Pill2Chill
Bluelight Crew
New antidepressants making me suicidal and my anxiety even worse.I've had 4 friends who have lost their precious pets in the space of a week and my dog needs surgery tomorrow,which I'm scared to death about.Oh yeah and I've been passing blood (possibly stress related but have a family history of bowel cancer on both sides) so I need a colonoscopy.That's just been the last week or so.
Blacked out for a few hours,but need to redose now.I need better drugs![]()
Like Seyer said I'd stop taking them and maybe ask for other meds from a different class of antidepressant if needed. Ime SSRI's just make you super indifferent and do nothing to help with depression. If despite the side effects they are working for you I'd say try them for a while longer. But I doubt that's the case from what you're saying about their effects. If they're just giving you nasty side-effects it's better to stop before you become physically adjusted to the medication.
Honestly, I have tried quite a few different AD's and none of them ever did anything for me. Just another med to taper down from..
Sorry to hear about you and your friend's pets, it's always sad when that happens. I hope the surgery and the colonoscopy both go well.
/edit: OT: have a nice rig with ~150mg ketamine prepped to be IM'ed. Going for it now, prob won't get to a k-hole due to past days abuse but I have some left for another time. :D
If I do get there that'd be a lucky surprise.

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