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How High Are You? v. Let's get loaded and practice medicine

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Actually, not high at all...Just in debilitating pain. I'd be happy just to get UP any given day without wishing I'd died in my sleep to avoid the pain.

I need HELP, folks...I'm begging for mercy!

Long medical/surgical history. I have PM prescribed Oxycodone 15 mg, but they don't touch my pain. I'm so desperate, I obtained some weed within the past 2 weeks. Wait for it...laugh at me...I smoked for the first time in my 54 years. Got shit faced and giggly, much like alcohol affects me. I won't smoke again. No offense to those who imbibe joyfully...just not for me.

I'm interested in MMJ, but would seemingly require a cross country road trip just to sample gummies or lollys. I have no clue if MMJ would be helpful. My PM doctor has no hesitancy in prescribing POWERFUL meds, because my records justify the need. Even Fentanyl didn't work for me.

Opiates choke my bowels, since I have surgically altered GI. No remedies work for very long, even though I rotate. I cannot afford to be sedated or high, though a "contentment" would be nice. I have a high stress/competitive career. I have to be on my game at all times. My real work begins with oversight 24/7 of my 89 yr. old mom's healthcare. The stress of it all is KILLING ME literally. If not for my husband of 35 years, I would have ended this long ago.

PLEASE DON'T DOG PILE ME...I'm hoping some of you will practice some medicine on me. My meds currently are:

Ativan 1 mg x 3 day
Zoloft 150 mg daily
Gabapentin 400 mg x 3 daily
Oxycodone 15 mg x 3 daily
Much caffeine
Miralax, Senna, Lactulose

Any suggestions? Please be gentle. :\
 
Welp time to kick a week-long run on IV heroin after today. Fortunately I copped a handful of 1mg k-pins and got some Purple Urkle on deck. Looks like some gaba and lope will be coming in handy as well.... ugh, might need more benzo's due to the ridiculous severity of my opiate WD's (years and years of on/off addiction/physical dependency, but mostly "on" haha). I know my ass will get thrown out if I don't stop, my family can't stand to see me get strung out and useless, I've put them through A LOT.

3mg clonazepam subL
IV 300mg heroin
few bowls of that purp
cigarettes
 
Chilled from the 10mg val I took this morning, gonna take more before work 2nife ofc.

Coworker begged me to come in an hour early yesterday n glad I didn't, cuZ I wound up staying an hour late. Overtime ftw but ffs I'm working six days next week so I don't rly need it... Ha who am I kidding I always need money. Just wish I had some pods to get me thru the next day
 
HOOPS

I'm drinking coffee and anxious to get tonight/tomorrow over with I just want to finish my current project and go on a long road trip listening to kavinsky and slammin vals n red bull
 
30mg hydrocodone, 1.5mg alprazolam, 4mg clonazepam, and lots of weed, stoned as fuck up in spaceland, can I get much more stoned?

Please stop using the telepathy feature at times, it interferes with my telepathy connection I use to get natural disaster info from the other partner with the actual information.
 
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Used meth last night, had lots of sex. Now im tired and within the last hour had a nice 2.5pt shot of heroin, also about 5-6 hits of nitrous and lots of weed. Going to continue with the weed and a little tiny bit more nitrous, then a nice long sleep. Would like another shot though or at least some benzos to potentiate them(don't mix benzos and heroin/opiates, ive OD'd more than one from Xanax+heroin
 
I've been using great heroin for about 3 wweeks most days.
Anyway I just shot a bag(0.1g/100mg) and I'm glad it was only one coz I'm sure I would have overdosed if I'd had both.
 
Been up since I got my addy xr 30s yesterday morning, coffee now waiting for pharm to open to pick up my Ir 10s they didn't have in stock yesterday, then getting some gabapentin and trams later after possibly attempting to come down and pass out for a few hours..or not. Good morning.
 
Sober about to drink mad brews n smoke a butt then pass the fuck out.

I just finished a valve job on my whip only to discover a nice long scratch (superficial thank goodness) on my front fender from the fucking idiot postman who tried to squeeze between my car and my landlord's. It's a simple touch up job but I'm livid that I have to waste my time on painting when I'd rather be wrenching.

Well you know what they say. Alcohol to the rescue. Actually I don't think they say that but I do. Beer time fellas!!!!!!
 
I have taken;

800mg tramadol
300mg tilidine
6mg bromazepam
250µg brotizolam
2,5mg lorazepam

Meanwhile I am/have been smoking heaps of silver haze.

I am SO relaxed right now.%)
 
36 hours awake using Addy 30 XRs
Then I just took some tramadol, neurontin, and drinking. Feeling pretty good. Been a while since I've had trams especially. Got to spend a few hours with my wife and son. Good times, but sad to let them go again. Difficult, complicated situation we've been faced with for a while now.
 
SexyTweakerBitch said:
Hey I'm high as fuck going on day 3 without a wink of sleep which is rare for me because my meth tolerance is so high but damn I smoked dope for days last night and it was some super high grade shit that got me tweakin harder than usual. I'm about to do some laundry and wash dishes if I can ever get my twacked out ass off the internet. Oh yeah I had some strong coffee a few hours ago because I wanted to make a frappuccino in my blender so that enhanced my high. My pipe is still loaded with what seems like a never ending bowl but I would really like to smoke a blunt right now.
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i know that feeling. damn the dope nowadays is strong! i dont smoke often but i love that high grade!
 
Just woke up, gettin a solid booze buzz on before I grab some redbull, raid my workplace for food, and then hit the road to drive aimlessly for hours. All in all a good night to be had.
 
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