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How High Are You? v. Meff For The People

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Thanks. :) It's simply become too time consuming. I feel like my priorities were all screwed up, which leads me to believe it's all or nothing for me, there is no inbetween.
 
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Thanks. :) It's simply become too time consuming. I feel like my priorities were all screwed up, which leads me to believe it's all or nothing for me, there is no inbetween.
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Sometime it is all or nothing. With opiates I know I'm fucked if I take a strong one. I'm going to be on edge when it wears off. Be in a shitty mood for at least a week. My whole brain will go off track quite a bit.

2 tsp of bali kratom
2 bowls of some insanely good weed
1\2 a warm Natural Light

It's a great morning. Now I just have to let this amazing buzz wear off a bit and then go about my day.
 
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10mg of 5-MeO-MiPT and 1500mg of aniracetam. I can't tell if the ani has any effect of all of this though, as this is my first time for the ani and the second time for the moxy. Sure feels good though =D
 
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Thanks. :) It's simply become too time consuming. I feel like my priorities were all screwed up, which leads me to believe it's all or nothing for me, there is no inbetween.
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That's so true.
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smoked that chronic after work, high as hell, chillin' with my dog, watchin' the rain.

my anxiety is through the roof lately and i've just been going day-to-day, weed and alcohol work but it's tough fitting them in around work and family.

soon enough all my problems will go away and be replaced by different ones, i'm sure. that's how life is.

good luck with your decision PT, I know ya can do it if ya want to.
 
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Decided to throw in the towel a week ago and give up all drugs aside from my daily 12mg bromazepam & a joint every once in a while. So far I've been doing great. Feeling my mind clear up like that is refreshing. I hope I'll be able to keep this up. My best friend is also quitting, which is definitely a BIG help! =D

OT: First joint in 7 days, some damn potent space haze. Zamn. 8o I'm high as a kite, and able to enjoy it much more because of the abstinence.

/edit: For those interested; the decision came after I had a very profound 2C-E+MXE experience last week. Flushed all my drugs, which was like xxx worth of RC's, 1 LSD tab, 2g of MDMA and 0.5g of amphetamines. Maybe I'll regret doing it one day, though I hope that day never comes. Judging by how I feel now, a week after doing it, I'm confident it won't! :)
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Should have gifted it to a friend man! No sense in letting the sewer gators dose all that ;)
 
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even though i dont go gaga over molly it hurt most reading that 2g went down the drain... unless the RCs were bomb shit like ganesha or ald52 or something.
 
Did some lined of coke... will do more ;p

Smoked synthetic pot earlier uggghhh no.
So gross.
 
Coming up on 22-23mg of 2C-B.This may actually be my highest single dose of 2C-B? Was meant to be 20mg, but I slipped while pouring. Oops.

But whatever, it's not an extreme dose by any standard, I could have just taken the whole 30mg vial I had and been fine.
 
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^Thank you. :) I feel like I can be too from now on. In my mind I'm starting to get too old for all the 'hard' stuff, it's time to grow up and unfortunately I can't do that with (hard)drugs in my life. I think I'm making a good decision here. ;)
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Good luck man it's a great decision honestly. I've had 40 days clean so far and i'm already getting more out of life then i've gotten when I was using heavily. I've done some travel, met lots of cool new people, and actually have been enjoying the sober life for the most part. More importantly, no more bi-polar moods man, I just feel balanced and actually motivated to do shit. You'll still want to get high and there's nothing wrong with occasional pot (or in my case kratom also). The truth is you have a much better chance of succeeding in life sober and then once you have some success you can get high then if you want lol. Keep in mind all this shit has been beaten into my head constantly in rehab and twelve step meeting but i'm pretty content most of the time these days which is all that really matters in the end. I'm sure most people will be like fuck that sobriety sucks and I thought the same thing at first too but I guess i'm just done with the hard drugs at this moment in my life. I'm just tired of feeling stuck and I need something new.

I gotta say that I don't agree with going completely sober though that's way to fucking hard. Since I got out of rehab i've been indulging rarely in alcohol and kratom. I also have no problem getting a bit of weed or doing the occasional psychedelic. Basically drugs that i've never had problems with, everything else i'm trying to avoid. Anyway sorry for the long post I just thought I would give you some extra motivation to quit the hard drugs, it won't be easy at first and you probably have to do all that AA shit to keep it up but sobriety really isn't that bad.

OT: I just got back from vacation and decided to have a beer with some kratom. Feeling pretty good, content. I would've been unhappy with this shit and wanting alot more in my heavy using days.
 
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Woke up... finished the rest of my mdai. Considering it for a potential work aid. Rec value to me 6/10

edit: i misspelled the word "work".... maybe it won't be a work aid...
 
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Going to get drunk as soon as breakfast begins to digest. Need the stomach to be kinda empty...
 
Drank all the PBR a while ago.

Went back to the store, got a Foster's, 40z of Miller High Life & PBR. Trying new beers today, w00t
 
Cruising on DXM, gabapentin, and cannabinoids again. I dropped 240 mg DXM into some chocolate milk, and have been sipping on that for a while. Can't taste it at all! Well maybe a little bit, but it doesn't bother me any! Floaty. Trippy. Happy. :) Fricken' awesome combo!
 
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