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Tolerance comes back very quickly with opiates. If you use for a few days, even after a long break, it's pretty easy to get back to the amounts you were doing prior to taking your break. It initially may take a while for you to go from getting high on say 20mg of oxy to needing 100mg of oxy for the same high, but once you already go through the rise once then you're able to do again much, much quicker any other time in the future. It's basically like when you're first having your tolerance rise up it's taking a while because you're walking up the stairs. Once you've already gone through it, when you return you rise much quicker because instead of the stairs you're now taking an elevator.
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I'm feeling pretty good right now. I've been trying to do a quick taper off sub, but I caved tonight and bought some H. So I sort of feel guilty about that. Then that whole movie theater thing has been kind of bumming me out.
I felt sick after work tonight which is the reason I bought anything. I was feeling nauseated before I left, but thought I'd be fine. Got the dope, was waiting to get home before I used it, and on the way home shit hit the fan. Or I should say more literally vomit hit the side of my car.
I tried to throw up out the window, but being center lane on the highway doing 80mph, and suddenly throwing made it difficult to get my mouth fully out of the car before it happened. Oy that sucked.
Finally getting home and booting up felt good, except I then threw up several more times as I felt that rush go through. So I don't know if it was something I ate or was from WDs or a little of both. That's something that is super annoying about WDs. It's very easy to associate any bit of the uncomfortableness as being a result of WDing, but it may be because of any other number of possibilities.
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