SHHMCJOOAPOYS
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Feeling nice and relaxed from a decent dose of valium and xanax. still wish i had some heroin though.
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How High Are You? v. "Life for me is just weed and brews..."
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Pill2Chill
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*drool*, Morphine seems like the ultimate "don't touch, or you're hooked for life" drug for me. I already like codeine alot. So I can't even begin to imagine how much I'd love morphine.
OT: 200mg tramadol IR & 2,5mg diazepam
( I want moar benzo in my system. But.. It'll pass.)
Carl Landrover
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Imma so high Imma typin inna fhake talian accent-a. That's a spicy a meatball-a!
Had picked up bags after work last night. Had a grerat time just chilling with a friend bullshittin' about the Olympics, movies, good complimented by shooting two bags and toking some herb. Had taken xanax a little earlier prior to the bags, so that probably added to these good-time feelings a bit. :D After my friend left I ate some food, did a few sets of a couple of exercises, toked a little more herb and this made me nod, and nod well. A good ole American nod. USA! USA! USA! USA A-OK!!!
Later it transitioned ifrom nod to some oort of sleep. I 'woke up" from thireeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeein eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel
Been trying to post this edit for several hours. I'm satisfied as is
Had picked up bags after work last night. Had a grerat time just chilling with a friend bullshittin' about the Olympics, movies, good complimented by shooting two bags and toking some herb. Had taken xanax a little earlier prior to the bags, so that probably added to these good-time feelings a bit. :D After my friend left I ate some food, did a few sets of a couple of exercises, toked a little more herb and this made me nod, and nod well. A good ole American nod. USA! USA! USA! USA A-OK!!!
Later it transitioned ifrom nod to some oort of sleep. I 'woke up" from thireeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeein eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel
Been trying to post this edit for several hours. I'm satisfied as is
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Rabidrabbit
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^^^^^ I was that high once! On LSD. This guy came on the subway and we spoke to him in Itali--- I mean Chef Boyardeeish!
anyway. i am maintaining on:
suboxone, weed, cigarettes, klonopin, insomnia
anyway. i am maintaining on:
suboxone, weed, cigarettes, klonopin, insomnia
Pill2Chill
Bluelight Crew
Lol, I think you'd blend right in if you were to go to Italy.
Sooo, what did you take?
helium-4
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Yummy, 30mg of methadone filtered solution up the nasal passage. Some synthetic cannabinoids in a few hours. I'm gonna start off with a 1mg vape of AKB48. The Indazole ring gets me curious
LogicSoDeveloped
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~1500mg of Phenibut to help with a hangover and its doing its trick thankfully.
Pill2Chill
Bluelight Crew
I'm curious too about the AKB48, I've seen you mention it a few times now, and I'm really curious. I've only tried one kind of syntethic cannabinoids (JWH-XXX, I think), and I was smoking weed at the same time so it was kind of a waste.
Let me know how it's treating you. :D (How comparable is the high to a THC+CBD high anyways?) Maybe I'll order some cbd's myself, it really sounds like interesting stuff.
OT: 2,5mg diazepam and 400mg tramadol. Still feeling perfectly fine. This taper is turning out to be WAY easier than I expected it to be. Jumping to zero has me slightly worried. But honestly, if I didn't have any w/ds during the taper I wouldn't mind a few weeks of feeling "out of it" when I do make the jump to zero in 10 days.
Whosajiggawaaa
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240 mgs oxycodone since this morning plus some tramadol and meprobamate now. Felling really good.
escape20
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LOL yeah the really shitty parts of town but it's no different then ghetto's all around the east coast. I live and work in the county/suburbs so luckily I get to avoid this shit. I hate most of the city here...but the county is pretty nice for the most part. As soon as you cross the city line things drastically change tho. Homeless people/heroin everywhere. I've been to NYC and it's just as bad if not worse honestly in some parts. At least our streets are clean for the most part
Anyway, I just finished my last bag of heroin, really good stuff as usual. Too bad i'm out of money until next week so no more heroin until then. I'm glad I have bills to pay and don't make much money or else I would be addicted to the shit and my tolerance would be high.
Rabidrabbit
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Whoa nelly! Sounds like a nice high but please be careful.
And you'd be nodded out on someone's stoop!
Gosh, it's not even that bad where I live...
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
escape20
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Whoa nelly! Sounds like a nice high but please be careful.
And you'd be nodded out on someone's stoop!
Gosh, it's not even that bad where I live...
It's a big city going through a recession with lots of drugs and crime what else do you expect honestly? It's just as bad here as in Philly, DC, NJ, etc. There are nice parts in the city too and there's plenty to do, I rather live here then somewhere like Iowa or Indiana. That's about all the praise I can give this place tho lol...I would move to NYC in a heartbeat if I had the chance. I can't imagine how anyone can live in the city here. Like I said it's night and day compared to where I live in the county.
