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How High Are You? v. Not High Enough

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Yo ugly, slick man me too, just tried it with H for the first time last week. I like it better than benadrizzle though for anti-itch and potentiaton qualities. Luckily it is part of my outpatient rehab regimen, and i get take-home blister packs of the stuff.
 
Hey, how you doing, Captain? I've been hoping everything is good with you.
 
I'm oh-so sober. Craving ketamine and a big joint. Oh man, that'd make me pretty damn happy right about now. 8)
 
still feeling some of the peripheral effects from the ice. i want some benzos man, i gotta get some sleep or tonight isnt gonna be very fun.

maybe if i do more speed ill be able to stay alert and awake enough until midday, when ill have to stop redosing so i can finally catch some sleep around midnight and go back to being a lazy stoner who does nothing BUT SLEEP.

i hope i dont just get sick again when i redose. the worst feeling possible is being spun out and sick and tired. its like your mind is completely exhausted but your body keeps going, even though its sore and you cant move, your stomach feels like its melting and it feels like if you move, your body might just fall apart.
 
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4:00 AM: 20 mg adderall & 2 shots of fireball. Went back to sleep for another hour...
5:30 AM: 1 pot of coffee, another 20 mg adderall xr.
Feeling good early in the morning...
 
did 3 bumps of some ice, felt great for 30 minutes, and now im at baseline. i havent done a properly strong hit from this batch, only been doing bumps, but ive heard that this batch is really good, and so far its treating me ok, aside from the nausea, mouth tic, and headache, that is. im excited to do an actually line of this stuff, although my nose gets angry at me when i snort big lines, and i pussy out mid-line, and finish it later. i would smoke it but im having a tough crash as it is, and smoking would make for an awful comedown. plugging is a good option, efficient and long-acting, but does not make me speedy like insufflation does.
 
Woke up to some more lines of great dope. I need a break but I still have so much left lol...the junkie dilemma. My nose is starting to hate me and tolerance is starting to rise but I don't think I can stop while I have dope in my possession :\. With that said let the nods begin!
 
80mg oxymorphone rectally
1 mg Xanax SL
ANd smoked some good weed

;)

the fuck? I snort 1mg of opana and I get worried that I'm gonna die, 80mg rectally is probably equivalent to like way over 200mgs of heroin man, you're tolerance is something serious.

Woke up to some more lines of great dope. I need a break but I still have so much left lol...the junkie dilemma. My nose is starting to hate me and tolerance is starting to rise but I don't think I can stop while I have dope in my possession :\. With that said let the nods begin!

same issue but with meth. I have like a half gram left, but I need to take a break so I don't see shadow people tonight. If I can even get any higher, it seems like it's just not working since i waited a while between the last two doses (10 hours between last dose yesterday and first dose this morning, 3 hours between that dose and my last one).

@OT i snorted a pretty solid dose of shard, and I didn't tweak, just got really nauseous and had trouble breathing (although that's probably because i walked my dog immediately after snorting it, and with no sleep, walking for an hour would make anyone nauseous, tweaking or not). I'm gonna take some vitamins and supplements to see if I can get closer to baseline before I attempt my next dose. Also gonna wait for some replies to my thread in OD about why I didn't feel my last dose. If any of you guys have an idea, go to OD and find the thread called "methamphetamine redosing problem".
 
i did a line and thought, "well i guess it couldnt hurt to smoke some" and so i grabbed some foil, a lighter and a straw and my crash has been completely overpowered by euphoria and energy.

ima plug some next, maybe smoke some more after I plug.

dammit I try to stay away from bad ROAs but smoking it is sooo goood

Im gonna have to plug some or eat some later to smooth out the crash.

200 mg codeine 200 mg tramadol 600 mg meprobamate - it's not Oxy but it's pretty damn close. Will have to do till I get a new script.

i find it weird that people love oxy so much, it's not a very pleasurable high IMO. not to say i dont like it, it's just that i cant see why lots of people love it SO MUCH. With heroin or morphine or one of the stronger opiates i totally get how people think that they're the greatest thing in the world, but oxy just seems a little underwhelming. I enjoy it, and now and then I like downing some oxys with tramadol and then smoking some weed on top of it, but oxycodone doesn't seem like it's that great. I almost prefer hydrocodone. Idk. Maybe heroin just ruined lower strength opiates for me.

although for some reason im starting to become quite fond of those tramadols...

