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I almost died in an overdose with suicidal thougts a several days ago, but I am still here.

Right now I am on 105mg hydrocodone, 4mg alprazolam, 2.5mg clonazepam, 300mg pregabalin/Lyrica, 50mg doxylamine succinate, and 600mg cimetidine as a potentiatior.

About to have 800mg seroquel, 300mg trazodone, and 6mg melatonin (along with non psychoactive meds I have to take at night)
 
^Listen brother I have tried to kill myself so many times through OD's. For us drug addict it takes a lot of drugs to OD. I never posted my OD's in the How High Are You thread. I really feel bad about your mental health issues I have them as well as you probably have read before. But when I feel that way I post in the mental health forum or the dark side. For one thing you will get more help, more understanding, and more responses. And this thread can remain a lighthearted discussion about what drugs we ingested that day.

If you post a thread in the dark side and explain what your dealing with I promise to give it my best response and even bump the thread a time or two. I really do want to see you get to the other side of things. I haven't tried to kill myself in a long while and I'm damn glad I got past that phase. You can get to that point too I'm sure. I've read your posts. Your a smart dude.
 
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We care for you, TD.

Got half a gram of good coke. Not amazing, but good for our area. Usually had crappy stuff that's got extra alkaloids yet to be removed by that last step. Usually cut too, bit
Slowly sipping on a kind big but weak mixed drink
Also got a gram of good bud. Mostly for later -- I also keep a low cannabis tolerance.
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
I almost died in an overdose with suicidal thougts a several days ago, but I am still here.

Right now I am on 105mg hydrocodone, 4mg alprazolam, 2.5mg clonazepam, 300mg pregabalin/Lyrica, 50mg doxylamine succinate, and 600mg cimetidine as a potentiatior.

About to have 800mg seroquel, 300mg trazodone, and 6mg melatonin (along with non psychoactive meds I have to take at night)
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Please, stop with the dangerous combinations of CNS depressants. Youve nearly died twice in the last 2 months due to these cocktails. Im not going to tell you how to live your life, all I ask is that you open your eyes and see what you are doing to yourself.
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
I almost died in an overdose with suicidal thougts a several days ago, but I am still here.
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I'm no doc, but you have a problem with suicidal ideation. No one will think you're a drug hero or tough for doing these doses.


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One blot of 25B, 1 etizolam, weed...
 
This morning, I was dopesick as FUQUE! ...So I had to dose 60mg lope potentiated by the P-gP inhibitor omeprazole

200mg IV heroin this afternoon, still nodding from the shot
5mg diazepam
Countless bowls
900mg gabapentin
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
I almost died in an overdose with suicidal thougts a several days ago, but I am still here.

Right now I am on 105mg hydrocodone, 4mg alprazolam, 2.5mg clonazepam, 300mg pregabalin/Lyrica, 50mg doxylamine succinate, and 600mg cimetidine as a potentiatior.

About to have 800mg seroquel, 300mg trazodone, and 6mg melatonin (along with non psychoactive meds I have to take at night)
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I'm gonna chime in here, speaking that real shit.

You are never going to reach happiness and contentedness with doing insane doses of downers everyday. Sure as soon as they kick in you are good for another day, but the big picture is your mind has had enough of them and knows it is all artificial pleasure. Trust me i've been there (except not nearly at the same level) and it felt horrible. There is something that is causing you to be depressed besides what has happened in your life , and that is chemical imbalance as well as dependency.

This is better suited for the dark side, but why don't you try cutting all your doses down of what ever you take. You know you aren't happy like this and will never be happy like this, change it slowly try living sober for a while dude.
 
I've done wayyy too much dope the last two days.

Did too much coke tonight. I haven't used any upper (except for caffeine, and that doesn't really count) for a while now and haven't used coke in over a year. It was pretty good, especially since most coke I try is usually disappointing. Nothing has ever come close to the coke I was getting a few years ago for a few months. That was phenomenal coke. Anyhow, first line was good, but then the dude broke me out a FAT line and once I did it my stomach started hurting. Started sweating a lot and bounced after a few minutes of BSing. I hadn't been planning on staying anyways, but I didn't think it would make me yak like that. :p

Came home and put a bit of coke in the rig then mixed it with a bag of dope to do a proper speedball. It was pretty good. Then I poured a wee bit of coke in the syringe and did a small shot of coke.


Shooting cocaine and heroin. Back when I was a freshman/soph/junior in high school, if you had said that in my late 20's that I'd be shooting coke and dope and shooting dope daily I would have never believed it. High now. :) Low later. :|
 
blehh.. I'm high on different things, but without weed tonight, I just can't make it official. :|
 
Morning bowl and 32mg bromazepam.

Gonna be a lazy and unproductive sunday.

I'm relaxed but still feeling some of the aftereffects of the amphetamine binge I was on. Not that I feel bad, just not much energy.
 
it's good to see you carl.

i'm real relaxed. did some etizolam on friday, went to a burger & beer bar which was teh tits. woke up and smoked/drank in bed pretty much all saturday, fell asleep by midnight. just woke up all groggy and shit, time to start the day! sploffee awaitz.
 
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