• Welcome Guest

    Forum Guidelines Bluelight Rules
    Fun 💃 Threads Overdosed? Click
    D R U G   C U L T U R E

How High Are You? v. On a scale of 1 to Charlie Murphy

Status
Not open for further replies.
got the primo dope. it sucks you don't get a fire ass rush every shot and have to wait 6-8 hours between em. the first one of the day is always best - rest don't compare.

but it actually getting me to reduce me daily intake knowing im kinda wasting by redosing too quick and wiating instead so i will feel it harder.

that said am buzzin off a 100 mg dope shot.

gonna add loprazolam soon.

maybe i will smoke weed too. weed/benzos can sometimes intensify redose shots for me.
 
Spoiler alert: These are the ramblings of myself on meth. Proceed with caution, or skip to tl;dr if you don't want to read my stim-talk.



As fate would have it today was the first day in weeks I was able to afford & cop dope. Nothing out of the ordinary with that, but oddly today was also the day I stumbeled upon the methamphetamine(but I think you'd already noticed at first glance there would be a powerful upper involved :D )I scored well over a month ago. I lost the 'near-empty' baggy back then, but I knew still had a pretty decent amount of meth sticking to the sides as well as a decent bump of the stuff in one of the corners When I scored it, it was already just a small amount; ~300mg leftover of a gram sold to me by a buddy and I did it 'all' (aside from what I just found) in 3 shots (1 mini dose for allergy testing etc, then 2 pretty strong doses ;)).

Anyway, I lost the baggy knowing there was still a fairly decent dose in it.. Until just now! I found it in an EMPTY cigarette pack, which I found in my 'messy-drawer' (I keep 'useful junk' in that drawer, like re-usable plastic bags, some old consoles and games, etc. in there, but it's kind of a mess and most of the stuff is likely to never be used again. I also never put drugs or paraphnelia in there, I have a seperate drawer for that in my nightstand, usually I remember to put drugs/paraphernalia in there no matter how high I am at the time but not that time). The times I looked for the baggy, I did check all my drawers and closets. But the meth was overlooked each time.

Small wonder I'd forgotten where it was.. I had put it there after 2 days on meth, while on a fairly large dose of benzos during the come-down. I normally never use that entire closet for anything drug-related either. But I was spun as fuck, and popping benzos. I hadn't forgotten that it might still be in my room somewhere though, so sometimes I'd look for it but I never found it until now, and that was purely by chance.

It's kind of a miracle that I still had it considering it was inside a piece of garbage basically and tough to spot to boot. :p And even while I was re-using it for my self-made cigarettes, I filled it up cig by cig, and smoked the pack over the course of the day. So I opened it tons of times before I noticed there was something inside of it. If I had come across the pack at any other time, I would almost certainly not have noticed the baggy. So if I hadn't been out of my normal kind of cigs today it'd have been thrown away. (since I'm broke and had no smokes I had to 'make some' with this little plastic tool for filling up empty cigarette-casings (I have tons of 'volume-tobacco', which is basically the same tobacco they use to make 'real' (machine made) filter cigarettes. I've also just broken my plastic cigarette-container for self-made cigs yesterday, so I had to use an empty pack of smokes to put in my self-made cigs before going out. I found the one with the meth in it and used it, but still didn't notice the meth. Then finally, when there were 3 cigs left in the pack... Wonder oh wonder - the long lost meth ! Found it just before copping dope which was also a lucky break, because I would have done the meth w/ or w/o dope - but I'm glad it's with. Good timing to find it. Also good timing for me to be out of 'real' cigarettes & for the plastic pack I normally use to die - if either one hadn't happened I'd not have found the meth.

Anyway (^by now, can you tell I'm on meth? lol) I cant express myself with less words than I used in the previous paragraphs right now, apologies to anyone I am annoying with this post, feel free to skip it unless you wanna laugh at my tweakin ass and the bullshit I can't keep myself from uttering right now. You won't miss much by skipping it. =D I don't have the urge to write wallsoftext/bullshit at ALL anymore on regular amps. (I used to, and I hated it, like I hate writing this pile of bullshit & think it's a bit embarrassing) Screw it though, I'm high AF so I gotta make a post in here - and it takes FOREVER because I keep compulsively adding and editing anything and everything that comes to mind - which is a whole lot of nothing. I'm a little embarrassed to hit post when I'm done writing, but I've put too much time in this post (even though that when I started to write, I had no intention to write this much while saying so little. The most annoying thing is the amount of time I'm spending on this, but I can't stop! And since I already put so much time in this stupid post, I feel like I have to finish writing it. Or else all the time I spent on it will be even more wasted than it already is. *sigh*). ;) It's been at least year since I've been tweaked out enough, because I hate not being able to express myself with less words. Lol. Meth? Shit, I can't help it!) already.