UPDATE:
about to smoke another foil. gonna pack a fat dose.

damn this shits taking a while to smoke
 
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imy super lacster combo of the day:
-2.5mg suboxone (stacked throughout the day; mostly nasal)
=1.5mg klonopin (oral, 11am dose, sublingual dose now)
-600mg lyrica (stacked throughout the day)
-115mgs DXM polystirex (11am)
-multiple bowls of dank marijuana every hour hahaha
-50mgs hydroxyzine
-plenty of ciigss
 
imy super lacster combo of the day:
-2.5mg suboxone (stacked throughout the day; mostly nasal)
=1.5mg klonopin (oral, 11am dose, sublingual dose now)
-600mg lyrica (stacked throughout the day)
-115mgs DXM polystirex (11am)
-multiple bowls of dank marijuana every hour hahaha
-50mgs hydroxyzine
-plenty of ciigss

Someday I'll try a LaCster combo,
spend 3 hours trying to gather everything
Contemplate if it's a good idea
Finally do it-

Wake up in a ditch 45 miles away
 
^I love it when you for some reason get a hit of any drug and it feels like that "perfect first time" that you were starting to suspect never existed. With Adderall it's so random, I never plug more than 40mg at a time (usually only 30mg), but the intensity of the effects vary a lot, yet I always plug the same way. I used to think that it mattered whether I took a shit first or not, and while I still prefer to do so, I've realized that even that doesn't seem to make much of a difference. Anyway, I just plugged 30mg of IR amphetamine Salts, and I'm feeling that perfect amphetamine effect right now. Just content, and focused.
 
I have been sober, even courting my medication, since Wednesday and don't plan to take anything tonight. I powered through my alprazolam, carisoprodol, and tramadol super quick and have to wait until wednesday to call in an early refill. Hoping w/d doesn't hit me too hard, I don't wanna have a siezure at work or school.
 
Well my alcohol ban has been lifted, thank god. I bought a 1.14L bottle of Captain Morgan's spiced rum. Now it's time to fucking drink. I'm on my second drink right now. Only problem is my dad said "don't get fucking loaded in this house"...I'm not sure if he meant don't get piss fucking wasted or don't get drunk at ALL. Regardless of what he said, I'm gonna drink to feel something...I don't plan on getting completely destroyed.
 
- .5mg of alprazolam Sublingual this afternoon around 1:30pm
- .75mg of alprazolam sublingual immediately after I shot up heroin
- ~a 1.25 of a dime bag of heroin IV (in the way its sold sometimes in caps, it is real easy to do 25% of each dime). This amount of H doesn't quite get me near nodding (it can make me with fire dope with the 1.25 of a dimes + after a handful of days from my last shot). Part of this is because I've done a little bit more heroin this past week and a half then normally, though some days its only a dimes worth, and I had only 1 day between that last bit of heroin I did on Wednesday (2.5 dime bags worth)

note, I'm trying to explain the amount of heroin in a way that isn't breaking the price rules to help others understand kinda what quantity of heroin I used. This shit was decent tar blended with dormin (its roughly the same amount of tar as if I was getting straight up tar, so it evens out that it was cut. A little diphenhydramine is kinda nice too, though I'd go for straight BTH any day.

I didn't take any amps today, and plan on keeping it that way. I used them to much this past week so gonna take a break for a bit. Its a little hard to not just pop another few after doing recreational doses of amps for day after day, then stopping. The next day I feel that I just want to take something that will give me a little euphoria for the apathetic/ low feeling after that week. Since h def give me solid euphoria I now am very satisfied and def don't want any amphetamine today. I'm gonna try and not take any tomorrow as well since I got over the hard part, the day after using amps for a while

Cig Time! Maybe another .25mg of alprazolam as well.
 
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