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How High Are You? v. Not High Enough

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^^Exactly...my main complaint however would be it lasts a little too long. For me, it is euphoric for exactly 4 hours, then for the next 4 to 6 hours i feel uncomfortable stimulated (like i drank a shitload of caffeine).
 
2 bags of goof heroin....taliban stamp haha. Bag says Taliban with an AK-47 above it in red ink. I like both the dope and the stamp. I feel ok even for my tolerance. good thing 2 bags was 15 bucks
 
Oh man these bags are STRONG. I has the most euphoric body high now and the nods are starting. Plus the high feels sooo clean. All this from just one bag too...

Edit: More lines of dope and a bowl of kief...i'm so high...
 
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after plugging a further 150mg morphine i'm right twisted, getting the cross eyes.

i think i'm in for a nod. guaranteed if i throw in a further 10mg valium. which i will by throwing it under thy tongue=D
 
got some new glass today so I smoked a couple bowls of grape ape, drank some coffee and smoked a blunt. Feeling fantastic right now!
 
Half as high as I want to be. Doing the good old Las Vegas Cocktail (Hydrocodone + Carisoprodol) at 25mg Hydro, and 700mg Carisoprodol. Getting stronger by the minute.
 
Feeling fuckign gareattt. Did
170mg of dxm likw nwforwmimwcw <--( left it cuz i thought it was funny thats how fucked up i am...ha i dunno0 wjat i was even trying to ssy!
50! dollars woth of heroin.
Andfer sure still feeling the shit ton of xanax i took last nght ( finished it off) and smoking weeed here and thnere

I am nodding nicely and sipping on a strong brew of yerba mate.
 
Just some codeine and 25mg prometh, was feeling nice but the high is starting to wear off,

Anybody know anyways to bring back up the codeine buzz without actually taking more codeine obviously?
 
Some more Vyvanse (60mg) on top of my methadone! It's just starting to kick in. I really dig this pharm for the time being, especially since I got so much of them compared to the amount of Adderall I would get for the same price. I just wish there was some easy way to convert it into Dextroamphetamine without swallowing it, not because I don't like the oral effects, but I just like using amphetamines rectally.. Anyway, I am just starting to come up right now. Going to spend ten more minutes on Bluelight, then work on some art and meet my girl at her job!
 
ehh like 5.0mg/kg dxm and 2 mg klonopin. worst double vision i've ever experienced but i have no social anxiety and in fact, think you internet people are cool. not a good combo, mostly a result of poor foresight. but still. I am the pond without the waves. and if you made waves, the waves wouldn't be stressed, and they'd try to be musical for you. that's how things go.
 
just shot 100mg morphine and took 50mg promethazine while i've got a 1200mg codeine cwe on the go at the moment. likely to throw 20mg valium into the mix shortly. i'll be chain smoking soon enough too.

update - cwe downed and took 50mg valium:)

how good is tomato juice? fucking superb, especially after you've just downed an extremely potent and bitter codeine extraction. gets rid of the taste straight up.
 
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- 90 or so milligrams of amphetamine salts PO taken this morning (two doses separated over hours)
- two dime bags of heroin IV (in two different shots taken one after the other)

I'm still waiting for the pharmacy that my docs nurse is supposed to call for that fucking alprazolam I've been talking about. Thank god I don't have a benzo physical dependence or this BS would result with me experiencing a withdraw. Its not like I called to get the fill information to the pharmacy the day of or day after the final two doses (1mg in the early afternoon and 1mg before bed), resulting in a potential wait until with no medication. I called to get a script sent over with the updated dosages and quantity of pills last week, and I'm still sitting here today with nothing - no news or anything. I know that my doc's office has a high volume of calls and appointments causing up to a 48 hour wait or more (for calls on friday with the office being closed on the weekend). I just want my alprazolam. It def seems like it wont be today as I've seen nothing from the pharmacy, so hopefully tomorrow I don't have to sit wondering when or if I'm gonna get this damn script....

