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How High Are You? v. Meff For The People

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just shot a 3 balloon banger

also took a whole gripful of norcos and an oxy 30, feeling pretty good, I almost prefer the high of 'codones for some weird reason? I love heroin because of the rush, bioavailability, and the fact that its dirt cheap, but oxy and hydro have something about them that when taken orally is very fucking appealing to me.
 
2 cans of lager has taking the edge off the WD, fuck. Being a private drunk is pretty fucking difficult, ended a 3 week bender (missed my beloved Bluelight for it, sneaky drink) and it took 14 nights to sleep more than 3 hours. And 3 days ago I made the stupid decision to drink again, so now I'm back to square one, drinking ever day.
Fucking hell, opiate addiction was easier than this.
 
also took a whole gripful of norcos and an oxy 30, feeling pretty good, I almost prefer the high of 'codones for some weird reason? I love heroin because of the rush, bioavailability, and the fact that its dirt cheap, but oxy and hydro have something about them that when taken orally is very fucking appealing to me.

Definitely agree with that , i would rather have norcos or oxy over heroin. Especially because it is mexican back tar ... dirty shit.

-high on weed... boring
 
Just vaped some phenaz after reading some interesting reports of this and to battle it's redic long onset and half-life and general fuck-you-uppery

Feels like getting hit with 1 mg xanax doses each time i got a good vape (using glass cigar wrap made into a pookie)... i don't know how long this will last in duration...
 
fucking hell, drunk me decided to buy more beer. i need a goddamn break from this, i went almost 48 hours without drinking yet i just fucked up again. i don't understand how i was able to live for so long without being chained to the chase for a high. right now i'm not sober so it's easy for be to be carefree, but if i hadn't had any alcohol this evening i'd be going wacky. my inability to deal with the day-to-day without some sort of assistance really is scaring me right now. lucky i'm having trouble feeling feels, so let's save that for tomorrow eh ;)
 
^ booze is cheap and dirty.. i luv drugs but even i wouldn't do it everyday for all the grey goose in NJ.

Considered any other DOCs? alcohol will do u in just as easily if not more than the rest..

*subtly pushing Sir towards RCs*
 
i utilize supps but i cant really justify spending more than 20 a month on something. phenibut, gotu kola, those i know are cheap fixes. kava works but its expensive as fuCK to make a strong brew. i take magnesium and DHA regularly, my problem comes at night when i get anxiety and can't sleep. alcohol and marijuana+tobacco are perfect fixes. i dont drink a lot but when one is dependent on something every day the dose doesn't matter so much... i would love to switch to a supp stack rather than booze and bud but right now i'm having trouble jumping off. if i don't have one or the other, preferably both, my mind goes haywire. it's my own fault of course, i guess after i get into a daily using pattern it becomes a lot harder for me to just stop. no other choice than to keep trying

what RCs are u thinking of just curious
 
i utilize supps but i cant really justify spending more than 20 a month on something. phenibut, gotu kola, those i know are cheap fixes. kava works but its expensive as fuCK to make a strong brew. i take magnesium and DHA regularly, my problem comes at night when i get anxiety and can't sleep. alcohol and marijuana+tobacco are perfect fixes. i dont drink a lot but when one is dependent on something every day the dose doesn't matter so much... i would love to switch to a supp stack rather than booze and bud but right now i'm having trouble jumping off. if i don't have one or the other, preferably both, my mind goes haywire. it's my own fault of course, i guess after i get into a daily using pattern it becomes a lot harder for me to just stop. no other choice than to keep trying

what RCs are u thinking of just curious

edit: pretty sure he saw them... :)

Ur right about the weed+alcohol buzz, and tobacoo (just nico in my case) being a great seal-her-off, I think if u can find that magic area between 'i'm gettin pleasantly fucked' and 'fuck gettin the spins" you are set. But still feels a bit dirty to me, and i get usually end up with the spins more often than not, cuz i'll smoke too much.
 
if i'm ever getting the spins i just go to bed. my issue isn't really dire, i just get super moody and irritable (not to mention the insomnia) when i'm forced to CT off of anything. right now i'm drunk though, and happily traveling through the series of tubes we all know and love :)

saw what ?
 
Nerd on Drugs said:
i don't know how long this will last in duration...

Remember that route of administration does not affect half-life--the duration will be similar to oral dosing minus the time it takes to reach peak effects.

*subtly pushing Sir towards RCs*

Etiz/phenaz that I'm shamelessly pushing on u.. :-\

What horrible advice. Yes, they confer less organic toxicity. However, because of this, it's typical for people to forge even larger habits with them, with even more severe withdrawal.

ebola
 
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i utilize supps but i cant really justify spending more than 20 a month on something. phenibut, gotu kola, those i know are cheap fixes. kava works but its expensive as fuCK to make a strong brew. i take magnesium and DHA regularly, my problem comes at night when i get anxiety and can't sleep. alcohol and marijuana+tobacco are perfect fixes. i dont drink a lot but when one is dependent on something every day the dose doesn't matter so much... i would love to switch to a supp stack rather than booze and bud but right now i'm having trouble jumping off. if i don't have one or the other, preferably both, my mind goes haywire. it's my own fault of course, i guess after i get into a daily using pattern it becomes a lot harder for me to just stop. no other choice than to keep trying

what RCs are u thinking of just curious

Hey bro it really sounds like your developing a drinking problem and it's just going to get worse if you don't get help dude. I saw this shit first hand in rehab and meetings. I only say this because I consider you a bluelight friend and I care. Alcohol will fuck up your health even worse then opiates. I'm sure you know this already but the first step is admitting you have a problem and if your drinking everyday then you have a problem brother. PM if you want to talk more. I have my own drug issues, i've been binging on MXE the past few days and I had a brief heroin relapse yesterday :(. I have a great support system in place though so i'm going to move on from this relapse and get right back into recovery.

I feel really shitty for relapsing though, it happened so fucking quick. I went to a friends house expecting to take mushrooms and instead I got offered a free shot of dope. I was drunk and MXE'd out at the time so I decided why the fuck not. There's more to this story but I rather not say anymore on here. Anyway, i'm motivated to move on from this and get right back into the sober life...I realize no more liquor or MXE for me though because those drugs will lead me back to heroin.
 
Just smoked a joint, still feeling slightly opiated. Also got a free mg of alprazolam, which I took about an hour ago SL.
 
A fat line of EPH up each nostril

at a house with a friend with ounces of top grade weed, different strains, passing around massive swats to everone in his crazy zong

I have my own sack of weed but this guy is just handing out weed like candy. He can't even smoke it at the time for whatever reason.
 
Remember that route of administration does not affect half-life--the duration will be similar to oral dosing minus the time it takes to reach peak effects.



What horrible advice. Yes, they confer less organic toxicity. However, because of this, it's typical for people to forge even larger habits with them, with even more severe withdrawal.

ebola

I couldn't tell how long really it lasted vaping...but there was a 'rush' effect I never got off phenaz. And I got nice sleep without oversleeping. A faster peak like u mention is what I was lookIng for.. duration doesnt feel as long...but ill see how well I do with my morn work...

I feel during with most things vaped/smoked. Like meth... hardly do it... I know snooting it will keep me up muuuch longer than vapong it. Same with eaten vs smoke weed.

And yea...people, mostly stupid but smart ones too can't handle etiz/penhaz... phen especially. But done right...better than alcoholosm imo.
 
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