital is reading my mind to gather evidence to take me back, There were no psychotic type symptoms until the tenth day of severe sleep deprivation. Even now I logically know what is real I think.

I may take a seroquel pill. I was supposed to get risperidone but they didn't give me any supply of that when I left. It really helped my depression, panic attacks, and anger. I was on it before but the doctor would not prescribe it or the zoloft and I went off the rails pretty fast when that happened.
 
I just added 200mg seroquel and 250mg primidone(metabolizes mostly to phenobarbital) shortly ago.

I smoked weed in the mental institution and tried giving fellatio to this guy but I could not get far till I started gagging on dick. Eating pussy would probably be just as difficult. We ended up just masturbating together.
 
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Just got out of the mental hospital.
On 50mg codeine, 20mg hydrocodone, 4.2g gabapentin, 1mg alprazolam, and 15mg diazepam and a couple of beers to celebrate my release.

How well does gabapentin mix with opiates and benzos? I've only ever tried it with weed a couple times and alcohol and weed once, but I'm curious about other combinations.
 
Best of luck, TD <3



1.5mg clonazepam
might do more and try to smoke this meth

sorry to hear about your relapse, Pea :\. You'll pull through though :D.
 
Woah, glad to see you're ok T*D. Ive always loved reading your posts. Much love man, I hope you stay well.

@Thread: 3 shots vodka, and a joint of some Blackberry OG.
Was going to get some work done but, heh, nahhh.

edit: ahh Pea, Im sad to see the contents of your post :( I hope you're alright. If you ever need to talk Im here yo. Sendin' love to you as well <3
 
Been stoned like 3 times today.
Just took my tram for the night and I'm waiting for that to kick in.
Then the fun will start.
Everyday is a party at my house. :D
 
^ Is daft punk playing? lollcdsoundsystemjoke

Just bombed два more shots of водKа, making the total пять shots of водKа.
Feelin' all loosy-goosy, and quite stoned from the OG. Time to watch whatever's on TV %)
 
^I don't get it. Could you explain? I feel like I should the "lollcdsoundsystemjoke" before I see them at Bonnaroo this summer.
 
A bowl and a glass of Sailor Jerry Rum/Gingerale.

Feel good, but can kind of feel a cold/ear infection coming on (took a bunch of vitamins when i got home). A nasty cold has been going around my work. Hope i don't get sick.
 
^I don't get it. Could you explain? I feel like I should the "lollcdsoundsystemjoke" before I see them at Bonnaroo this summer.

Listen to Daft Punk Is Playing At My House by LCD Soundsystem and you'll get it. I saw them live a couple years ago, was good, have fun.
 
Hi BL. I'm so high right now that I have just been laying in bed for hours naked and rolling around. Thoroughly enjoying myself.
 
Smoked my first bowl in eight days earlier, mostly worn off by now though.

Just popped some 50mg diphen and currently sipping on two bags of this bedtime tea... it contains skullcap, st johns wort, and valerian among a buncha other stuff. i'm tired as shit too so if this concoction doesn't quell my racing mind then i dunno what will. gotta be up for school at in 5.5 hours, shit. thank science i should be exhausted enough for an earlier bedtime tomorrow.
 
i guess my tolerance was back to 0.. cause i took that vyvanse 12 hours ago and i still can't sleep after taking 30mg ambien, 10mg diazepam, & .2mg clonidine.. i'm wide awake

gah

i guess i'll pretend to sleep. maybe i can hypnotize myself :|
 
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