side note, - I'm amazed with the fact that I've been on benzos 1.5-3 weeks out of every month with a 2 or so weeks break from them till the next refill, and can honestly say I don't have an addiction to them (yeah I show a little impatiences, but only right when refill day shows up). I've basically maintained a now pretty static tolerance, no real physical WD symptoms other than some GI disturbances, with a small increase in anxiety from before starting them, and a little more difficulty sleeping. I'd say being scripted benzos before a year + and not having a physical dependence or strong mental dependence is quite awesome. I was first worried when I got them script with how soon I would sadly most likely create a noticeable amount of physical dependence, but now I'm not worried at all with all things considered. I could stop taking them now (its already been a week since I last took any [alprazolam]) and probably just deal with my diagnosed sleeping problems. So yay me for being so awesome and pretty under control of my benzo use. I'd imagine most recreational drug users would likely end up physically dependent in matter of months, or that most non-recreational users would end up physically dependent (they would take them everyday as prescribed so even with out at psychological addiction they'd build a physical dependency).
 
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i just nodded out and near dropped my cigaqrette on my fucking balls:| got the inside of my thigh riding high near my sack area! fucking ouch.

so yeah, pretty damn high.
 
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- 90 or so milligrams of amphetamine salts PO taken this morning (two doses separated over hours)
- two dime bags of heroin IV (in two different shots taken one after the other)

I'm still waiting for the pharmacy that my docs nurse is supposed to call for that fucking alprazolam I've been talking about. Thank god I don't have a benzo physical dependence or this BS would result with me experiencing a withdraw. Its not like I called to get the fill information to the pharmacy the day of or day after the final two doses (1mg in the early afternoon and 1mg before bed), resulting in a potential wait until with no medication. I called to get a script sent over with the updated dosages and quantity of pills last week, and I'm still sitting here today with nothing - no news or anything. I know that my doc's office has a high volume of calls and appointments causing up to a 48 hour wait or more (for calls on friday with the office being closed on the weekend). I just want my alprazolam. It def seems like it wont be today as I've seen nothing from the pharmacy, so hopefully tomorrow I don't have to sit wondering when or if I'm gonna get this damn script....
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^Thefuck, how irresponsible is that?
If you had a dependency you'd be royally fucked right now, possibly even in danger.. Thank god you don't..

Hope you get your refill (soon).

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it gets better!
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I know it does, still sucks though haha.
 
Picked up a half bun and the shit is overweight by a whole 200mg! The dope is the light tan shit that I usually get tho (a solid 8/10) and not the amazing pure white stuff that i've gotten lately but the faaaat bags sure do make up for it. Now I just need to buy some weed and i'll be set for days :D
 
How is it irresponsible? Yeah one could consider it to be irresponsible to not take medications like benzos everday because of it's physical dependence. IMO, I know my body and how it response to drugs well enough that I can only take them for ~2 weeks, have a 2 week + and few days break, and be fine. No worries about any alteration to my life with this use (I don't consume all of my script in those two weeks, I 'get rid of' say maybe on average 18-23mg of clonazepam or now with alprazolam the same quantity. So I'm not taking ~3-5mg of a high potency benzo everyday in those ~two week (I'm taking pretty close to what is prescribed). I've been doing it every month for over a year, so I don't see this as a problem in any way.

I do take my methadone every day (besides on days where I have heroin, like today with the two dime bags worth, and only use the heroin) because of my dependency to it, and notably for the past few months having the script last the full 30 days. I'd start dealing with WD symptoms after 2 days with out any opioid taken, which do influence my life negatively in certain case. If I dealt with same trouble that I have with opioids/WD when it comes to benzos, I obviously wouldn't be doing this type of habit (or be able to do it). I wouldn't consider doing this if I didn't have the experience and knowledge of drugs, and have the understanding of my body + drugs that I do. I def wouldn't recommend it to most people (I always push people to go to therapy before trying benzos, unless its almost a purely physical problem [I consider my RLS and PLMS in this cat, as therapy couldn't significantly help with these issues]). Benzos should be avoided as much as possible for problems that have the potential to last 30+ days as to help prevent as many individuals from becoming dependent, and its quite silly to take a drug for mental problems that will have an elevated level of anxiety from where the level that caused them to start the benzos in the first place, once they discontinue their use (even with a well designed taper - not all tapers work quite the way they desired, and they sadly will have to deal with the negative modifcations of GABAa nerve transmission from daily benzodiazepine use.
 
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