Anyway, for the size of the dose (couldn't have been more than, say, 30-40mg - guess that's good because this stuff is as good as pure and it came from a very reliable source. Dayum, its effects are quite strong, way more than I expected to get out of my leftover). It's actualy good that I lost it for this long, now my tolerance had a chance to go back down to zero before using the leftover. If I had used it right after using 2 far larger doses (which I probably/likely/almost certainly would have done given the chance), it would probably have been far less effective, far less enjoyable and a waste in general.

TL;DR version : Bought heroin, found back old meth leftover, shot both drugs in the same rig, very euphoric but clearly (lol^) the meth is influencing me the hardest. Although right after the shot my mind would 'wander off', which was definitely caused by the heroin. It kinda felt like a nod, but my eyes don't feel heavy nor do I have a problem keeping them open. Though my mind would feel like it was 'nodding off', my eyes would stay open. Pretty weird feeling. That's probably what a brain fart feels like. :p

PS: I'm gonna stop rereading this now because every time I do I edit and add so much, that I end up wanting to re-read the post again. And I've wasted enough time on this stupid post as is.

PPS: Meth is fun, but I'm glad I can't get it here. Fucks me up too much. If I were to ever take it again though, I'd stay far away from BL and avoid spending so much time on simply posting a load of crap on here. If there is ever a next time (prolly not though) I'll go play some video games instead, or do something social IRL. Anything but start writing a post/pm/whatever here on BL.

OVER AND OUT NOW.

OT: Still high as fuck off the meth, but it's almost time for some more heroin and then a spliff. I'll also pop some brotizolam & 12mg bromazepam soon.
 
wow p2c u r high my man.

im drinking coffee before i go back 2 work

hoping to get my truck lowered by the end of next month.

got some busch talls n some good weed for later, need another day or two off pbutt.

have a great weekend everybody!
 
Only meth can make me bullshit like that. Hope I never find it again. =D

But yeah, I'm really high. Prepping some H to shoot atm.
 
I love reading meth posts tbh ^

Dosed another 1ug of naltrexone. I feel really....interesting. Almost like I'm high again (from kratom and exercise 4 hours ago), but only like half high. As in like the full intensity is there, but half the positive effects.

Most likely took too much and confused my receptors.
 
High on dope.
Pure raw , good dope.

also 20 mgs oxycodone and 60 mgs codeine to potentiate

Here is the current dope I'm doing:

20160923_155911_zpsi5lek1jc.jpg


SOLID GOLD BABY!

20160924_000957_zpstbmfo1zf.jpg


Dem raw rocks yo! and that section is after taking a faaaaaat shot out the bag.

fuck it's good. If I had a stamp brand I'd make it say Bona Nocte.

adding 2mgs loprazolam now (lolprazolam!)
 
Last edited:
How do you administer naltrexone dg, what ROA and how do you figure your dose strengths?

& fuuuck si that looky good.
 
Moar H, gonna lay off it for a bit now since I'm sure my tolerance went down at least a bit during the almost 2 weeks I was off strong opiates, and I don't want to OD. Normally I can easily tell when & howmuch I can redose, but since there's a potent upper (the meth) in play as well I'm not (re)dosing based on the feels alone, I just use my head and do about the same (a little less, err on the side of caution and all) amount I usually take after I've taken a break from opiates, or actually quite a bit less. I feel good from the H, and since it's hard to get me nodding now with meth in my system, I'll just be content with this level of euphoria until the meth wears off. It's a little too dangerous to dose carelessly with dope, especially after a break. If it hadn't been the first time after my break, with dope from a batch I haven't taken before, I'd be able to estimate the strength of this batch more accurately and dose accordingly. But it's the first time in weeks I've picked up dope, so I don't know the strength of this batch and the meth is preventing me from going by feel.

OT: Very high. Very opiated too despite the stimulation. Having bouts of nodding and bouts of hyperawareness. =D NomNom
 
puttin down another pint can while i wait for my chicken fried rice to finish cooking--i love cast iron so much.
 
I managed to get a pretty decent amount of sleep (around 3-4 hours). I'd say that's very decent if you consider the fact that I shot meth pretty 'late'* last night, some time around 9 or 10 PM (*by 'late' I just mean late for dosing a stimulant, nothing more).

So anyway, OT: I woke up like an hour ago, started the day with a lovely shot of heroin (~100mg give/take a few x 10 mgs). I'm probably gonna pop a benzo right after submitting this post (most likely it'll just be my usual 12mg bromazepam, but I might add some brotizolam on top of that later on, depending on how wasted I feel after the bromazepam has fully kicked in). Then, as soon as I've taken my benzo, I'll have some breakfast. Then finally after that I'm rolling myself a nice fat spliff. I'll watch some TV while I smoke it, which will most likely result in me nodding pretty hard, and that sounds really lovely to me right about now.

Gewd morning BL!
 
Mad beer(yuengling/Oktoberfest) and a few resin hits. Finally got some weed coming my way. Other than that I already feel a hangover coming on.
 
Borderline blacked out last night after some Xanax and some beers.

Woke and up took some kratom. Just recently popped 2mg of Xanax. Feeling great, maybe I'll take more.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top