Oh and I can afford to nod out in my comfy bed thank you very much
Rabidrabbit
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It's a big city going through a recession with lots of drugs and crime what else do you expect honestly? It's just as bad here as in Philly, DC, NJ, etc. There are nice parts in the city too and there's plenty to do, I rather live here then somewhere like Iowa or Indiana. That's about all the praise I can give this place tho lol...I would move to NYC in a heartbeat if I had the chance. I can't imagine how anyone can live in the city here. Like I said it's night and day compared to where I live in the county.
Oh and I can afford to nod out in my comfy bed thank you very much
yeah i'm just fucking with you, I see ghettos on foot every day but I guess I live near enough touristy places that they clean up the "trash" so to speak... it's just, who is this guy filming junkies for many minutes and uploading it to youtube and what are his intentions??
satire? treatment? imprisonment?? i don't get the motive of the guy's blog
escape20
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Honestly I think he's just been watching too much of the Wire lol. I don't get it either why is this guy so obsessed with homeless junkies?
They have nice touristy places here in Baltimore too, like the Inner Harbor. It's honestly a normal "big city" just like the rest. Nothing special or different about it. People base their opinions too much based on The Wire...it was a fictional show honestly folks! It wasn't a fucking documentary. Not trying defend the place because I hate going to the city for the most part but that's just the truth. *shrug*
Now let me get back to sniffing heroin, leaning against walls, and watching the Wire over and over dammit! :D
Rabidrabbit
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I've been to Baltimore, but to visit Hopkins and the coastal parts... *shrug*
Fine, I don't wanna talk to you anyway, too jelly!
escape20
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I've been to Baltimore, but to visit Hopkins and the coastal parts... *shrug*
Fine, I don't wanna talk to you anyway, too jelly!
Haha i'm just messing...i'm enjoying talking to you like always. Don't be jealous i'm out of heroin anyway and I won't be able to get more for awhile. Never take me seriously when i'm high on heroin hahaha. I love to just say a bunch of random dumb shit when i'm on it.
Oh and Hopkins is actually located in a really shitty area of town. I avoid that area like the plague because I don't feel like getting shot or robbed. The coastal parts (ocean city right?) are OK but that's where all the white trash lives. That and southern maryland...those are the only places that you can call the "south" here. It's nothing like say North Carolina where there's confederate flags and rednecks everywhere (no offense to NC). Also, as I much as I like NYC...please tell someone to clean that fucking place up! I've never seen a dirtier city in my entire life
OT: I think i'll take some MXE now since all my heroin is gone...it really helps with the cravings
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Rabidrabbit
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Haha i'm just messing...i'm enjoying talking to you like always. Don't be jealous i'm out of heroin anyway and I won't be able to get more for awhile.
Oh and Hopkins is actually located in a really shitty area of town. I avoid that area like the plague because I don't feel like getting shot or robbed. The coastal parts (ocean city right?) are OK but that's where all the white trash lives. That and southern maryland...those are the only places that you can call the "south" here. It's nothing like say North Carolina where there's confederate flags and rednecks everywhere (no offense to NC). Also, as I much as I like NYC...please tell someone to clean that fucking place up! I've never seen a dirtier city in my entire life
OT: I think i'll take some MXE now since all my heroin is gone...it really helps with the cravings
NYC smells like hot garbage in winter and summer!
It's a festering pile of disease and depravity.
I don't know why anyone would want to live here.
This is me on SOBRIETY. Oh, and coffee... I've got to take my Klonopin before I seize though.
escape20
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NYC smells like hot garbage in winter and summer!
It's a festering pile of disease and depravity.
I don't know why anyone would want to live here.
This is me on SOBRIETY. Oh, and coffee... I've got to take my Klonopin before I seize though.
LOL the place is a fucking mess! But there's so much to see and do in NYC...I dunno it just seems like a really interesting place from the outside. I'm sure it's different if you've lived there your entire life.
Boo SOBRIETY I hate that state...I will be in it tomorrow so I will feel your pain soon! For now i'm gonna enjoy being high on heroin and MXE all day. My car keeps fucking up so I can't buy more then 3 bags this whole week. Had to drop a few hundred of cash because my fucking power windows decided to stop working. At least on the brightside my tolerance should drop. Anyway shits about to get weird once this MXE kicks in. This is some good shit too! I've been getting nothing but crappy MXE for awhile but I finally found a good source again.
Pass some of that Klonopin my way please! I recently ran out after taking it for two weeks straight and the rebound anxiety that i'm currently getting fucking sucks (especially at work).
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