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How High Are You? v. Not High Enough

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New antidepressants making me suicidal and my anxiety even worse.I've had 4 friends who have lost their precious pets in the space of a week and my dog needs surgery tomorrow,which I'm scared to death about.Oh yeah and I've been passing blood (possibly stress related but have a family history of bowel cancer on both sides) so I need a colonoscopy.That's just been the last week or so.

Blacked out for a few hours,but need to redose now.I need better drugs :X

Like Seyer said I'd stop taking them and maybe ask for other meds from a different class of antidepressant if needed. Ime SSRI's just make you super indifferent and do nothing to help with depression. If despite the side effects they are working for you I'd say try them for a while longer. But I doubt that's the case from what you're saying about their effects. If they're just giving you nasty side-effects it's better to stop before you become physically adjusted to the medication.

Honestly, I have tried quite a few different AD's and none of them ever did anything for me. Just another med to taper down from..

Sorry to hear about you and your friend's pets, it's always sad when that happens. I hope the surgery and the colonoscopy both go well.

/edit: OT: have a nice rig with ~150mg ketamine prepped to be IM'ed. Going for it now, prob won't get to a k-hole due to past days abuse but I have some left for another time. :D

If I do get there that'd be a lucky surprise. ;)
 
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OT:[/B] have a nice rig with ~150mg ketamine prepped to be IM'ed. Going for it now, prob won't get to a k-hole due to past days abuse but I have some left for another time. :D

If I do get there that'd be a lucky surprise. ;)

I just pushed down the plunger 5 secs ago, so I'm to be very high very soon. :)

God I love ket.
 
2mg clonazepam
30mg methadone
And I'm drinking a 40 oz 8.1% beer


Hopefully tomorrow I'll have some of this heroin I had Sunday that was the best tar I've ever had in texas. Even my junkie friend whoses been using 15 years did the same amount as me and was standing up nodding the fuck out
 
I'm hittin the bottle of red wine.

Half of it is gone already, and I barely feel anything...fuck my tolerance.

Maybe the other half will surprise me.
 
I got a half-bundle (or half a gram) today that looked really fat. So I measured that shit and it's overweight by 150mg! My dude really hooked it up for me today...the dope is really good too. I got a nice nod going right now :D. A few more lines and i'll be in super nod land.
 
brewing a coffee after my shot of morphine. going to have a chill bills while i'm at it. anything to get this taste of salt out of my mouth after having to gargle it!
 
My day: Woke up a bit past noon with 10 mg Adderall XR, 75 mg Ultram, & 2 mg Klonopin. At around eight o' clock PM, 5 mg Adderall XR, 75 mg Ultram, & 1 Fioricet (50 mg butalbital/325 mg APAP/40 mg caffeine). At around ten o' clock PM, 2 mg Klonopin, 1 mg Xanax, 75 mg Ultram, & 3 mg melatonin supplement. About midnight, now, and feeling quite good - certainly not over the moon or anything close, but content. Tolerance is a bitch, it bears repeating.
 
Just picked up a gram of herijuana, and im currently vaping it. It's soo goood.

I smoked a strain once called KTFO (Knock the fuck out)once, it was a cross of herijuana and OG kush IIRC. It was a super stoney narcotic high, an indica lovers dream

im currently sippin on a 40 oz of 211, wishing I was blazed
 
Not high enough. Tempted to take another 200mg of modafinil now, maybe should wait a couple of hours though? I took 400mg about 8ish hours ago. I need to get through work, which starts at 2pm.
 
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