Relapse yay. A fucking week, god I suck.
And what do I choose to relapse with? Fucking cocaine.. I'm not even that much of a cocaine fan. This coke is sweet though.. Best I ever had hands down.
Meh, I hear some dude has some sweet ass coke, I got money to spare so I buy a gram.. Weak, weak, weak! This guy is my pot dealer aswell, I'd never have bought cocaine if I didn't buy my pot off him. W/e, if that made me relapse it was only a (short) matter of time before I did harddrugs again. I also found a baggy of 25i-nBOMe that I thought I had tossed along with the rest a few days ago, and I couldn't bring myself to tossing it. I suppose I'll keep it, as I don't usually want to trip again too soon after I've tripped, especially with phens. Except on festivals, then I'm usually constantly tripping, switching between different psychedelics.
I do kind of regret tossing my 4-HO-MET, LSD, 5-MeO-MiPT, 4-AcO-DMT and my DiPT, but whatever. I don't care all too much. If I had kept only the drugs I mentioned from my stash I'd probably be binging on the 4-HO-MET right now, possibly doing some 5-MeO-MiPT or 4-AcO-DMT inbetween, as I never even tried them before tossing. (Yeah, 4-HO-MET doesn't have that quality that leaves me satisfied and not eager to trip again soon. Just like shrooms don't. For me atleast. The bodyload from both, but especially 4-HO-MET is SO pleasurable and the trip so 'funny', that I feel like I could binge on it and have a great time while doing so.)
OT: COcaine!